hmmmm...

results :

CBC 113 : 9/16
CBC 111 18/20
CBC 121: 86/100

Well, these are my results. Forensic sci is not out yet. Well , i am quite contented. But i realised something especially after i came back from my grandma's house on Friday. My auntie woke me up. She said that i dont have self confidence. I got a shocked when she said that to me. Initially i thought she was joking but she wasnt. She continued to share with me how she felt. I am not very close to her but i was surprised that she knows so much about me. She told me that i am always so stressed up when exams are ard the corner. She said that it could be better if i had self confidence. This sound so familiar to me. Indeed! MS fong said that to me before. She repeated a lot of times for the past 2 years yet it didnt wake me up. This time realli *slap* me hard. I finally understood what ms fong had told me. If i had more self confidence, my 113 wont be that bad le! =( . Its okay , i am going to stop telling myself that i am lousy. YEs , STOP! i must encourage myself.

Having physics this week. Gonna do my best . Slowly , i will gain more confidence ( but nt over confidence) . I must do well for my mid term 2 which might be in 2 weeks time. =( i cannot let myself down this time..

i also learnt another thing during the recess week. Gonna learnt to be a good daughter. I miss home =( . sigh

I guess i learn a lot a lot =) . JIA YOU .

Higher authority , you dere? i pray that you will continue to guide me = ) . i pray for an answer . Higher authority , thank for all wisdoms u gave me. I hope u can continue to bless me with all the wisdom = )

hmmmmmm...

sigh its saturday! let me think what have i been doing? Yea. I redo my Maths tutorial from 4,5 left 6. I am not going to redo tut 6 yet since i am still not very sure of it. =( I must go consult my teacher soon. GUO JIAN? hope he is approachable. See ba. YEA! I tried 3 past yrs quizes. Not too bad ya but still have to check with guo jian. Yep. What did i do yesterday?? hmmm, yes , I did physics!!! haha. i consulted jiun hui , he is fierce but no choice i need his help. AFter that i went to visit my grandma and cousins. Sigh , i pity my cousins . what will happen to them in future? yep, as usual , i went there to talk to them and tried to motivate though its sounded more like nag . Hope they will understand one day ( soon ) . i bought fish burger for my grandma. Glad that she is happy = ) I guess i love my ah maS .. haha.. Hope i can bring the 2 ah mas out soon. Hope i can give that small amount of money soon. I love them .

Yep, tried doing physics tutorial just now. Hmmm, Left one more ques to go. But i dun really noe hw to do that ques. SO i guess forget it . Haha..

Gg to study physics later = ) . will try to practise a bit. Hmmm, thinking if i will get to do chemistry? CBC 113 or CBC 111? sigh.. Li wan, gonna jia you. Gg out on tues. I look forward since i dun have to study so much!! haha...

Okay, continuing to study...

Yep, went for my clinkz outing yesterday. Glad that everything went smoothly especially the birthday celebration. I acted quite well wor but not forgetting those who co-operated with me = )
I didnt had lunch on that day. I din manage to have my shark's fin soup. hehe. nvm la, as long as the rest were happy. Yeah , we sang a lot of songs. We were quite high ! haha. We took a lot of pictures too. Will upload one day. After that we headed for dinner at clarke quay. We went brewerkz? I had fish and chip. The food over there was quite expensive. I spend like $30 =( . i drank one shot too!! I am down with gastric flu after that one shot. My gastric is giving me a problem now but i never regret trying. =P . Hope to hav more though if anyone wanna treat me ! haha..

Had Youth gathering this afteroon. The turn up rate was quite bad. Saw a few new faces. Wei Jin and john. Spent quite some time talking to Wei Jin . We were talking about results etc.. Haha. Yea.. He is smart. I am the stupid one =( . I will bounce back de!!!!!! Give me time. I make sure i will do well! I left them at around 3. I bet they had a lot of fun. =( i miss out everything!! sob...

Did all the tutorials just now. Studying physics now. Quite sian. =( . Dun feel like studying though. No mood. I dont know what am i doing . Why am i giving so much? sigh..

Higher authority , you there? i pray that you can guide me . I pray that u will answer my prayer soon.

LOOKING FORWARD TO MY BIG BIG PRESENT =)

*yawn* .. very tired. Went out with Pei Shan , Zhi Li , Kelvin , Zhen hui , Calvin , Zhi Yong yesterday. We went for dinner at PS followed by movie. = ) its was fun. We took a few photos. I am too lazy to upload all the pics. =X ( also becos my com gt some problems ) Okay la.. i will upload when i am free so that i can put some in my facebook too. Maybe next week. hehe.

Let me think what have i done today. Quite a disappointment because i didnt do much. Time of the month is here. having slight cramp so i gave myself excuses to take a nap =( . I watched tV too. haha.. TSK TSK. Let me think , i wake up quite early this morning. i redo the whole tutorial 3 for cbc 113 then i look thru some of the internet questions, after that i tried my distillation report again. Not too bad. will finish up soon. I did the additional ques from the textbook till now. NOt too bad. I know what i am bad at now. Mechanism!! now i cant memorise le. SO its tougher. Gonna learn!! =((((((( its nt easy esp when its a cyclic compound. Okay. Will try to do 2 chaps tmr plus physics. =PPPP . Need to practise physics la. Argh. Li wan , jia you! i think i am still the same. I love to do chemistry . In love with chemistry. But i cant neglect maths and physics too =( . biochem is still alrite since part of it is chemistry. =P . haha..

Li wan , gonna jia you ... no more slacking .

CHEM AND PHYSICS TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Higher authority , i pray for ur guidance. I pray for an answer =(

Feeling very tired now cos i didnt sleep well the whole night . A lot of things came to my mind. So tired. Still, i am going to wait for my answer to my prayers. Sometimes , i felt like giving up but not easy =(

Had 3 mid term tests this week. CBC811, CBC 113, CBC 111. Sigh , i would say its a disappointment especially CBC 113. If i had more time , things would be better. I may nt pass .. sigh.. As for CBC 111 , i guess the highest i can get is like 18/20. Feel a bit sad over my carelessness but i had tried my best =) . Getting all the results back soon. Sigh CBC 121 would be a disappointment too. Will i get >80? or <80? sigh. I hope to do well. Well, i gonna work hard !! One week break for me next week. I have to use it well.

Today is the start of the one week break. Ha. Guess what i have done so far? instead of mugging , i spent 5hr with my hairdresser. Yea, i straightened my hair. Not as bad as i thought . Hope it is really nice. It cost me $ 80 . I find it quite reasonable because she gave me treatment too. haha. Will go colour my hair 2 week later. Enjoying my " tai tai" life . So what did i study today??? hmmm, i did the lab quiz, i tried to do my lab report to no avail. Did a little small part of the distillation report. I did 2 mind map for CBC 113. Quite contented. I wanna do one more tmr b4 i go out and have fun.

I have to work hard on MON. Really push myself to do maths and chem ( hopefully physics ) . Li wan, u gonna jia you!!! Looking forward to wednesday too. Another outing organised by ME! haha.. Gonna spend a lot of money and time. But i guess its gonna be fun = )

well.. let me try to post a longer entry...

i used to post quite long entries last time but now i am no longer so free. haha.. More work too do and kind of lazy to since i know its the same nos of ppl viewing it since i didnt give many people my ADD unless U bug me. haha...

Okay , another week has passed. Well, CBC 121 was nt easy at all. I used a lot of my brain cell =P. Pei shan and Yuan Xiong were able to hear the noise of my stomach calling for food. haa.. No choice la... i was damn hungry. hmmm, nvm. Wondering if i will do well enough for the test ma. Too many calculation probs to do. A lot of them were buffer questions. During the test, i really miss my chemistry teacher. I rmb that i had a hard time learning to do ques on buffer. I wanted to give up one of the ques which carry 12 marks but i persevered. I was v happy that my answers were similar with some of my classmates. At least i am not alone this time. I hope i can get > 80. = )

Went out with Zhi Li after the test to relax. haha.. Yea, we chatted for quite long b4 we headed back to our places respectively.

Hmmm, went to sakae sushi yesterday. haha. Well, like i said.. i dun eat jap food !! But i tried some yesterday. Nt too bad. I tried the fried food which tasted somehow like chinese. It was definitely a good experience. mayb i shld try more in school.. We took a lot of pictures and had a lot of fun.. I think i really love my group of friends. haha.. i hope they had a lot of fun because i really did.

After that , Pei shan , Zhi Li , SuYAn and i headed to yunnan garden. Haha.. we took a lot of pics there too. Where was the free gift??? we didnt manage to get any . where was the free food? we ended paying for the food. That's bad. hha.. i guess the only great thing was that i made a wish over there. Hopefully chang er read mind already.. haha...

Yup, i headed back to hall 4 at ard 8.15 cos my darling daddy fetching me to "bai bai". haha.. I was damn hungry again. I felt like a pig lor. I dun noe why am i always so hungy. haha... Hope i wont put on weight.

Higher authority u dere? i pray that things will go very smoothly for me. I pray that my prayers will be answered soon. I really pray for an answer.

Okay.. shall stop here. need to mug. having 3 tests next week. Wonder how i survive. haha.. read forensic just nw. cant realli recall sia. ARGH. nvm.. will proceed to cbc 111 n 113. = ) shall mug tonight!...

SUNDAY is here... sigh.. another week has passed. And another week coming le! kind of scared... cos the next 2 weeks are realli very heavy. A lot of tests. sigh.. somehow i am nt gd at anything.. Argh.. hope for the best ba..

went for steamboat on friday. i brought joy to the ppl there. They kept teasing me .. till i was so speechless.. well, as long as they are happy.. i realli love them = )

look forward to another outing.. more more more pls.. hehe.. yea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

tired... study study study

sian.. a lot of tests next week. CAnt tahan sia...

yup, met jiun hui yesterday. Much beta . At least i can give probably a smile . Then after that i went back to redo the whole thing. Yep.. i gt it correct. HAppy! met zhen hui just nw. he taught me a bit of physics then maths and chemistry. yeah.. will try his method today. Hope it works = ) . Liwan, must jia you le! can de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never give up

Hugher authority , u there? i hope u can guide me and i realli pray for the ans to my prayer

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............. yeah!

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY to all my beloved teachers.

called ms fong yesterday. HAd a bad time connecting the call. I think i realli miss her. haha.. she was wondering why she had so many miss call yesterday. She tried calling back home again and again. haha.. ITS ME la! thank GOD that she din scream at me. i realli love this teacher of mine! And i was v happy that i managed to verbalise what i had to say on the day itself to my superest teacher. Yup. Chatted with her on msn. Yeah~ still the same .. always so encouraging. Wanna realli push myself hard. hope to do well! I told her i miss her.. haha.. she said i can always call her.. yeah! haha.. since its free...

Li wan , jia you! sain.. maths quiz out of 4., i gt 2.9. Average was 2.85. Nt bad la.. ( console myself ) haha.. Hope to do well next time.

meeting jiun hui at ard 1.30. he is gg to teach me CBC 113 cum a bit of 121. need help from him. Yupz... must see the trace of his thoughts. Hope to excel. realli! finding the external force to push me .. YEAH!

I wanna to reach for the peak!

Im Liwan. I love to be loved, pampered. I want to be the superest girl but i always fail to be one. I want to be a teacher next time. Currently at the age of 21. Birthday 5th Jan