v long never blog le.. haha.. lalalala.... haha..

life has been v busy but i am glad that i am learning to balance btw my studies and all my clinkz outing. haha..went to watch movie on fri. ( money not enough ) . haha.. went with pei shan , zhen hui and kelvin. initially was pei shan and me! but we decided to call zhen hui along. haha.. yea. We went to eat a japanese restaurant. yea. i dun eat japanese food ! i ate burger lor. Its damn nice. haha.. = ) cos less than $10 buck. was a v big share. die liao lor.. I guess i put on weight. I tried to fast oso. haha.. i cried lor!!! yea. mone nt enough was super touching .Never regret watching even though some ppl may think why i pay for smthg that make me cry. haha.. happy! took a few pic.. must ask pei shan to send me so that i can put in my facebook. haha Will cope from her facebook! haha.. yea..

was studying organic chem just nw. doing the basic mechanism thingy. Not bad. find it quite easy except some of the qualitative ques. =X. i guess is good la. At least i noe hw to draw smthg. need to move on to smthg tougher. Stereochemistry. Might skip first part of alkane. Yup. See how ba.. Liwan Jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. = )

stay happy ! mug hard... looking forward to fri.

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just attended CBC 111. Hmm somehow i feel very encouraging when i used the same method as the my tutor to solve a particular ques. Yep. need to be smart in solving questionS! yep.. i am working towards it! its all physical chemistry. =( . Still having the mindset that i am lousy! argh... sob!

k.. I wanna work hard so that i can try for GIP next yr. haha.. YEs, i will work v hard for it. I wanna go china. Hope its possible. Liwan, jia you! i need to really push myself very hard. GPA must b > than 3.6. YEAH! i wanna get like 4.0-4.5 . Higher authority, i pray for ur guidence. i hope my prayers will be answered.

Okay.. i think i will stop here. having badminton match later. Sian. Gg to study CBC 121. Hmmm gg to bug my roomie for ans later for her math quiz. haa.. no la.. hope she can help me.. =X

tired tired...

v v v v long never blog le... haha.. nt realli actually... need to study really v hard. Having test on WED.. maths .. sian.. hope everything will be fine...

1st sept gt biochem test! suckz sia... argh.... i hope i will do well!

yep... v long never blog.. i guess i am just super lazy ba.

Had a heart to heart talk with my parents. YEa. They will support me. I shall not do such silly stuff le. = ) i will be fine.. = ) ... Liwan, jia you k? haha

Hmmm.. lessons were somehow alrite ba. Hmmm... went library with siti, zhen hui , Zhi Yong , shun kuang and kelvin. I had a tough time fighting for my ans. But in the end everyone was wrong. haha.. Its oKAY! we had fun when we were learning .. haha ....

God , i hope my prayers will be answer soon....

hmmmm.... tired. sigh.. and disappointed... WHY WHY WHY... arggh...

i guess i need to settle my heart down. slowly ba... Stay focus... sigh...

i must really find a way to study my bio. haha... i guess i finally understand hybridisation. lolx.. OOPZ... i know we learnt it since yr 1 but forgive me la.. Its nt too late. Was talking to ms fong yesterday . haha.. will always rmb what she taught me perhaps not all the knowledge but all the values which i had picked up. I will jia you and i will nt disappoint her de! i promised her to do well and do her proud. Hope so.

What CCA to join?? still thinking .. haha.. But i will realli try for a post in the committe. hehe.. YEA.. be the best of the best ... = )

had fever yesterday nite... its 38.0... almost died sia.. I was feeling superest hot ... haha... slept ard 10 then wake up at 1 plus.. = ) and i guess my fever gt beta. Then after reply'g my sms, i went back to slp. haha.. YEA.... wake up at 9 plus. Glad that i am feeling much beta but my throat is giving me some problem. I guess i hav throat infection. Argh... pain pain pain.. i will try to drink more water =( sigh....

On the bright side, my mum said that i slim down a lot . haha.. YEA.. i knew i will slim down. Hope i wont put on weight ... hahaha...

Okay.. need to study biochemistry le... All the cells... I dun wan to S/U this topic. =(

sigh.. having a bad sore throat. Argh....

feeling v sad. Not sure if my choice is right. Why?

wanna know what i really want.. sigh

i am all alone in my room nw. feeling damn bored and kind of down. What am i looking for? =( sigh

On the bright side, ms fong smsed me just nw. Was shocked lor. haha.. she msg me to jia you. i realli appreciate it. But i told her i gg zouk tonite. haha.. I promised her that i will continue to strive and do well... Its a deal. I miss her... =( realli miss her... will call her soon... yup

tired.. v tired... =(

Feel a bit upset . dont know why ya, but just disappointed =( . i realli dont know what u are thinking.. =(

Ok, still feel a bit tired. Made a few good friends during the camp. haha.. = ) they are nice people. YEA.. I wanna make more nice nice friend. haha

The hall camp is still OK kind of tiring too since i didnt slp well for the past 2 nights and the first night. feeling damn moody. *yawn* . too shag. I love the Hokieen cheer. I must learn sia! i love their goodie bag.. haha... I can go kimage to cut hair ! this remind me what had happened on the 29th. Haha.. i went to PS to meet ms fong. She was perming her hair kimage. Lolx. I waited for her like for 4 hrs. I passed her the stuff. Yup. Hope she likes it . She treated me mac chicken. I chose the venue. haha.. we talked a lot . She always says things which hurt me de lor. HmpH! somemore infront of other strangers. Ok , i had a lot of fun. dun worry = ) ... I miss you!!!!! dont know when will i get to see u again. sigh... She said u is gg to give me a call on wed. Well, haha.. i will wait ... But i doubt she will rmb. haha.. i will be surprised if she rmb! haha.. tired....OOpz...

i hope to pass QET sia.. if nt i will b sad.. =(

Tired le... higher authority, u there? i pray that things will be fine. I hope that i will get what i really want and yearn for... =(

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Yea, i am back from camp. Hmmm, dont know what to say abt this camp. I gt a big blue black. Sigh... I wonder when will it recover =(

v lazy to blog now. Just feel like sleeping again. My eyes are swollen. i can safely say that i look like a zombie. haha.. YEa.... =)

will blog abt it sometimes later... tata

Im Liwan. I love to be loved, pampered. I want to be the superest girl but i always fail to be one. I want to be a teacher next time. Currently at the age of 21. Birthday 5th Jan