HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.. here's all the pics!! Pics speak a million of words.. Wont elaborate le.. tired

HMMM.. sch gonna start tmr.. Hav to realli mug hard.. v hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. i am back to write a post! din write for quite long!!!!!!!

ACCOUNCEMENT : I PASSED THE BASIC THEORY TEST! hahaha.. feel so great! Thankz to daddy, Sis , fred and yean sang!! ppl who encouraged me and wished me gd luck! VERY SWEET of u all! love u all deep deep...

Hmmm, went for session yesterday! feel kind of embarrassed to make "AN" blushed.. hope he is find. I really love teaching the boys. Realli! I cant explain to people how i feel about teaching! its wonderful! i simply hope that time can stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna start applying the teaching award. But i dont know what to write for the essay. SIgh. HELP ME!

YEA! its friday! TONNES of works to do. ARGH! but i am so not going to do work today. TMR??? haha.. Yea. Will start tmr since tonight i am gg to shop for things =X haha .. hope to get something too! =]

FEELINg tired. More work to do after CNY break. Gonna study with yean sang , yi hong and maybe sis on MON and TUES. Gonna run with lionel on MOn during my long long break and oso running on WED with yean sang! cant imagine sia... will i have the stamina?? argh!

LI WAN IS GOING TO WORK VERY HARD ....

Hmmm... me bacK!!! yup! feeling quite low lately but i am OK! ha. Hmmm, done with most of my tutorials ! left HW111A =] . Hmmm, studying very hard for my BTT too but i wonder why , i have a very strong feeling that i may not PASS. SOB SOB. Higher authority, pls guide me.

Gonna start working hard already. Found 2 study buddies. Yean sang and Yi hong! Hope we can help one another. I wonder how much they can help me for my course. We gonna work hard from this week onwards. Discipline is still the key word =]=]

Hmmm, i dreamt that i went hostel yesterday. I dreamt of "A" . I was very harsh to him. I dreamt that he didnt do his work again. Guess what i said to him? I was very frank and started saying that he can forget about going to sec 5 if he continues not to practise since he told me that he gt only 20/100 for sci paper. Am i too harsh in my dream? I think i was just being honest lor. Sigh, i really wonder why i dreamt about my boys. A lot of things happened in my dream but mainly revolved around the few boys whom i have talked to and played with =] .

Feeling super tired now. Going TM to shop for more chinese new year clothings and other stuff!!
Oh YA.. guess what did i do yesterday night? i played BIG 2 with my father. HA. i won $2 ! But i must say that i dont like gambling YA BUT with my father , its simply FUN. i guess this is why we are closer =]=]

Hmmm... gg back to hostel tonight! yea.. work hard and play hard .

*yawn* ... Had gastric attack during CBC 122 . I felt terrible but still i decided to take muslim food which is very spicy. I craved for it. Yeah, I dont feel very good but i guess i am used to it ! *_* Hmm, i spent my break at the iHUB with yean sang! Thank yean sang for your help! I did my tutorials and printed my notes there . i love to go there lately!

Feeling very tired . I guess i didnt sleep well the day before yesterday. I must sleep ealier today though i know it is kind of tough. Sigh! I feel super slack this sem. What happened?

Hmm waiting for 19th jan to come so that i can apply my scholarship! yep! waiting for my transcript too. I hope everything will be fine =]=] LIWAN , jia you!

well, sometimes i really dont understand human beings! can i have a chance to understand them? but i guess i should learn to understand myself first. sigh.

Higher authority, please guide me.

hoping for an answer.....

Feeling kind of tired lately! i am unsure of the reasons. Sigh, i feel rather down. Its contradicting =[. I feel weird. Why do i feel so? I have a lot of questions in my mind. Can someone answer for me? I seems Ok, but am i really OK? liwan is feeling a little blue.

Went to look for Val yesterday. Ha, she is really like a "HDB tai tai". I can sense that she is super happy now. SHe loves her daughter , new-born son , dog and of course her darling husband a lot. I am so happy for her because she has found what she wants =] We talked a lot. =] Oh ya, and i received a necklace from my janice . I love it a lot. =]=] . AI ai , i love u! she is always my ai ai!!

Hmmm, what did i do this weekend? I finished all the tutorials and "studied" my BTT. Meeting sis tmr , she gonna help me see if my concept for direction field is right! Sis, i love u ! hehe. I talked to her yesterday till 2am. I feel good to have her around. Hmm, i hope i didnt disturb her. Hmm, i am so gonna apply the scholarship soon. SIs, thank for your encouragement and support! i will go for it! loves...

I like this phrase a lot--> 爱是一种需要，却不一定要得到。只要你觉得快乐就好! is it true? will i be able to do that? I may not be so noble! haha. =[=[=[.. I shall not think so much. It will only make me feel =[ . haha

Liwan, jia you!!!!!

Feeling super tired today! wake up very early for lectures. =[ *YAWN* .. i lost the discipline which i used to have. I slacked the entire week. Busy going out on MON ( since its my birthday ) and i just dont have mood to study after that. ( still having my holiday mood ) . I was doing my econs tutorial just now. Not too bad, i could recall some stuff though i didnt attend the lecture . Hmm, gonna meet shikin tmr to get back my econ notes which are far useful . Liwan , gonna jia you! Mrs chang, i wont let you down. I gave u an "A" for my A level and i will work hard to give you another "A" =]=]

The sad part is here yA. I looked at my maths tutorial. Its quite scary. The questions are so different. I also dont know how to start. HA. =X . WIll look at textbook =] and i need PONYO to help me. SIS, are u reading my entry. I wanna to be like PONYO! i want to get A for MAS 182 =]
SIs , i am trying hard. =[

i'm feeling quite blue. Can someone help me? Higher authority , you dere? i hope you can guide me . I asked that you can stay close to my heart =] Listen to what i have to say. SIgh. I am praying...... still praying....

hmmm.. Yea.. this is wanderfong and Choco ( wanderfong's boyfriend) .. Choco gave wanderfong a stalk of flower ( quite cui ) and asked her to be his gf! 好幸福呀!!!!!!!wanderfong and choco are in love! shioK! wanderfong is damn lucky unlike me =[ sob sob

some updates here!! hehe..

Yep, school started on jan 5th which is my birthday! cui.. sad lor.. haha.. no la.. i enjoyed myself a lot. Thank for the all wishes and presents from all my friends out there . I know i am gg to receive 2 more presents =] hehe. Looking forward!

I feel v happy to receive ms fong's greeting though. Didnt expect her to wish me again =] Yep. i told her that i found wanderfong the superest boyfriend. Yea. I shall upload the picture later. hehe. Oh ya, her bf's name is CHOCO. hehe.. chocoloveswanderfong! cool. Wanderfong, u are really a lucky girl =] How i wish i am like u ! Yea, i told her that i will call her next month! hehe. Hope i can reach her la. I really miss her =]

I had fun on 5th of jan. I went out with wei jin for dinner at holland V. We went NYDC and cold rock ( hope i din rmb wrongly ) hehe. Yea .. The icecream is not too bad =]=] Yep, i had a wonderful night at holland V. Thank u wei jin! but i doubt u read my blog! =]

Hmmm, sem 2 is here. Still, i am very determine to do well. I am still aiming for the scholarship!! yea =] I hope to get it ! 19 Aus this sem , but i realli want to have defence sci too. I shall try to apply again tmr. PlSSSS!! Higher authority , i hope you can guide me through and be with me throughout. I will work hard =]

Liwan , jia you wor!!!

Its me! feeling super tired! I was a bit drunk yesterday! haha.. I was telling ms fong that i drank a lot ! she said i am a BAD GAL! haha.. But she noes i know the limit! She wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yea. I always have to press her to wish me. I think my skin realli v thick. SIgh, ms fong, i realli miss u ! but i guess u cant read my this entry!

Here's my present from my WSC's fren =]








hmm.. mayb i shld give my bear a name! i want the bear to marry my wanderfong! haha.. Its a male bear! I want him to look after wanderfong the rest of his life =] Yea. NOW that wanderfong has a company, perhaps its my turn to find one too! hehe.. where are u?????

A big thank u to my WSC fren. They actually threw a party for me! i m a lucky gal!haha

let me copy what i wrote at my WSC blog over here..

Yes , i joined WSC ( youth ) because i really hope to lend the boys my ears and of course guide them along the way. I want to motivate and inspire them. The results will definitely be very rewarding! But what i have now is more than that. I got to know a few friends along the way and slowly i learnt to organise outings. I picked up a lot of things along the way. I really treasure it.

Now i have a sister and a daddy. Its like a family. My sis cares for me a lot so does my daddy. Let's talk about what happened yesterday. We had bbq yesterday. We had a lot of fun playing cards and starting the fire. Thankz for those who bbq food for me to eat . AFter that i tried VODKA.. Yes, i was kind of a bit drunk yesterday. I controlled myself. Sis, pls dont blame fred that he gave me a concentrated one. I asked for it =] .. Sis , rmb the day b4 we had the bbq , i said that i will help you drink ? i said i will looK after you ? Yes, i was afraid that you will really drunk so i helped you to drink most of the ones that were concentrated. You must be wondering why i wanted to help you when i was also not very good at drinking. Sis, because i love my sis =]

Yep, after that we went up to fred's house. I was running for toilet =X. Yup, they threw a party for me. They bought me a bear, a card, a hamper and a cake =] . I was speechless because i opened the hamper just now. I was really very touched esp when i saw what were inside the gift bag. I know that my sis , fred and daddy were the "masterminds" . Thank u ! and of course not forgetting those who made the party successful! I love u all. Sorry that i wasnt sober enough to thank all of u yesterday . BUT I LOVE U GUYS k? Yup.

This year birthday was splendid! haha.. hopefully next year will be better.. =] Hopefully soon i will be like wanderfong! having such a great guy who will look after her ! =]=]

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! hehe.. yup!

HMmm, what's my new year wish?? let me see... hmmmm...

1) GPA > 4.0 ( does it seem hard ? )
2) Teaching scholarship ( here i come )
3) Getting to know more good friends
4) Hoping everyone ard me is safe and sound =]
5) i want to be a happy girl
6) i want my pillar to appear ! haha
7) i want all my wish to come true =]=]

4 more days to my birthday le! not hinting anyone! But kind of scared cos i am really OLD le.. haha

went out yesterday !! shop shop shop. Me and sis din get anything for ourselves! but we helped the big BOYS to find suitable clothes. haha.. Yea, and fred bought 1 super nice top =] Hmm.. and han cong was the .................... argh.. he din buy anything ! but no doubt, malaysia clothings are still far cheaper.

After that we went to watch movie! BEDTIME STORIES. QUite funny! but it was a happy ending! a sweet sweet one.. haha.. after that we headed to BOON LAY PARK. we were v bored. I decided to play with my ipod touch. I watched the video i made for ms fong again! I shared with sis but i still feel a bit bad ya.. to make my sis cried. =X. Actually , at that point of time i oso wanna to cry but i held back . Yes, i still do miss my teachers ! and always do.. But its Ok, i have grown up, we are persuing different things in life but no matter what , i will always have them in my heart! =]

I guess i will end here b4 my tears flow down. HAH.. its new yr! i gonna be =]=] .. ALL the best LI WAN.. U Are doing well.. u are on ur way too!

Im Liwan. I love to be loved, pampered. I want to be the superest girl but i always fail to be one. I want to be a teacher next time. Currently at the age of 21. Birthday 5th Jan