Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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Tired...
V weird! i always have dreams de .. haha.. had quite a weird dream yesterday. I din take in my dream. Apparently, i was very sad. I just din talk. I just looked at wad you guyz are doing! i dun noe. i guess i just couldnt let go.
shld i go POP later? shld i go out to buy smthg later?? Not sure. I dun noe still can give wad liao. sianz.
Not feeling well, my gastric is giving me a problem.
Let nature take its course... Hope things would be fine tmr!
Monday, November 26, 2007
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Tired... just finished writing my thoughts... Tired...
to be frank, i am quite scared! later kana scolded again...
I think i am putting on weight liao. FATS sia.. sob
Gonna go slp le.. tata
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haven gt a reply from starhub. I thought i did well leh??? cos she looked v impressed by the stuff i said. I hope everything is fine. I hope to get a reply tmr.
YeaH 28th nov!!!!!!!!! i hope ms fong wont PS me.. If nt no chance liao la. SoB!
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Tired...
just came back from an interview. Ha.. Hmmm, a bit crappy ya. ha.. but the whole interview , i talked abt " teachers".. haha... i told them that i wanna be a teacher and everything. HAh.. i made her laugh. It is nt easy to get the job but at least i tried. =( Its a good experience.
Bought a gift bag to put the scarf. Hope things would be fine.I hope i can make it on the 28th nov. Please sia.. i hope i need not go down today. tmr can?? Hope to start only on the 30th nov!
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wake up v early ... had a dream as usual. v weird.. i guess i miss the place too.
gg for an interview later. i hope it would be a successful one. God, i pray that i will be fine. Coupled with ms fong's luck, i shld be able to pass rite?? =)
yEaH! 2 more days. i hope there is more fun.i still dun noe where to go yet =(
Sunday, November 25, 2007
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Felt v upset when talking to u . I dun noe. I guess it will never be like last time anymore. No matter how much i give, u can never reciprocate. I am tired.
To be frank, i am feeling quite tired lately. Is nt that i am physically tired . " wo de xin zhen de hao lei " . Yes , is my heart! God , pls teach me the rite way to treat people?
Looking forward to next week.. =)
hope things would be fine...
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HMMMM..
just had my Lunch.. My maid went back to the agency already. It is obvious that i am upset.i have to learn to let go of certain things. I guess ms fong was rite , shdnt treat maid toooooooooooooooooo good. She doesnt believe in such things. I dun noe . Why do we need to hesitate when we love and care for people?
Looking forward to see my new maid.
I finished knitting a scarf le. YEAh! I find myself superb sia. I thought i can never learn. Tired.
Jia yOu ba.. wanna slp. din slp well cos of the dream. Guess what , i miss miss yang! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
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hmm.. wake up quite early today! still v sleepy. My maid gg home today. Haix.. sadded
had a v nice dream. Me and all my craps cant run away. Perhaps i really cant let go. Let it be ba. tIme will heal everything? ( my wound? )
So tired.. the bed is just beside me. Shld i? haha
tired...
Saturday, November 24, 2007
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Looking foward to next week...
hope it would be a memorable one?
gg to cycle next week with ms betsy. It has been a long time since i have cycled or even exercise.
Hope to get a job by next week. =(
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I wanna to work!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Sianz ya..
I think i need a break from home. i dun noe why but somehow i noe i need to be away for a while.
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just wake up..
gg facial later..lolx..
going to mavis too.. Dun noe..
feel like gg to visit my grandma. =(
Dunnoe.. I guess too free is nt gd too =(
Friday, November 23, 2007
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Tired of staying at home...
God, i dun noe what happened to me lately...
haix..
I wan to work and earn lots of money
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feeling a bit down...
when am i getting the job?? so many procedures. Upset me when i know that my interview is nt confirmed yet! suckz sia
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Tired as usual! Falling sick sooN!
I dun knoe why , i guess i am quite worried over the A level cos i always dream related to the results. What happens if i cant give the present? I am tired.. I will surely pose this ques to my teacher.
GG out later to meet celine to collect some chem stuff. Its another big file! Sianz.. felt like a maid lately! First selene, next is celine. HAHA.. I have one big file, one plastic bag and one small bag! on the 28th nov, i will be like an AH sOU? haha
trying to be the super-est yet it is so tough! WHY? Is it becos it is impossible? perhaps ba..
Thursday, November 22, 2007
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Tired...
went out this afternoon...
have a lot of thoughts in my mind.
Speechless actually! I Am
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FinallY! I know hw to knit the scarf already. Nt too bad.. I guess i can finish in a few more days. HAHA.. Provided i can sit there and keep knitting .. Sianz... A lot of things came across my mind just nw. i asked myself a question. When i closed my eyes, what would i think of first? I seem to rmb the pain and all the tears i shed! WHy?? Why nt the fun that i had?? I really ponder... Hope to start the job soon so that i can distract myself too. Hoping for new year to come soon.. HAIX... God bless me with all the happiness in the world too?? My teachers told me b4 that their greatest wish for me this yr ( 2007) is to really stay happy. And nw i wanna to ask if their wish have come true? Actually i am nt v sure if i am happy a not this year. I shed a lot of tears compare with last year. What abt laughter? ha.. i dun noe... I am tired.. gg out later ba. dun noe what to do actuallY! haix.. Hope that my interview will come soon.. =)
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
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i guess i am tooooooooooooo tired..
stupid me, wore heel to shopping..
Nw my both legs swollen..lolx.. I bought a bag just nw. My mum said it is v nice..
Spent quite a lot today.. Went to celebrate yl's bd.. we will shanghai together.. hhaa.. see ba...
gg to slp.. =)
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
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Hm.. its over... dun feel like mentioning anymore..
guess wad, knitting is nt easy,, tired
Monday, November 19, 2007
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Hmmm... in paiN! time of the montH! ARGH.. No mood to study physics
Was watching " Just for Love"
A v funny show. I dun mind having a husband that do all the household chores.. Hehe.. Not bad..
*yawn*
GG to read thru physics once more.. =)
Wish me good luck for tmr..
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SIANZ.. Time of the montH!.. No cramp pls .. if nt v sianz...
Gg out tmr to buy stuff.. Gonna ask my maid to teach me hw to knit. HAHA.. I can imagine hw clumsy i would be. I AM v TIREd...
PHYSICS PHYSICS...
GG to take a rest le.. GG to take a nap.. Tonite will study physics again!
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Feeling quite down... had a nice dream But the dream was abt someone leaving... I guess i can do some interpretation abt the dream. TIred...
Saw ms ang just nw. I told her i scared the results. I dun noe hw devastating i will be if i din nt get the results that i wan! God pls guide me through. Teach me to be contented. God bless me with abundant energy.
Is it time of the mnth again?? so I am upset?? DUn noe .. I am still pondering over the ques.... =(
Tmr last paper le. I shld be happy ?? haix...
Sunday, November 18, 2007
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I felt betrayed today... U really made the wrong move. I rmb one of my teachers did that too. I din talk to her for one whole week. I dun noe. I just felt disgusted.. I am sorry to say that But still why do you wan to risk ur freedom???
Too many things happened today. Din do much physics today. Will look thru one more time b4 i go slp. Decided to go to school and study tmr. Dun noe how much i can do but still i will study . Dun wan to think so much.
Still v vexed over chemistry.
It has been raining since the day u left. I guess that's why i say that u are the sun in my sky. =(
I guess i am a girl who has a lot of belief and principle. I cant stand certain things in life but i still have to accept it! dun u think i suck? haix.. nVm...
God i pray that everything will be fine for my A level. Hope to do well. can i ? MAy I?
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STill feeling a bit disturbed by chem paper 1. Things would be better after the 28th nov? HOpe sO.. HAIZ...
Went for dinner yesterday!! With my parents n auntie. The shark's fin soup was TOOOOO diluted. sianz..Lolx.. I guess the aim of me gg out is to 4get abt chemistry but i cant! =( mY BIG AUnt v funny lor. She said i wear until so nice, look attractive sure gt boyfren. She started pestering my mum while i escape. HAha.. So funny! i wore a tube and skirt yesterday. very attractive meh?? haha.. I guess i long time never wear like that le.. So yesterday , i was daring enough ..Lolx.. i wanna freedom. Free from exam! =( Free from misery! haix.. I really suckz.
Need to study physics. Did like 3 set of McQ yesterday. I wont say its well done. But i definitely tried my best =) yea..
Saturday, November 17, 2007
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God, u there? i am living in misery nw! Just because of chemistry paper 1? Why do i always have to torture myself.
i cant get over it.. Tear just trickled down my cheek when i rmb abt all the As that i wished to get. God , i pray that u can bless me. =(
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Still feeling down cos of chemistry. HAIX. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY....
=(
God, is A really that tough to get? I really wanna give ms fong the present! =(
Friday, November 16, 2007
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Learn smthg new today.
Hmmm.. Marriage is a life-long commitment. We cant run away from it so face it positively!
Tired.. Still v upset over chemistry. I have a ques for ms fong. " ms fong, what happens if i cant give u the present? " haix... God, i pray that things would be fine for me. It is so tough to get As ??
HAix..
I guess i shall nt land myself into misery! =(
I pray that things will be fine
Dun feel like studying physics today. Will go look for ai ai tmr and study there. Want to finish my MCQ =( jiayOU!
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Just came back from Paper 1 le. Haix.. Hmm.. Nt v well done ?? 3 wrong le. Hope the rest are fine. Hope to get more than 30! I msged ms fong. Sianz.. Haix.... =(
received an email from teh ava. They gt a temporary job for me already. They wanna my contact number. =) I gave them... Hope they will contact me soon. Probably working at some industries. I guess its good also. Wanna to have a feel of working in industries. I guess it would be quite close with chemical industries. =)
Liwan, jia yoU ! .. Gonna pack my chem file so that i can give everything to ms fonG !=)
Thursday, November 15, 2007
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Tried the specimen paper .. gt more than 30. I hope that tmr will be a managable paper. Hope to get above 35 n close to 40...
God, Thankz you for guiding me all these while. I pray that u can continue to guide me. Bless me with all the knowledge i need and the intellgence =) . God, i pray that i can do well for this A level. God thankz for giving me strength to overcome each and every obstacles. God thankz for being there to shower and love and care . God, i pray for ur forgiveness. I pray that things would be fine tmr. =)
Ms fong's luck is still with me =) haha.. Hope that it does help tmr.
cant wait for 28th nov to come =) . But if it comes early means that it will end early! I really wonder why such things happen to me? haix... what shld i give u ? what shld i make?? i ran out of ideas already ! =( haix..
Be the super-est =) miss ya
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HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM......... tired.. haix..
I wanna a break sia.. haix..
Really tired.. zzzzzzzzzz
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
falling sick soon..
Prac 3 sets of prelim MCQ yesterday. All above 30 except one AC paper. But its okay. Since it was like late at night. I wake up this morning and completed one more. Gonna finish another 2 i guess later??? Well.. nt too bad.. I gt above 30 for another prelim paper this morning... I hope tmr morning i can get Full mark cos it is the real one! c'mon liwan, u can do it.. I guess i have a lot of luck already since ms fong gave me all b4 she left! haha
k.. Need to go orchard for ah Looh lesson?? " ah looh??" haha.. Oop...
K.. will blog later again... tata
SUPEr-est Student !!
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
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YAWN... haven started doing anythinG! .. sianz.. I guess i am too tired..
Was watching channel U just nw.. The show was funny la.. the couples are v sweet. It is true then that it is nt easy to find someone who really love u . HAIX..
Study hard ba.. I wanna be the super-est =)
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econ was nt v gd.. But that was my best shot already.. HAIX.. SAD SIA...
left 2 more papers! Jia yoU ba.. I hope to get As!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soB !
My 2 yrs effort leh!
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28th NOv .. =)
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HMmmm... din study much yesterday.. =(
Okay... nvm... gg to sch to study =)... will read thru some of the CSQ and continue with all the notes. =)
I wanna do well
Guesss what? Sometimes i really hate the "ME" during exam period. I find myself unreasonable, inconsiderate and everything. i dun noe.. HAix... God forgive me .. =(
God, thankz for guiding me for the past few weeks. I pray that u can continue to guide me. Bless me with the wisdom and intelligence. Give me the will and strength to continue. God , i pray that everything will be fine for me. =)
Be the super-esT!
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
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Can i go ?? pls?? am i really to naive? sigh! dun noe.. will ask u when i see u ...
gonna jia you for econ tmr.. BUt i am too tired.. SIGH! =(
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YEA!!!!!!!!!!!! Cleared 2 papers! happY!
Morning was chemistry. I was very scared. i studied with amelia. I kept talkint to myself and tell myself that everything would be alrite . That is known as self talk which i need a lot. Chem paper was super-est easY! =) . I made one stupid mistake though but probably deduct like one marK! haha.. Happy leh! Stupid transition metal, grp 7 and eletro chem hardly see anything of them! hhaha.. Happy.. After the paper i smsed ms fonG! she may nt get to see my sms.. bUt i am happY!
after that i started to mug econ. Saw mdm lim.. haha.. we talked a lot. Amelia was with me. I told her abt my dream and everything. She talked abt ms fong .. HAH... after that she told me is the thing that i wanna to pursue bring me here!i believe her...
Econ paper was alrite. I scared externalities though.. 25m leh.. But i guess that was the best i could do.. Hope to do well for CSQ.. k???
be the super-est. have faith in urself.. =)
Monday, November 12, 2007
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Hmmm...
Gg on to inorganic chemistry nw.. Will study till like 11pm??
Shld i go back to study econ??? or restudy chem??
I have 4 hrs tmr to study econ again.. I thInk i will restudy chem ba... =)
need to look thru some prelim papers too..
I will spend like 2hrs on micro and 2 hrs on macro. I need more time for macro.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIWAN Jia yoU! haha.. gg to sms ms fonG! Bon voyage!
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YEA.. hAPPY !!
HAHA.. I cant wait for 28th nov to come!! YEA.. i hav the honour to treat my super-est teacher...
HAppy happy happy... somehow the happiness swept away my fear for tmr. Ms fong said that its okay to be scared but not tooooooooooooooooooooooo extreme. Haha.. She permitted me to be scared.lOLx.......... Will wait for her sms tonight. She said she gonna sms me b4 she go!! soB sob.. of course , i will sms her again to wish her bon voyage and sent her my little prayers to the higher authority! lolx..
Okay.. enough of econ...
Its chemistry nw.
will finish up the below chapters first!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1. Chemical Bonding - shapes of molecules, polarity, dative bonds etc
2. Ionic Equilibria - titration graphs, buffer solutions
3. Electrochemistry - WHOLE topic
4. Group VII - WHOLE topic
5. Transition metals - WHOLE topic
6. Gases and Liquids - WHOLE topic
7. Hybridisation
After completing these 7 chaps , i will then move back to econ. Wanna to restudy economic growth, exchange rate, govt policy...
Will start chemistry after that agaiN!
LIWAN, all the way. U cleared like half of the battle already. After tmr things would be even better! haha... Can de .. have faith in urself. =)
Blah! haha... =) happy happy! Gonna study till like 2 am today?? soB ..
Be ur super-est student!
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Would u swear that ur love is always true. Would u be there to love to me with me??
Just finished externalities and income statistics!
I called ms fong!!!!!! haha.. I told her to take care.. haha.. She told me that she will pass all the luck to me. Thankz yOU! She said she is waiting for me to treat her. Yupz, its confirm already! 28th nov! will give her a call on that day. YEa! We talked a lot of crap.. haha.. I told her i planned everyThing already! hehe.. Hmm... She said she will starve for the next few days in Yun Nan and come back to eaT! lOlx.. i told her i will jia you, i wont want to disappoint her. She copied ms ho's phrase " you never disappoint me before !:.. hah smthg like ...
feel happier after talking to her. It is a positive motivation.. Will really mug v hard today! jia yOU liwan...
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Let nature take its course! is there such thing??
yea, DHL 100% need people. HAPPY! Somehow i know that i shld be working there from mon to fri. Then sat n sun shld be coaste. YEA!
Focus!! study more impt nw.
This is my plan for today:
Will study econ from morning to like 3-4plus
Then chiong chemistry from then ON....
Shld be alrite rite??? haha
Okay.. gonna go.. giving ms fong a call later.. hope she doesnt "tao" me..lolx
Sunday, November 11, 2007
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YEA... HAppier... cos i can work after A level le. DHL?? haha.. dun noe.. will be able to noe by tmr. Its my first joB! exciting??
SOmehow finished organic chemistry.. gonna stop chem. have to do econ Le..
Will start with inflation then go back to market structure and failure. I guess i am nt gd with Exchange rate and govt policy. Oh ya, and economic growth! HAix.. Nt gg to do such ques... But i am still gonna memorise! yea... Liwan, Jia yOU! ..
I guess i would be slping late again.. probably ard 1 or 2 plus.. probably 2 ba... =)
I wanna be ur super-est student ! haha.. Star student? can i go???
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feeling quite down nw.,. is it cos exam is in 2 days time ... And i am still not v certain! Haix.. I am truly very scared...
Gonna study chemistry till ard 10??? then redo econ. Liwan, pls jia yOU!
I am all alone.. Shld i call??
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2 more days to chem and econ....
I had a dream last night. I dreamt of having chemistry lesson. PV=nRT..Lolx.. Will study chem tonite..Lolx.. =(
Need to finish the whole macro tonite today. I wanna re study micro!! YEs... Hmm.. I left with economic growth, govt, exchange rate and balance of payment!
drinking tea nw , hope it helps to keep me awake.
God, i pray for ur guidance. I really hope that u can bless me with the intelligence to do well. Thankz...............
Tmr is the 12th of nov.. Giving ms fong a call to wish her bon voyage! hope she is still contactable! =( Higher authority is our common god! God bless her with all the happiness in the world.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
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Just 10 more days,...
Guess what tues is chem paper 2 and essay !!!!!! nt CSQ..Lol... Thankz to ernest! haha..
Got to study even hard for essay ! if i can do relatively well for essay, it determines where i stand toO! Sob SOb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Liwan jia yOU! Two v impt papers!
I wanna do well for chem, maths , econ , physics,
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I tried sending MOE my application But i failed many times. I dun noe why.. nt meant to be ba.. SIGH!
Must study hard. I really dun noe what am i thinkIng.. Pls concentrate.. i dun wan to regret!
Friday, November 09, 2007
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HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
SomeHW finished the impt parts of inflation ( sustained, inordinate, general increase in price level ) hehe.. Yupz.. left CPI and its limitation. I will move on to micro. Must restudy the whole ThiNg! Yupz..
Waking up early tmr . Cos my mum wanna go pray. Will follow them. Provided my maid is feeling well. Hopefully she will be alrite...
I wanna study chemistry. So when can i have time??
Tmr morning do chemistry?? cos i know if i study econ, i will wanna slp. Hopefully can finish econ up till exchange rate. =)
Will study chem till like 3pm? then move on to econ?? fair?? Yupz... of course i will take break.
I really hav to do well for paper 2 in order to be assured that my A is there . HAix.. God, bless me with the wisdom and intelligence to move on! thankz. I pray for ur guidance.
3 more hrs for me to do what i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will u call me?????????? =(
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Hmmm.. went for tuition this morning.. Ate we steph, xiang ting! lOlx.... The food there is DAMN expensive.. But its okay. Hmm. we chatted for like 2 hr...
So i reached home at ard 3.30. looked at NJC paper and specimen paper. Then tried a few ques from IJC. Not v bad la.. Haix.. Then slacked until now...
Must study econ liao.. =( want to finish inflation and restudy the whole of micro. YEA....
Slp ard 2 plus ba....
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MS Ho smsed me in the morning. Her sms touched me .. I mean she is a nice teacher. Those who dun noe who is ms ho, she used to be my econ teacher. She is ms fong's good fren! haha.. Yupz.. She asking me out to makan. YEA.. of course i will but i promised her b4 that i will treat her. SO i am soooo going to look for a job after A level. I told her to wait for me...
Have to study hard nw and jia yOU! Dun wanna let ms ho down for econ! haix.. Not easy sia... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! God, i hope that things would be fine for me... I think i shld stop fooling ard.. =(
Be the super-est!
Thursday, November 08, 2007
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I cried just now. I guess i was too stressed up. I shldnt have ask u ... ARGH! WHy, dont i have confidence too?? Sometimes i really suck...
shld i ? shldnt i? shld i?? shldnt i? HAix.. I really want to but i scared. It is often one reactions that hurt me deeply! See how ba.. I thInk i will.. HAHA...
Just finished one round of micro. MAy nt be super-est good but still nt too bad. Not v sure if ai ai will be here tmr. Wanna go there study . Wanna be alone. Will give her a call tmr. Will do chem when i am there. chem paper 2 ba.. =( I have neglected my chemistry! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT an A for chemistry! I really really wan to give ms fong the present. Ms fong , why is it so tough????
ECON ECON ECON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Am i jealous?? Why am i feeling like that??? Shldnt i be happy for all of them????? I dun know
haiz.. I was searching for all these while.............. perhap i really miss u .........................
study hard for econ
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
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THis is my 601th post.. haha
Was watching TV just nw. I am nt sure if i shld say that jian san is v silly? He sacrificed a lot for the gals. I could tell that jian san was really blinded by love? But is it wrong to sacrifice for the person who u love most?? Is it okay? I dun noe...
I Guess, i also like to do a lot of Things for the people who i truly love. Haix.. nvm.. But sometimes is v painful when the other party din reciprocate. But its okay! Silly ME!
Need to study econ la.. V slack.. Wanna finish market structure by tonighT! Then will sum up the whole of micro by TMR. Hope i can do that.. Will move on to chemistry on FRI!
SUPER-eST
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Just wake up.. =(
Tired..
SoB...
ECON.. here i come
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Slept at 1 plus yesterday...
I ThInk virtual world is interestinG! =)
must study hard sia.. ECON ECON.. cant wait to burnt away my econ notes.. SOB SOB!
gg orchard later for lesson.. WOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo]
Liwan, jia yOU!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
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BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Resting.. talking to ms yang! Gonna miss ms yang a lot. =( ( all the children love my jelly! hheeh.. Gonna make more jelly for her..
wanna to rest .. bUt sianz.. thInkIng of econ... haha
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Maths was super easy. Hmmm.. din expect it to be like that...i hope i can have a decent grade. Probably a good one??/ HAIX
gt a one week break to study econ. can start nw! YEA!!!! LIWAN, Jia you ! Must do well for econ...
Trying to be the super-est student .. But hw do u define a super-est student??? *YAWN*
met ms Z just nw. Chatted with her. Haha.. She found her rainbow. Congrats!
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Wake up early today...
Gg to sch early to study... last revision!
God, i pray that everything will be fine for me. bless me with wisdom and everything! God, i really hope to do well. Thankz god for blessing me throughout this period of time. God, i also pray that u can bless the people around me!
having a long break after today. 1 Week! YEA... Will study hard for econ and chem. ESP ecoN!
Monday, November 05, 2007
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feeling Okay.. Was talking to tina just nw. Tina , JIA YOu k? u, Ly and i will cross the hurdle together. the 2 of u are v smart k? Ji ayoU! love always...
我没有你想像中那么坚强我只是擅长用微笑去伪装不是吗我没有你形容的那么勇敢我偶尔也会慌我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤我们都是一样相信永远不远但坚持却有点难就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧烧痛了我们就逃带着现实的铐摺叠我剩余的微笑通往没有你的轨道就让记忆中的你慢慢老老去了谁也得不到带着我的祈祷摺叠我累积的问号开始一次的单身潜逃aha……aodaodaodao
Tired.. but feeling quite light hearted, I guess it was cos of the phone call! haha.. YEA... =)
I wanna do well tmr, but quite sick of pure maths. Sianz. I wanna do well!
God, bless me with intelligence. I love u .....
SUPER-ESt student!!! SUper-esT teacher!
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Feeling better definitely!! after talking to ms fong. cher , u know smthg? u are a special teacher. haha...
V slow with maths. =( .. gg to finish stats soon.. After that i will study pure maths but just a few chaps. Will re study tmr again lor. Sianz... v tired ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Next week is worst! I have one week break but i think i will spend my one week memorising ECON! a lot of work need to be done.
I always wanna be ur super-est student!
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Chem was okay.. But stupid sia.. I madE stupid mistakes here n there and of course some i really dun noe hw to do.
called ms fong.. talked to her... She started nagging again.. kept saying that i like to amplify the situation. But i really feel that i wont do as well. Just upset... She wanna me to do well! She wanna me to stay positive and everythinG! cher thankz you! i asked her why is it difficult to give her the present?? Haix.. =( Just stay positive. =)
She said that i can go find her !! YEA YEA.. I told her i will bring my results to her place. I asked her ques.. What happen if i never do well for A level and she is no longer there for me?? Ha.. her ans was funny. cher thankz yOU! i love u a lot. Dun worry i will go find u .. after new year?? hehe..Then we talked abt Mr Looh. I told her that i am gonna give her everything and also go my fren's hse to pack her stuff and pass it to her. We meeting on the 28th nov. Really look forward to it. I told her that i am treating her makan . Yupz, she din 4get .. YEa.. I guess that really make me v happY! happy.. 4get abt chemistry le.. I mean it isnt everythinG! We talked abt ms yang too.. HAHA...
Gonna study hard. have to report to her everyday nw. She wanna me to sms her. Thankz cher.. i know u are worry abt me. I will give my best. i wont to disappoint u !
Sunday, November 04, 2007
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If i were blue would u be there for me?
Would u stand by me, say u love me one more time?
if i feel go, would u slow down with me?
Would u die for me , would u run with me? n never look back??
Would u be there to love , to be with me?
Would u swear that ur love is always true??
Would u be there??
Having chem tmr..Just finished another rd of organic chem. Was watching TV just nw. Expected outcome....
doing Physical chemistry nw. Then later will go back to Inorganic chem. Slping at ard 1. But i am v tired already.. SNORE!!!!!!!
Ms fong, wish me luck k?? I am quite scared .. The bear is always in my heart, giving me the support. The crane is always there too...
LIWAN, wanna Ji ayOU!
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Feeling down.. Dun noe why...... JUSt v down.. I guess its over maths ba.. Its over.. ARGH!..
Gave ms yang the jellY! hehe.. Her daughter initially doesnt let me carry her but i still have my ways of coaxing her. ms yang, take care =) love always.
need to study chem.. wanna to start restudying sooN!
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Wake up at ard 6.45.. NW its already 7.05. Every min n sec are impt to me!!!!
Purposely wake up early to do maths. Doesnt wanna disappoint ms yang! Ms yang, hope that things would be fine. I am scared!
After i finish maths , i will go inorganic chem.. Somehow finished physical chemistry!
AFter finish all the inorganic chem. WIll restudy! .. Jia yOU ba.. Hope can restudy many rds... *YAWN*
Saturday, November 03, 2007
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I have a lot to say.. those words are kept in my heart. I cant wait to pour everything out.
Guess what, i am feeling kind of scared already. Just cleared the front chaps of chem. Still have kinetics, ionic equilibrium, chem equilibrium, energetics, electrochem. Gonna finish them tonite.. Btw, i gt back JJC paper 3 and AJC paper 3. Sadded sia... JJC paper 3--> 71% AJC paper 3 --> 70% Sob Sob.. shld be getting 80s% de lor.. Cos they are like quite easy!!!!!! SOB .. Nvm..Still gt A level. I am so gonna get 100% . MS fong, help me.. I need ur help nw. I am feeling lost. I do not need to pour out ur knowledge and pass them to me. I just need the emotional support which most cant give me . I never call u or sms u cos i realise the diff le. I guess contribute to the ans to ur ques. I am feeling horrible at this point of time.
LET ME SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIWAN U CAN DE! LIWAN U CAN DE. I NEED TO FIND THE MOTIVATION WITHIN MYSELF! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Will come back n blog after i finished physical chemistry!
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JUst came back from Mr Looh's lesson....
HAIX.. Just realised that I have a lot of stuff to complete... =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Hope to finish the entire chem today!!! gg to sum up my organic chem le.. Then chiong physical! .. Then inorganic chem!
Friday, November 02, 2007
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
MY MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*()&(*(&*(&*(^(*^@
MS YANG! =(
K la.. haven really studied chem.. ha.. Was slackinG! K.. gg to study le.. =(
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MATHS PAPER WAS ALRITE bUT i felt v sad that i couldnt do some of the ques . These are the ques that distinguish the As from the rest! V UPSET!!!! i teared b4 the maths paper cos ms yang sent me a v touching sms.. MS yang, I love u a lot. I miss u....
BoughT KFC =( HEHe... Just wanna eat n eat since i am nt in a v gd mood.
Need to finish chemistry today. I WANNA chiong organic chem and inorganic chem today?? Hope can finish la.. WAnna take a nap first =(
din sms ms fong today. din call her today. Just nt in the mood. Ms fong, u noe smthg? I really know the reasons le. i can feel it. And i think i rely on too much for emotional support. Nvm, u will never know cos u dun have my blog ADD.. =PPPP...
Wanna slp.. A good time to slp since its raining cats n dogs
Thursday, November 01, 2007
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THANKZ MICHELLE.....
PNC is nt in paper 1. Hmm..I tink i din pay attention to Mr anG! haha.. anway, thankz michelle..
I guess i wont wanna study le...
I spent my whole morning from 10-4 studying maths. Of course i did take break here n there... I Think i am sleeping soon.. Gonna stop studying ! No point =)
Saw Mr Tan this morning.. I guess he was shocked by the way cambridge set the physics paper.
But thankz for ur concern.
Saw Mdm Koh too.. Haha.. She kept reminding me that i need to go shopping with her.. HAix.. Mdm Koh, u dun understand hw i feel. She said gonna pay for my expenses.. HA.. Thank LOR..
Okay.. will study complex.. Tired...
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God, i am scared. Its maths paper 1 tmr. Why am i sooooo Scared? havent i prac enough?? feel like crying.. =(
Complex, PNC.. These are my weakest areas. I hope things would be fine tmr. I am scared. God are u there? bless me with wisdom and intelligence. =)
Moodless...
