here are the picz taken with my darling WSC mates... hehe Wont comment so much on the picz =[ since pictures speak a million of words.. haha
there are still many more pics.. but i upload on my faceboOk and cca blog instead.. too tired..
hmm.. results out in 1 hrs plus.. scary! sob.. all the best

higher authority , u dere ? pls continue to guide me... =[

i am here.. lolx.. YeP... Went out today again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel SO great! so met up with wei jin to have breakfast first then caught up with the rest of the WSC friends. We went to TOP ONE to sing..i sang quite a lot of songs just now.. the best thing was that i got to know a lot of songS! .. mainly the songs which i chose just now were all emo.. and actually expressed the way i feel.. YEA
I had a lot of fun though gt teased a lot of times.. LOl.. its normal!! haha

Anyway.. here are some pics during boxing day with WAN XIN , ME and tang Qian...







Yup... anyway.. i will upload more pics.. funny onez oso..waiting for jolene to send me.. hha and elaborate on wad had happened today.. tired.. haha..

back to blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alrite... so far , i have been going out since like 21st dec =X .. 21st was with clinkz ppl! 22nd was with clinkz plus ZL, YX and YL =]=] .. 23rd was with WSC pplx for bowling! ... YEsterday was??? i think a bit stupid ! let me elaborate!

Fred , Hui min and I din wan to stay at home yesterday! so we decided to plan what to do! we spent hours to decide where to go! haha. In the end we gg to fred house!!!!!! haha.. When i reached the MRT STATION! all were late! =[=[ sad.. lucky enough , i brought a special guest with me =x.. YUP.. SO in the end hui min n fred were 1 hr late! We decided to have dinner at JP! it was damn crowded! haha... After dinner we went to JI DE CHI to buy dessert! haha.. then went back his house. B4 that i went to the toilet! guess what happened?? i dropped my wallet into the toilet bowl.. smelly.. i was damn pisssed.. heng sia.. dun have the smell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( i shall buy a new one !)

when i reached his house, i din do much things la. Watch TV! haha.. thank to fred n hui min. They threw me in the house with just me n my special guest! haha.. i dont need this kind of private time.. haa.. Then went they came back.. we started playing XIANG QI and cards.. haha.. FUN FUn.. i watched 小娘惹 b4 i headed back to my HOME!!!!!!! so fred n hui min sent me to the bus stop.. we talked a lot while walking.. we talked abt hugz and kisses! I v innocent de =X .. i dun noe anything! =X then i told them how i feel abt certain thingz.. hehe.. Yep yep... I took 181 back... b4 that i exchanged hug with fred lor.. THANKZ to Hui mIN! in the end i din hug my hui min!! haha.. ( hui min if u read this entry .. here's ur hug... HUGGIES )

i "celebrated" with my parents too.. i ate log cakes !! nt too bad...

HMMM.. I love this yr christmas eve.. Hoping for something beta next yr.. Higher authority, hope u can always guide me.. =] I will keep praying and wait for the answer.....

is it true to say What i need is not LOVE. All i need is just other people or even another person???? sigh

i truly understood what it meant by " higher hope brings greater disappointment ".. i was kind of disppointed .. i felt lousy on that day itself. but i dun noe why

有时候放下也是一种喜欢.. perhaps i finally understood the meaning of this phrase.

If i could rearrange the alphabet, i would put U & I far apart. I thinking this phrase seems to be more correct. =]

tired le =[ . Feel so dejected, thinking that i really had made the wrong move!

Well, more outings to look forward to! 21st , 22nd , 23rd, 24th, 26th, 27th, 29th..... more to come? ha. Well, will try to enjoy. Time of the month is coming soon! Please come after 24th? maybe 25th? yea! tired..

Went for session on thurs! i feel so good! ha. It was so rewarding to hear one of the boys saying thank you! hopefully its a sincere one and hopefully he wont forget me after 2 weeks!

Higher authority , u dere? please continue to guide me. AM i on my way? or am i just being a fool? i am tired to guess. Let nature take its course.
Yes, i have been praying and praying and praying... and perhaps i have an answer already. But i was just not contented. Sigh..

Finally ! its here. Went for my cousin's wedding just now. It went well! i wonder when will be my turn. Well, i may not be so lucky. I might be left on the shelf =[

Met a lot of auntie whom i never see b4. Ha. The food there was OK ! cant comment much. hehe. Well, wanna thank my 2 aunties! They said that i look good today though i really disagree. Perhaps cos they are old already! Or may be because i did spend some time to doll up. HA.. well, its how one define beauty. But i think inner beauty is still so far the best. Having gd look is just a bonus which i dun realli have.

Still feel a little hungry. HAHA. but its OK. Gonna go slp. Have to meet xin xuan to collect the plaque tmr. YEA. hope things will go smoothly.

Higher authority, u dere? pls continue to guide me. I need you to be by my side.....

hmm.. went for supper after session. 85 was not as crowded as before.. Guess what i ate? meat ball noodles and a bit of prawn noodles plus one big cup of sugar cane =X . Fattening SIA! die lor.. PUT ON WEIGHT FOR SURE LIAO!
I realised something after yesterday! i am realli v SLOW sia. My brain not working lately sia. I register things v slowly... Reached home at ard 12.30am. Quite "cui" =[=[ ..
But of course , i had a wonderful time last night.

hmmm, wake up at ard 8 plus to register!! argh.. had a super bad headache =[ T_T .. sigh sigh...
gonna go back to slp later for sure. =]=] HA!

有时候放下也是一种喜欢, 我要找我的真爱 ( i like this phrase a lot ) hmm.. true.. its good to learn to let go... Higher authority , u dere? please guide me.. i really need your guidance. I believe you know what i am thinking but dont dare to take any step closer or further.. I am tired. Perhaps , i got an answer already.. let nature take its course... meanwhile, i will continue to search for what i want . =]

*vanished*

I lost control.. Sigh.. why? i realli realli .. Why din i control? sigh.. i shld .. how i wish u could understand? sigh.. Can u sense it? i am realli waiting v patiently. Let me know what are you thinking...

Went to book BTT just now. Hope i can pass! I must pass.. i will practise de! its on 21st jan. I will probably miss 122 lecture . Hopefully no test on that day! liwan, jia you

Higher authority , you there? i hope you can answer my prayers. AM i too impatient? Maybe its too early. I dont know. But i realli want to see it happens..

i am invited to Mr ZHENG ZAI FA's wedding on the 27th and 29th dec.. YEa.. COngrats.. he is a v v v sweet guy. Still nt sure if i am gg ma. But definitely hope that he will be XInG FU! =]

liwan feels tired while pursue'g what she really wants. She is waiting =[

went out yesterday again! feel so shag! i am quite worried =[ . What happens if when term starts, i dun have the momentum to study ? hehe.. Hope not! sigh

Went to my grandma birthday buffet yesterday. I din eat much la. Not even 1/4 of a portion because i spent my time talking to my cousin. Talked a lot abt studies, she gave me a lot of advices too. I will consider again though i am quite certain of it . hehe

After that we headed to bugis. i bought christmas present =]=] . We looked ard for handphone! sadly , the price of the handphones are still v high =[ . Hmmm well, can i make a birthday wish here?? i want a 8 mega pixel HANDPHONE!! i realli realli want! .. hhaa...

At ard 5.50 , we headed down to KTV! ha. YEa.. i sang a lot of emo songs which made me emo! i felt kind of sad =[=[ .. At ard 8 plus , i was down with gastric! it was super painful =[=[=[ .. sob sob.. The KTV session end at 10pm. After that we headed for dessert. HA.. the durian dessert damn nice... But i din eat much cos of my gastric! =[ T_T

Took a few pics ..


CheeSEEEE.. haha.. i cant even see my face =X

Me and shu xian.. My elder cousin. HA.. hmm older than me a few days nia.


i dun noe wad i was doing. HA.. Like kissing the mike. haha


hmm.. me and Hui shan. My younger cousin! ( same age though ) . I noe she looks damn young , unlike me.. OLD WOman! haha


It was fun overall. We took the wrong TRAIN SIA! cos we were busy talking! ha.. we talked a lot about friendship and our future. I gave them my point of views. I am good at that k! haha.. Hmm, my future seems to be bleak as from now....

Higher authority, i hope that u can continue to bless me with wisdom and guide me. High authority, i hope that my prayers will be answer.

I am looking for an answer , but its seems so FAR FAR FAR FAR ....

went out with wan xin and tang qian this afternoon.. I bought "money not enough 2" dvd b4 meeting them . They were late. haha... ( used to it ) =p

alrite , we went pasir ris! Had a great time cycling. my butt and leg hurt. I think i cant walk tmr. =[.. tired ...

here are some pics agaiN!! haha.. hmm i selected a few out of a lot .. cos too lazy to upload so many.. and i also nt da mei nu.. =[


Wan xin and tang qian



ME and WAN xIN ... the food we ate .. quite sinful =X


pepsi , 7up , root beer.. hehe


Hard to squeeze myself into the picture.. guess i am too FAT!



BLEH!.. chicky face of mine...

Me and TAng Qian.. hmm.. its like walking down the aisle.. hehe

Look at our hands.. hehe....


TQ and WAN XIN again.. nice posture...



BOO!


We had difficulties taking this pic.. cos its quite dangerous! i guess u all noe why! ..

Too tired... shall go slp nw.. Gg to visit my AI AI tmr.. after that bring my ah ma for a hair cut...

MORE FUN... looking forward.. hehe

its dec 5th 08 today! One year le! its SO fast ! wad happened on dec 5th 07? Ms fong left spore for shanghai for 1 yr le. HAH! of course i can rmb ! =]=]=] .. Hope she is having a lot of fun =]=] . . 开心就好.. Wish her all the happiness in the world. =]=]

Went out with tina yesterday. We watched quarantine. It was so damn scary! SEEING BLOOD here n there... haha.. V disguisting! ha. i think only the 2 of us screamed like mad! haha..

AFter movie we went for a walk . We talked a lot. Ha.. She asked me abt the uni guys! i have a lot to say ! haha... We talked about other serious matters too... Hope she will make the right choice. I cant help her oso. Afterall, she is the one making decision =]
Hmmm, i treated her to newyork new york! the food is quite nice! i dont mind gg there again! hehe... We took photos too. Cant upload yet since she haven sent me. Ha.

I would say i have a great day yesterday! hehe. Promised to meet up soon again =]

Watched i not stupid 2 again just nw. i cried again! argh.. this is like dun noe how many times i cried le.. But bo bian la. I couldnt resist! hehe...

Going out tmr again! with my dearest wanxin n tang qian. =] YEAH! Looking forward to the outing =]

Going out with my dearest ah ma on sunday.. Hah.. trying to occupy myself with LOADs of things to do!haha...

Shikin smsed me yesterday. Her results are out ! she failed one module. Sigh. I am quite scared oso . But no choice.. What can i do? just hope for the best =]

Oh ya.. i changed my blog's song. I love the song! super in love with his song. It expresses how i feel towards certain things in life. I am afraid of losing things/people...

~learning to let go of thing~ I will wait .. realli wait !

Im Liwan. I love to be loved, pampered. I want to be the superest girl but i always fail to be one. I want to be a teacher next time. Currently at the age of 21. Birthday 5th Jan