Went out yesterday with WX, CANDICE , TQ , YZ AND LT! Had an enjoyable time but the food wasnt that fantastic. SIGH. The toilet wad like ......................... speechless sia.

Yesterday was quite fun except that i kept quarreling with louis . haha.. I know its just playing.. Haha.. candice and wx had a good time watching us bickering. of course gt teased by them too. Couple quarrel is normal. HAHA... They became our daughters. Wad a joke..

Going out on Wednesday again. Hope it will be fun. =) KTV? haha... No money leh.. haix

went gym this afternoon. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... Its so tiring . Yes, i hurt my knee very badly . Really very painful. ANd who stole my knee guard? %$#%^$&%** ( oopz .. )

Shld i go again next sat?? i will go ba. I must persevere leh. if not i will remain FAT! Went to look for my optician. I told her about my condition. HAHA. YUP. Nothing wrong . Its just that i need to have a changing glass and no more frameless or half frame. YUP . ANd the good thing was my degree has went down by like 50.. YEA. She told me cannot be too stress because it will hurt my eye sight too. I didnt know like that also can... Nt bad...

tired.. yawning all the way . =(

Received the letter offer . But i am nt sure why i am nt happy at all. I am gg crazy ba...

hmmm... called ms fong. But she was busy . so i guess our conversation last not more than 1 min. Yup. its okay. of course a bit sad la.. But she has her own commitment =)

Liwan , jia yoU!

Okay.. let me see .. wad can i blog. YUP.. gg to jia you and slim down. YES.. I just finished 50 sit up. Will go gym. hehe.. LI WAN JIA YOU! haha

Work was okay just now. hehe.. LOUIS TAN not here ma.. so i took over everything . Hope dont have mistakes la. Whenever i see denise approaching me, i will be very scared. HAH.. But she is a nice boss. Always can kapo her chocolates. But cant eat much le. SINCE MY Throat is still nt well. ARGH! i want chocolates... =(

Always wanting to be loved . Hopefully .....

Yes, i am sick.... Argh.. flu.......

v touched that my colleagues actually care for me so much.. HAA.. Thank you! love u all

Getting lazier and lazier to blog. AHHHHHH.. haha.. =x

YEs, i am sick.. Sick for the better? Hmmm.. having a sore throat. ARgh.. Guess what ? i had sore throat. I prefer cough. OOPz. Touch wood... haha.. But i am v sure , cough will come to find me soon since there is always a pattern. HAHA. LALALA. cant escape...

Work is piling up because of my orbiflow. ARGH. YEA, gg out on next fri and sun. HAHA... GG out with wx , candice , yz, steph , TQ , sandy.. SHld be these ppl ba. AND mayb LOUis..

Okay.. serious now. Gg out later to book BTT. Yup, have to start studying because i cant fail. Will MUG! i promise. HAHA. I wanna to buy a car. Hehe.. SO now, i must see what i like now. Nt too expensive. HAHA.. YEA... SAVE.. hope to work even when i am in uNI .. must earn extra la.. yep....

Okay... that's all for the day... class stand... hahaa... LAME... tata

Nt well... ARGH! keep going to toilet? am i too nervous and scared or i am having stomach flu? My headache is here again. ARGH.. @#$%^&* .. haix... went to the toilet like 8 -9 times yesterday . Then this morning i went after i wake up. I feel like gg again. ARGH! feel like gg back to slp. Really! i need to slp. =(

Hmmm.. having interview later. hope it will be fine. YES it will be? HAIX. OKAY! Liwan , show them ur passion. Okay.. i wilL! pls dun ask me abt chemical industry . Yup

Hope to have fun today. WEI, dun rain pls.. ARgh..

k.. gg to the toilet again.. tata.. i need slp...

din blog yesterday... was busy talking and kind of tired.

NOW that i know that many people know my ADD , i must be careful with what i am sayinG!

Well, Work is always boring. i only look forward to FRI cos i get my weekly pay. HAIX. i need money . HOW I WISH I HAVE A MONEY TREE.

Talked to ms fong yesterday. Haha.. She actually approached me first . HAHA. YES, she asked abt my nick. But i told her directly la.. cos i know what she is driving at. YUP.. anyway , i am okay =) . Then we started to talk abt Results, interviews etc... Then i told her that i was v grateful etc. Yup. I told her i miss her etc. YEA.. gg to get smthg from her. Hope she rmbs .. haha.. LALA... gg to bug her..

As i looked back, i started to giggle... i realli had a wonderful time in TJC. i Miss everyone. REALLI!! .......

Its me again! received my reply from NTU . Okay , i will think about my dress code. I hope it will be fine. I am really going all out for it! Reading newspaper. TSK TSK. Read about the life of some prostitutes . Some of them are real genius! they got scholarship etc but they actually gave up on it and lead a "glamorous lifestyle" . Paid $550 per hour! WoW! and i am only paid $6.5 at citibank! Of course this will attract many youth. But come to think again , is money so important ? Why does one need to betray herself? Yuck! but it didnt attract even though i am always dreaming of getting rich! haha.. Is a good think that it doesnt attract me. I find it disgusted! YEA! I still prefer to be a teacher and earn lesser!

Headache comes and goes! haix. Its painful but better. Hmm.. well , i guess it will be better after thursday. yup! Liwan jiayou! GOD, i pray that things will be fine for me.

I realized something just now. There is no such thing as eternal love. Haix. WHY? I guess i am always too naive . I always look forward to the day when i gt married . But i think i am feeling more scared after today.. =(

i guess i am just too naive. .............................................................................................

Feeling tired and sick now. Dont know. My body seems to be like emitting some heat.

Yea, NTU called me up for interview. SHRUGSSSSSSSSSSSS........ shldnt i be happy? But i am scared.

I called Ms fong . She was v happy for me but i told her that i am scared. GUESS WHAT did she do? As usual, she started to nag and nag and nag .... say i dun have confidence etc. AT THAT INSTANT I REALISED THAT I REALLY MISS HER LESSONS , her naggings , her scoldings and of course i miss her. Yup. We chatted for 15mins . We talked a lot. Talked about my wedding! haha.. she promised to attend if i invite her. HAha.. and she is still waiting for me to go shanghai. SHe is coming back sooonnn... ( still quite long ) I miss her ba. I told her that i will call her everyday. She is also waiting for me to treat her makan! We talked a lot =)

Thursday gg for interview. I am so gg to SCARED! PA PA PA PA... i wanna hugs =( .
God i pray that i will get a place in there. PLS!

Bored at work... SIANZ!

hmm steph and Wx gossip about me! i din know i hav commerical value sia. But okay la.. no need to gossip. Wanna know more just ask me la. hehe... dont be shY! lolx. Thankz to WX lor. next time if i have anything i want to announce , i will let u noe. haha

I wasnt feeling well this afternoon. I guess was cos of my gastric juice. Annie was funny. She went to ask louis if i was okay. BUT that insensitive louis of course dun noe anything.nvm... But he supposed to be my BF. WAD a lousy one. Lolx.. ANNIE always love to ask me where is my BF and i always love to say , " my BF is not in this company! who is my BF?" ... haha... lalalala

Tired ... Dreamt of u . I guess i miss u a lot. I hope you are fine but i know you are not. Will always keep u in my prayers.

I am feeling down =( .. i dont like myself at this point of time. I dont know how to love myself because i feel that i really suck. OMG, what am i thinking??? because i care a lot for you? because you meant too much to me... But often i choose to deny it! =( Perhaps ba.

Work is tiring today. helped Louis to do all his work! he is now my supervisor! okay la... at least now he noes how to joke! i am happy! I am nt sure is it because of me? But i am happy at least i did put in effort to open him up! I guess this is why i wanna be a teacher. Sense of achievement!

Hope i can do more things tmr. YEA.. I can help the PA team. HAPPY! will jia you ! Wanna earn lots of money! can i ? I need money to buy a lot of things =)

can someone teach me how to earn big MONEY??? and FAST money?? haix.....

BORED

haha.. din go work today. Dont know louis got help me to ask annie ma. HAIX! hOpe Annie will allow me to help EVON's and the rest of the member in the team . =( if not i think i will not continue. Feel very sad about it.

Talked to ms fong just nw. She is down with flu . Hope she is fine. God , i pray that she will recover soon. God, shower your love on her. Give her what she needs and what she wants.

din go out ! cos dont have so much $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and i will be jobless soon or may not earn so much compare to before so i must not always go out . Tired. YEA, my dad just banked in another $200 for me. HAha.. HAPPY! So this week i am ard $400 richer. So wad? haha... cos i am gg to spend the $$$$ on my ipod touch and a lot of things? like hp ? or mayb new specs? transition type. WOW! need at least like 1k. CAn someone spare me that? hahhaa...

Can someone company me? i am so bored. Gg to brush my teeth and wash my face * vanished*

Long time never blog le....

Had a lot of fun for the past 2 days.. I realli never regret focusing on my studies for the past 2 years. At least now i can play all i want . YEA.

Took neoprint yesterday. haha.. hAppy! hehe... wanna take more next time. I need money! haha
gg to be jobless soon! sob sob! Li wan jia yoU!... where is my ipod touch??? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

watch san guo. HAHA.. nice sia. I was touched though. I thought i will sleep thru. haha.. But i didnt.
SAT was yi zong last day. SIGH! i going to miss him. HE is one good guy!

not working tmr . This means that i can slack .. and slp late. hehehe... YEA

Feeling happier....

YEA YEA YEA.................. Time of the month! Finally! ( its like a april fool to me ) Why shld i be happy ? cos it always bring pain to me? But i am happy cos i can drink bubble tea in a few days time... Then i will put on weight agaiN! arghhhh..... Ermmmmmm.... nvm.. I will go run when i step into uni! one week 2 or 3 times??? hehe.... ANyone wanna pei me?? cannot complain de hor... haha

Have to work on SAT le... Wad motivates me to work?> haha.. My friends? money? both la... Its OT leh.... so let me calculate how much will i get if i really work for 8 hrs....Wa.. $78 ... hmmm.. nt a lot afterall.. I hope they will drag till like v late... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... =) =) =)

Tired... Putting mask today since its time of the montH! haa... Must pamper myself since noone can pamper me! haha... YEA yEA.... The pain will come soon! =( i wanna hug hug ...

Im Liwan. I love to be loved, pampered. I want to be the superest girl but i always fail to be one. I want to be a teacher next time. Currently at the age of 21. Birthday 5th Jan