Tuesday, December 15, 2009
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FEELING SUPER MISERABLE TODAY
WHY????? went for my dental appointment today. I have to remove one of my wisdom teeth ! =( I felt so horrible. Why me? i thought i dont have to go through such thing! I felt like shit to the extent that i dun even dare to eat. =( But does it help? sianz. After pestering lionel, i called sis. I told her how frightened i am. She is such a brave girl. That's why she is my SIS. haha. i need someone to console me but somehow i still cant console myself. I cant cross the hurdle within me despite the fact that i have so many moral support. I AM SO LOUSY!
Hmm, I booked another appointment during june but i know its not possible and it is wise to push forward the appointment for the extraction =(
GOD, my 21st birthday is coming ... Can i have a better present?
feeling damn down.. *vanish*
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
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hmm... was feeling down lately .. but i think i have accepted the fact already. Stil feel a bit sour but its okays. I was taught to feel happy.
Had quite a lot of fun for the past few days. Hmm, like shopping? haha.. i went seoul garden with lionel. It was my treat since he treated me the day b4 at ambush. Sadly, we dont have much appetite haha. we only had 2 rounds. but i had fun cooking ( mayb cos i never cooked b4) ... i realised that frying chicken with garlic is SUPErb.. haha.. (mayb cos i am a mountain turtle) haha.. YUp
went window shopping too. I was quite amazed that shopping can be so fun. Hahaha.. I think i must slim down sia so that i can fit into some nice top ... haha. i guess it takes years.. it is so easy to get fat but nt easy to slim down. haha..I think i ought to start exercising. haha.. ( it might take years too ) haa
Well, i think i wanan change my blog skin liao! who can help me? =( Its time to change a lot of things since new year is here. I am still very excited about christmas n CNY !! Oh ya.. smthg funny happened the other day when i was at orchard. I walked TAKA , ion.. then lionel said he wanna go wheelock n i followed. When i walked up the escalator.. I shouted ! "shit, i dun wanna see.. i dun wanna see, lets go down... " .... I felt like a retarded... both of us laughed. Ya, i told him i dun wanna to see the lightings yet etc etc.. in the end i covered my eyes and walked down the escalator. OMG! i told lionel that i am really v retarded. haha.. I laughed non stop.
okays, i think i realli very stupid. Hmm, time of the month is here again. Feel so boring today. Went for driving lesson. My instructor said i look v smart confirm can pass... I was "dot dot dot".. i told him looks are deceiving haha.. one hour lesson.. it went quite smoothly... =)
Feel so bored nw.... cant wait for tmr ! going to shop shop shop... Hav fun!!
Friday, December 04, 2009
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FINALLY... its over....
Holiday is here! Going out to have fun soon! I look forward to all the fun! Looking forward to christmas, new year hehe.. count down!!! hahaha.. yeah! I want more fun! i will be on the road driving again soon.. ( sianz) , i will be giving tuition probably next week. Emaths tuition! =) I think i need revision for MATHS soon haha...
I rented a book yesterday. I am in love with the book. "silent boy" --> a boy trapped in silence, rescued by an extraordinary teacher's patience and devotion. In love with this book. After reading the book, it makes me really want to be a teacher. I hope to help my students academically and non academically. I know its not easy or rather i think too much but that is my passion. When can i fulfill my dream? Honestly, i am slowly walking closer to my dream.( i hope so)
Volunteer at SBHL ---> give tuition----> MOE? ( dun even know if MOE wants me) i feel so sad everytime i hear people saying that they will be joining MOE or they are having attachment? =(
Too bad, i am not as good as them. I am still working hard. I work so hard every sem to fulfill this little dream of mine.
Alrite, its holiday, dont want to talk about unhappy stuff. Okays, going to body world later.. I have lots of things to do during this holiday! ha. cant wait!
vanished
