Okay... SUPEr tiring! Cos of my sis.ARGH! gg to kill her if that happens again! NO PSP for her

work was quite fun today. Haha.. Yi zong asked for our nos. ONLY AT THIS TIME ! i mean when he is leaving... haix.. fri is coming sooN!

we crapped a lot again. Wan Xin " fei li wo " ... ahhhhhhhhhh... ahaha...

i am getting lazier. tsk tsk

Tired.. hmmm... gg out on thurs and fri. can look forward for more fun. TIME of thE MNTH! why arent you here yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sob soB! but i am nt pregnant! cos i am pure... =X

gg to extend my contract. God, i really pray that i will get into the course i wan in NTU!

DId you do it on purpose? but why on ME? Have i done wrong? Tell me pls? I am tolerating. In fact i feel like crying but i controlled. My eyes are filled with tears, but i tried nt to let it flow out! HAO TONG KU . Can someone cheer me up? Who will understand ?


*vanished*

Feeling down. WAS Quite Shocked to know about it.. Haix.. wad can i say? i was speechless..

hmmm... hope things will be fine....

I will learn to move on. i will learn to let go from now onward because things have changed. I feel of course disappointed and upset. Perhaps its my fault .. I am tired.

YAWN... i am tired...

received my cheque... $144 plus.. Sianz.. Cos of CPF and gd fri ... I need more money. Am i too materialistic? i hope not.... Sob

wake up at around 7 plus today. Which was v early. I tried to sleep again then i received a sms from my fren. My fren came to visit me today. Touched . HAha... Father of my fren was so Funny! He made me laughed . I was a bit shy too....

I dont think i will be going out today. I think my cousin coming again. SOB ... To ka jiao me. I just cant have my own time. Have to teach my sister again. WIll go out next week then. Go esplanade food court and makan. But i am nt sure if the food nice a not. =(

Today is SAT which mean that i am getting my cheque again! YEAH! that the thing i am looking forward to. HAAHA.. YEAH! Reach by at least 1 or 2 hundred.. IPOD touch , please wait for me... later "NO STOCK". i will cry...

that's about it ! haha...

I have quite a lot to blog today. Still must think v hard...

I FELL DOWN! yes. I trip and fall. I dont know what i was thinking. Quite malu but luckily no one was really around me. BUt if there are people around, i hope a shuai ge can come and pick me up. HAHA.. dreaming! Okay la, falling down is part and parcel of life. Pain sia. =)

I was damn tired. Didnt sleep. V ugly today. I guess when people see me , they will think that i am some mad woman. Nvm... cos i really din slp. SO went office, i drank coffee. HERE COME THE TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! running for toilet. ha... Used to it =)

So i spent time in the vault for the past 7hrs. Yupz. SLACK. I kept making a lot of mistakes. Wan Xin and Yi Zong couldnt stand me. HAha.. But okay la. They helped me throughout cos they noe i din slp. HA. I always walk to the wrong compartment. Yi Zong laughed and said " you haven wake up ya?" lolx.. SO funny. He is a great guy! he is v guai type de UNLIKE LOUIS! ( i have a lot to say abt him later ) . Yi Zong is leaving next week. SIGH! Departure is part and parcel of life. SADDED. We will miss him la. Cannot play bridge le. SHort of one person in the vault! I really miss his jokes and craps.

Hmmm.. as for louis. He changed alot lately. He started to crap liao. He knows how to jokes with us. He said that he is bigger than PIN PIN. haha.. HE said a lot of things to make us laughed. Heard from Wan XIn and Yi Zong that he has tatoos on his body. LOLx. Wan xin was a bit disappointed. He crapped a lot today. he said he is the chairman of our SLACKER group. Okay, we lunch at KFC today. We wanted to eat cos candice has the coupons. Guess what lousy said? WHY DONT WE ORDER THE FAMILY FEAST>?? We were all surprised. HE said that we are " yi jia ren" . hahaha.. So funny.. we laughed all the way. After that he teased me la. He said i dun noe hw to eat the chicken. =( big Bully. Was talking to Fenix thru sms then i told him how Louis teased me. HAHA.. At least Fenix " comforted" me. haha Thankz.

Okay, Then when we were on the way to lunch i saw EVON. she is so chubby today. haha.. she said she looked like a teacher. Then i told her to give me lesson =( . haha.. Then she asked me if i feel like " jumping"? then i said YES. haha.. Then i was so happy that she has accepted me as her student. She booked me at 4 pm. But at 5, she was still damn busy. LIAR! haha.. Then she changed it to MON. She told me to wait for her b4 i jump. haha.. I love her a lot sia.

V V tired but still quite awake. Wanna go out tmr. But my frens are BOOKED. SAdded. Who shld i ask...

你最近还好吗? 是不是也在思念里挣扎? 你说会记得我, 还记得吗?

你最近还好吗忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗如果真不得已忘了, 我快向快乐出发...

也许时间是一种解药, 也是我现在正服下的毒药...

Time of the month NOT HERE YET!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. its irritatinG! feel like eating and drinking cold stuff. WAnted to buy bubble tea but dun dare...

Hmmm.. Was v pissed off just now. ARGHHH. But i wouldnt complain much cos i dont wan it to spoil my mood. I guess GOD is fair de =) . I need someone to tame me . =)

feeling super tired. I wake up at 3.30 and slp at ard 1hr later . Then i wake up at ard 5 plus.. slp at ard 6.30 . Then i forced myself to wake up at 7 .15. ARGH! SADDEd . Its okay !

Sad to see new cuts on my hand. BU MEI LE. SOb soB! this is what happens when a tai tai learn to work. HAHA..

Playing PSP just nw. ALWAYS lose de. Stupid worm =( . HAA.. But the worms are cute. YEA!

HAppy , happier , Happiest ! liwan jia yoU!

feeling a bit tired but happier. Hope it can last =)

Work was still okay. Need to multi task! haha.. Din get to play poker cards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean a few rounds only! Not enough .

somehow i dun noe what to blog sia.... =(

Hmmm.. slack the whole day. Had a nightmare again. Dreamt that i couldnt make it to local Uni ( NUS and NTU ) . I hate it =(

i am paid to sleep in the vault today . HAHA.. din do much . That is hw i earn 50 ++++++++ a day. COOL. I have things to do tmr le. need to authorise documents. +( But Louis was v nice la. At least he took his time . OOPZ. hehe

TQ is back tmr. =) yEa. At least it is more noisy tmr. play cards?? haha.. YEA. SLAck the whole day again. We can do that for another one mnth. V shuang! YEa.

Ate a portion of brown rice just nw. Hope it will help me to go on diet. I really need to slim down. HAIX

SHld i GO SHANGHAI? I haven decided yet=(

Hmmmm... not feeling well. =( wake up at ard 8 plus. i JUST couldnt go back to sleep.

my stomach is burning HOT. arghhh... dun noe what happen. But i guess is cos of gastric. it started from yesterday leh! soB... but its okay . I can only blame myself . I cant stop eating chilli. On top of that , i will always tell the uncles/ aunties to add more chilli. This is bad =( So i am ready to bear all the consequences.

i guess i am a possessive gal. haha.. Not sure ? but sometimes i do believe lor. it has its good and bad pts. Wont think about it .

why i cant sleep??? sob sob.. i know ! cos my mind WAS filled with ........................................................ rubbish! AHAHA.. NO LA.. COS MY MIND WAS TOO ACTIVE. HAHA

gg to my uncle's house later. Hope time will pass quickly . Yea.. Hope to enjoy today ! =( cos tmr is MONDAY

Hmmmm.. a very tiring day today.

Okay.. Went out with JW =) . We went to " bai bai" . YUP, hopefully i will get what i want =) . Aftet that we went to SIM LIM to get our things. Trying very hard to find the cheapest PSU and CD rM. Yupz.. MAnage to get them at quite a reasonable rate =) . PSU = $30 and CDrm = $40. So i Spent $70. We looked around for ipod touch. Didnt manage to touch the ipod. I was quite upset .. aaha. After that we went to bugis junction to have some food.

hmmm.. we went to wheelock too =) . Walk around and see see. We went to the apple shop. haha.. YEA. I like that shop. " mei mei " de. I manage to touch the ipod.!!!!! I FALL IN LOVE SO EASILY haha.. i mean with non-living things bleh! Its cost more than 450 for 8GB but i can get it from JW's uncle for $423 +++ /.. YEA. I am so happy! i have decided to buy it le. Maybe End of April? Mid of MAY?? hehe.. i am quite stingy with myself. HAHA... After that we went border. SIANZ. i wanna buy some of the books but they are quite costly! HAix.. I really love them . HOW i wish i have a money tree. =) YEA... =) .

We rest for quite a long while b4 we settled down to eat. SIANZ. It was raining! arghhhhh... DIDNT get to eat at the food stall outside esplanade =( . We went to suntec for dinner. =( . FAT FAT FAT.. I wanna to go on diet. Apparently i said that many times le. Saw MR NG on the way hme. haha.. I waved to him and of course he said " hI". haha.. After that he shifted his focus to JW. haha... okay la.. I mean there bounds to be misunderstanding . =) its okay!

Feeling damn tired . Legs achinG! sianz.. Tmr still need to help my cousin with her english. SIGH! i am so not willing to do so. BUT no choice.

Got my cheque today. HAHA.. $217 for last week. Okay la... since i worked for 4 days nia.. YEA.. HAPPY.. at least got $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.. i guess i really work for $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and i look forward to weekend cos of my money ... hehe.. v jialat . sound like i am a money face

tired ... zzzzz ...

IN LIFE we need to learn to tolerate..............

IN LIFE we need to know that there are some people who always put themselves b4 others =)

IN LIFE we need to learn how to be happy?

IN LIFE we need to learn to let go

In LIFE we need to know that we cannot always think that we are right

IN LIFE we need to realise that it is nt easy to be the super-est

k, my mood is spoilt. At least , i am gg out tmr.. hope to have fun =)

Hmmm.. i bought CLEO just nw while waiting for my dearest dad. I guess its a waste of money. Just finished dinner,. I feel FAT. I think its time to exercise le... =(

Wanna stay up late tonight. I guess i am nt in the mood. I wanna someone to pei me leh!
Help.. SOB SOB...

oH YA... lOUIS TALKED TO ME today. HE asked me a lot of ques. HAHA.. so funnY! But had a lot of fun . =) at least time pass faster.

gg to malaysia tmr.Just one day nia.. YEAH!

Hmmmm.. funny ! had a heart to heart talk with my mum abt BGR. HAha... i respect her pt of view and just hope for the best . hMMM.. my face was damn hot while talking to her. =) =) i pray that things will be fine.

Hmmmm... Tired.... my mum is asking me to learn driving =( . SUCKx......... DUn wan .. =(

alrite =) cant wait for tmr to come~ Gg malaysia on FRI. haha.. YEa.. Happy! jia you liwan .

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................

Work is damn boring. I only work for ard 3 hrs. HA... But i am paid for like 8 hrs. So shuang! haha...okay la.... Life without poker cards sux. I do miss wan xin and tang qian. I went to look for yi zhong after i finished my work. I spent my time talking to him. He is from ITE. I told him to skip poly and go SIM straight! cos its beta. haha... YUp. I guess he also agrees with me. SO i guess he is gg do so too. Yup. All the best ! wENT TO LOuis room with him. So we wanna find out more abt SIM etc. Hmm.. okay la.. hehe.. quite fun =) . We kept laughing till like 5 pm. And i decided to do some work. Yup! i guess i will be slacking tmr too. SO bored =(

tired.. yawning .. I wake up at ard 2 plus to reply " thankz you ". haha...Its a habit to wake up in the midnight to check smses.. haha... will feel sad if i never receive any msG! cos waste my effort to wake up.. HHAHAAA.. okay la. =)

2 more days to go! haha.. HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ear piece for my MP3 is on the way to heaven. SAD. " kope" one from my sis. A damn lousy one.. hopefully can last. CAnt wait for sat to come too.. wanna see my ipod touch and to hav lot of fun. HOPE SO

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY ENDLESS LOVE =) * sweet *

it is just as simple as " I LOVE YOU " . V hard to say meh? i always say that to people i know. Like my friends and teacher regardless male or female. V nice of me rite? haah

tIred... dun noe why .. i just cant slp. Have to work tmr..
Wan xin and TQ no need!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIX.... I WANNA TO SLP LOR ...

gg malaysia on FRI. HAPPY! HAPPY .. hopefully my happiness can last long ! argh

i want a hug .. i really need a big one. Perhaps all these are merely acting... Who will actually understand how i feel?

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

applied for NUS today. Hope they wont reject me.

tired..

need to learn to be truthful..

SIANZ...................................

When NUS today! I guess they will not wan me. Sigh. I guess i have nthg to say too. SERVE ME RIGHT? haix.. I will apply and see how. I hope NTU wans me... i pray

tired... I am LOST ... Why shld i even force myself to smile? haix....

received my cheque. haha.. $222 this week. Okay la.. Nt too bad.. since i din go for like one day.. will bank in the money sooN.. YEA.

Read the newspaper just nw. SIANZ. Graduate must gt married by 30 if nt cannot buy HDB
WAd a joke? i guess is a gd way to promote marriage. HA.. rubbish!

TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAIx... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ vs Passion? which is more important. HAix. Mayb i shldnt let anyone affect my decision. I am always affected by others pt of views. They slapped me v hard!

Gg to NUS open house. DUn feel like gg but my MUM wans me to go. Hopefully it will not be a waste of time. I am scared SIA. ARGH!

Dun feel like blogging le. Nt in the mood and i am super tired

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Went out with MS LI XUAN JUN! haha... I find it weird SIA. I really wonder how we get to know each other... She never taught me chemistry b4. She relief ms fong's civics class for once ! ANd we started to talk from then on. We kept crappiNg in school. AND i hugged her when i cried after chem prelim paper.... HAha.. We gt closer after that .. haha.. YEA... =) amazing rite? she said i am the first student to treat her . Then guess what i said? " HMMM.. i am nt even ur student ".. ahha,... we bth laughed . Yupz.. WHo's next ??? wanna treat Mr TAn and Ms Ho. See hw ba.. i am nt so rich since i need to buy a lot of things. SOB!

I decided to buy IpoD touch asap le =( haha... Oh NO.... But i really wan it! i cant wait to have it. I will really treat it nicely. Will buy a pouch for my ipod. I will really take care of it. But must see how la... Will probably get one next month! or NEXT NEXT MNTH? hehe.. =)

Hmmm.... feeling happier. I guess i need to learn hw to move on. After receiving so much support from all my teachers and friends. =) =) YEA ..

Who can be my sponsor?????????????????? AHHHH =(

Hmmmm... still praying and hoping that NTU will accept me and offer me my first choice. Please ! i pray

Wad i am gg to get/ do if i get into NTU ( hoping that they will give me chemistry and biochemistry )
1) I think i will plan my trip to shanghai. =) Still considering . Will use my $1000 from my parent
2) I want ipod touch
3) i want a new hp.
4) i want to change Spec

That's abt it. I think i need to fork out like 1.5k ....... oh dear. Who shld i rob??? haix. SADDED... and i think its painful to see a significant decrease when i update my bank book! ARGH.. next time i dun dare to see the balance le.. SHIT! haix..

but all i wan is to pamper myself for that 3 As.... too bad my GP.. haix... God, i pray that i can get into the course i really want . =(

Hmmm.. asked ms fong to be my appraiser too =) YUP! She is v willing to help me . We talked for quite long just nw. She said i confirm can go uni . Told her abt my course. Told her wad i really want etc... Hoping for it ba. She said i sure can de. =) I guess her assurance does make me feel beta. Thank you ms fong! She told me abt the class performance. She is quite upset . But i guess she has done her best . v proud to hav such a teacher.

thinking hw to shift my focus. hope it works.. YAwN .. tired but quite awake.

Hmmmm.......... talked to ms fong just nw. It doesnt make me feel beta but at least i have someone to turn to. After that i went out. It was raining quite heavily but stil i decided to go bugis. I went to pray for calmness and a clear mind. I hope my prayers will be answer soon. Quite Tired.

Smsed Mr Tan before i went out just nw. He is gg to help me. Thankz you. I emailed him the necessary details already. I feel quite bad to disturb him. BUt i really appreciate what he has done for me..

I went to settle the bill for my application already. that's abt it! $10 wor.. Still okay ba... =)

So nw i am waiting for MR TAN to send out the appraisal form . Yupz. =) That's abt it too..

feeling v tired now. I know i have not been blogging for the past few days.

Finally , i got back my A level results but that doesnt put an end to all my worries.

On that very day , i cried quite badly. I was very lost. SUper LOST ! But i was lucky to have Ms Fong , Mr Tan , Mdm Koh there for me. All my teachers were so happy that i gotten 3 As. Many of them were just too shocked. They were impressed and told me to have more confidence next time. Ms yang was super duper happy. I guess she was the one who witnessed most of the the things cos i always complained a lot to her. I still rmb tt i cried because Ms Fong scolded me. i was very hurt. Ms yang was there for me too. Ms yang always stayed back till very late to help me with all my doubts. I really love her a lot. MS YANG , I LOVE YOU!

I thanked Mr TAn and Mdm Koh for always being there. They were very proud of me. Come on , i am a 19 pointers. WAD CAN ONE EXPECTS FROM ME??? I WORKED SUPER-EST HARD. ITs a blessing to have such teacher. Mr TAn and Mdm Koh , I LOVE YOU!

After everything, i went ard to visit some of the teachers. I gave MR ANG a bar of chocolate. HE said i finally transform an A. HE was v v v happy!

aFTER THAT I SAW mRS chang. SHe was like the rest of the teacher. V happy for me. I talked to her abt my gP. She said NO PROBLEM DE. But i have to take a course there. HAIX
Yes, i did not do well in GP. BAD. I really pray that i can get into the course i want.

Ms fong called me on that day. I cried very badly. She talked to me abt my GP and 3H2. She said she v proud. Again , she dun really care at my GP. she just told me to go uni take a course. She said that my effort finally paid off. HAHA.. 3Aces.... its very attractive . I thanked her thru the phone . She tried very hard to make me laughed etc. She said i must treat her eat! loLX.... shE asked me when i am gg to shanghai etc.. She calmed me down. Wanting to be her super-est teacher is always my goal nw and then. Even i go to uni , i will continue to work hard and do her proud. And she was v hao lian la... She said cos I have a smart teacher like her , therefore i can do well. SMART TEACHER produces SMART student . ANYWAY, MS FONG thankz yoU! I LOVE YOU .. MISS YOU

Oh ya.. talked to MS LI at night. SHe smsed me but i decided to call her. HA. Hmmm.. I told her abt my GP result, and again she also dun care dE.. HAIX. Then i told her abt my chem , maths and econ. She screamed. SHe was shocked . SHe said she is v proud of me even though i was nt her student. I told her i wanna treat her makan. And we gg to meet this coming wed. It was a deal btw Ms fong , Ms Li and ME. Cos that time i break down during my PRELIM. Kept crying. The 2 of them consoled me and we made a deal. If my chem gt A , i must treat the 2 of them... But how come no one cares abt my GP? ARGH!

hmmm.. Mdm Lim hugged me on that day. She was disappointed and i apologised . She hugged me. I was shocked . I din noe she will hug students de wor. HAHA.. OOpz.. Perhaps she knew that i am gg to cry. I dun have to face to see her. HAIX...

I applied for NTU le. These are my choices....
1) chem and biochem
2) chemical and biochemical engineering
3) environmental engineering
4) Aerospace engineering
5) Mechanical engineering

Yupz... I just have to pray that either of the first 2 wans me. PLS dun give me 3,4 or 5 . HAIX...

Hmmm.. i need someone to be my appraiser. Apparently i cant get ms fong since she nt with me. May ask Mr TAn to help me. =) But a bit pai seh. I think he is always v busy de.

i need to pick up myself soon.. ARGH! mayb gg out to pray and also to pay my application fee. Yup. hopefully that will make me feel beta

SHIT! i cant stop crying. TAlked to ms fong just nw!!!!!!!!! and i started crying ! argh! I TOLD HER I AM TRYING HARD TO CONTROL MY TEARS. in the end she called me. I controlled but it sounds so obvious that i am already crying. SHe called to tell me to JIA YOU! i was touched. She told me that i will be alrite. I told her that mdm koh and Mr Tan will wait for me. SHE said a lot of ppl love me... But somehow that is nt the ending i want. =( . SHe giving me a call later at ard 3 plus. I think she would hav know my results. SADDED .

WIll it rain later? Pls dont . 3 more hours to go.

Ms Fong, thankz you . I love you!

din sleep very well.BUT AT LEAST I GT TO SLP =) hmmm.> I hugged wanderfong throughout the whole night. She was always beside me. Yesterday was the first time that she slpt beside me. Shld i bring her to collect my results? I am nt sure either.

A lot of ppl and things came to my mind when i was having my breakfast. My teachers , the things i do in school, the tears that i shed in school etc.

The weather doesnt seem to be good. I pray that it wont rain later. 5 1/2 hrs to go ! GOD pls be with me. I really pray that i do well =)

work was boring as usual. Always talk abt results lor. feel like crying ...

Talked to MR TAN just nw. I felt touched . Thankz teacher. I am really proud to have you in my life.

Wad will happen tmr? haix. i cant slp yesterday ! Argh.. I ate cough and flu medicine just nw. I AM SURE i will hav a gd slp. BUT I DUN HAV FLU N COUGH! haha.. Trying to be funny.. haha

You, do you remember me?
,Like, I remember you?
Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?
,Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that,
I really fell, and I'm going through hell.
Thinking about you with somebody else.

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me. yeaa...

How, how did we go wrong?
It was so good, and now it's gone,
And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
What we had, isn't lost.
Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life.
Cause you're in my memory...

You, when you remember me?...
And before you set me free, oh listen please...

Somebody wants you,
Somebody needs you.
Somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
That somebody's me.
Somebody's me...That somebody's me...


Feeling v lost nw. Not in the mood. never felt so lost b4 for a long time?

Work was boring. I hate it! SO DAMN SIANZ. We talked in the vault. we were all afraid of our results. GOD , i prayed . I controlled my tears. Its tough but i gonna learnt. Too tired. How i hope you will be there for me not spirtually but physically. Tired...

NUmb... no mood to blog actually!
That somebody's me...
Oh yeah...

i am controlling my tears. Its really hard to swallow all the tears down but do i hav a choice? YEs, finally its here. This friday , 2.30 pm. What will happen to me? Do i have to kiss goodbye to my dream? It really means a lot to me.. I AM SCARED. i guess i will reach school on time and leave once i collect my results. I know that day i will surely be like crying like mad but i also like to be alone 2.. HOW shLD i look at my results? i dun dare to open it. Too bad, my birthday wish will not come true. Guess what was my birthday wish? shld i bring wanderfong along? i guess i would feel worse... nvm

GOD , haven i done enough? i have already given my best . Ms fong told me b4 that : " ur best is the best and that's enough" God, please grant me widsom. Guide me the proper way. I failed to do well in the past . PSLE? O LEVEL? A LEVEL chinese ? A LEVEL Pw? wad will happen to THIS MAJOR A LEVEL results. CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME A HUG?

Talked to ANnie and louis this evening. Trying to console me. HAIX. TElling me that sim is also nt too bad etc... I cant learn to let go. Stupid mindset of mine.

chest pain this afternooon . Its getting better. But will stil take medicine ba. SEE HW LA....

Bought a lot of things from the supermarket. I went with my dad. I bought pocky . I bough yam yam too.. HAHA.. i felt that i am more like a pregnant woman. jialat.. YAWN!

V tired.. HAIX. TMR need to work again. It really suckz. I dun like it . But i need the money la. HAHA.. MONEY FACE AGAIN.

V happy.. Kept playing PSP . THANkz my fren for lending me the pSP.. hha.. WIll bring it along when i go work. HAHA.. Can company me when i am bored. LOLX . Perhaps when i am sad too... tired...

GG for another run soon. HEHE.. tired...

I MISS " LEAP YEAR" ... I dont mind watching again and again BUT i dun own a bank leh! sadsadsad.. i MISS LI ANN ,KC AND JEREMY. DOES KC really exist? i asked myself again and again but i couldnt get an answer . HAIX. its okay.... Does BEST friend always REMAIN as BEST FRIEND? i pondered.

Playing PSP like nobody business. HAHA.. AT least the PSP made me 4get certain things. Its tiring de LOR. i love fighting de cos i can vent my anger . HAHA.. YEA.. DIE , i think i am addicted to it le.

Went to run this morning even though it was drizzling. Yep. I ran one round by myself. Hai Ting din join cos she thought i will nt run in the rain. In fact , i love running in the rain. I love doing things in the rain.. HAHA.. HAPPY .. GG to run this wed evening again. A BIT SIAO .. haha.. I love running but nt alone anymore.. HAHA..

Oh ya.. today is ai ai BD . MS VALERIE Ng , happy birthday! STAY PRETTY AND YOUNG! haha.. LOVE u .. Love u ... hmmm.. so who is next ? MS HO lor.. haha.. 3rd of MArch . I have good memory rite? heh.. K... Dun hav face to see her leh.. SCAREd

Oh.. gt my cheque 200.03 for last week. SO ANGRy.. i shldnt be getting this amt leh... how come my money always go to the CPF de. I thought its once a mnth? why mine is once a week? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ... but who cares? as long as every week they send some money for me to spend can le. I love to see money growing .. ahaa.. But i am nt money fACE de hor...

Went facial tODAY. FIRST TIME Gt praised by the beautician. V shuang LOR. SHe said my face pretty le.. HHAA.. MEI MEI le.. Of course la.. I am v guai de lor,... i put mask etc.. i guess cos after A level , i am super-est free. YEP...

tired le.. V tired.. gonna slp late and wake up late? .. see my mood.. HAHA... PSP?? Nope.. will be a good gal. Will nt stay up late to play PSP .=) If nt i think it will be confiscated! HHAAHA.. LAME

Im Liwan. I love to be loved, pampered. I want to be the superest girl but i always fail to be one. I want to be a teacher next time. Currently at the age of 21. Birthday 5th Jan