Wednesday, October 31, 2007
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STILL quite bothered with my GP. God, havent i done much for GP? Bless me with a clear state of mind for the rest of my papers. I gonna disappointment mdm lim. Sorry cher...
talked to my sister abt my essay . She said it sound correct. Thankz if u are encouraging me. Hopefully things will be fine.
Finished with vector( not too bad though vector is a v big chap ) , inequalities ( just msg ms yang to confirm some things abt inequalities ) , Function ( quite scared of R ( fg ) .. no choice have to memorise the method of doing ) Learning graph now ( will be done soon )
What am doing tmr? Gg to sch to finish
1) complex
2) All the integral ( which is a lot =( .. )
3) binomial , MI , APGP
i guess that all?? Then will re study one more time ! Yupz.. =) Liwan , jia yOU!
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saDDED YA.. MY GP!!!!!! =( what is the correct way of doing that ques?? what is the correct approach? To be frank, i also dun noe what are my points. I thiNk i used different encounters / experience to answer this question. Since they asked abt my experience. HAIX.
"liwan, dun let it affect the rest of your paper ! " . GP has given me a very bad headache. Doing maths nw. Reading thru PNC. Quite bad =( ( i need help ) haix... Probably will go sch tmr to study maths? Yupz. Haix....
Gonna finish "PNC, vector , graphing , ".. and see how many i can go up to... =(
i need to find my notes on differential equ.. HAIX..
LIWAN jia yOU!
gg to bathe ... pom pom..
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I AM SCARED. I DUN WANT TO FAIL GP! =( HAIz.. There were just no choice to pick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the stupid comprehension was.. HAIX............
God, i dun wan to fail my GP =(
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
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HEHE... BAck to blog again...
finished gg thru my notes on "gender" and " The aged", "parenting", "youth"..
Gg on to "education", "population", "media" and then "science"
Listening to the song "can you feel the love tonight". It is a very nice song. I can feel peace.
I hope that everything will be fine tmr. Hope that the essay would be fine for me. I have to score for my essay . I hope i can understand the comprehension passage . HA. Wanna do well for AQ too. I dun have a lot of prac for AQ but still I hope that i can meet all the requirements. =(
Hope that it would be good news . I rmb ms fong saying " must be good news k? must be good news k? " and i told her it will always be good news. I am tired...
Will sleep ard 12 plus ba.. =) Jia yOu liwan. BE the super-est k???
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PHYSICS H1 WAS V TOUGH! It came out a lot of ques which are NOt in OUR SYLLABUS! How to get an A then?? They screwed up everything la . SOb SOB!
I Reached school ard 10 plus. I called ms fong to see if she is in sch But she din pick up! Ha.. She smsed me at ard 1 plus. She slept till so late. I was very touched by her words Simply just "jia you ... think ahead ... give ur best ..." . These words touched me. Thankz YOU! I teared .. haha.. v touched.
Saw mdm Koh also. She cuddled me. She wanna give me a kiss . i turned away. Then she started saying i am v bad. I rejected her. I was speechless. haix.. i dun like it at all. How do i tell u ? Treat me like a student k???
After the exam, i also called ms fong! Told her abt the paper. She was there to console me. Kept telling me to jia you . I told her that i have found an ans to her ques le. Will only tell her when i come back from to give her the other sch papers. She sound sick. Ms fong, u must take care too =) miss u !
LIWAN, U can de!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIve ur v best !
i ALWAYS WANT TO BE YOUR SUPER-EST STUDENT!
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couldnt sleep well last night ! i guess i was too excited??? since it is my first paper ! ha.. i am super-est hungry too. and i always wanna go toliet.. ha.. what symptoms are these??? having my bun nw. Will go pom pom later =)
Will look thru a few more times b4 i enter the exam halL!. Will reach sch ard 10 pLUs - 11....
God, please grant me with wisdom and intelligence. I need them. Thankz yOU!
Monday, October 29, 2007
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Taking a deep breath!
There goes my $2600 job! But hehe.. Getting another one. Asking jennifer to see if there is any at special school! I am okay with anything! =) . Gg back to RSS too probably on the 16 after chem paper 1 to see if i can apply relief teaching a not. SEE LOR =) That will be after A level! =)
Having physics paper 2 tmr. I am not very scared or nervous but i really look forward to it. I am going to kill the paper =) Knowing which chap is my forte ? Quantum?? ha.. To be honest , I find that my physics is not very bad, it is just that i am not willing to learn. I did not give myself a chance to learn. I find it quite fun! haha.. =)
Hope tmr will be fine. I have to pray that ques from Dc and current electricity wont be too difficult. =) I hope it would be a managable paper. =)
GG thru one more ard b4 i sleep. Slping at ard 12 plus . Tmr is afternoon paper . KEep me in your prayers. God, thankz for always being there for me. I sense ur presence =)
Okay.. gg back to study! =)
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Went to school today... Saw Mr TAn.. Thankz Mr TAn for telling me to jia yOU! I will wanna do well. Mdm jiang hui also approached me and sent me her wishes. Thankz cher..
din manage to get my bear...=( =( I saw ms fong but i din call her lor.. cos she din reply my sms yesterday so i assumed that she doesnt wan anyone to know that she is in sch.. HA.. my bear bear.. =(
bought 2 sets of other sch prelim papers to do. TPJC and IJC . I cant really do sia.. Hopefully tmr paper would be easy..
Sunday, October 28, 2007
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BAck to blog agaiN!! hehe...
Going back to school tmr. have the urge to sit outside the HOD table to study! Yupz.. i guess i wont be able to get my BEAR BEAR since ms fong din reply. =( =( =( =(
You are indeed a complex person. I can never read what is in ur mind. HAix. WHy ?? I dun noe. But i guess everything must come to an end! gIve me a break BA..... Yes, i care and love u . SO WHAT??? Who cares...
PHYSICS PHYSICS =(
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Angie told me just now that Mr Looh, my chemistry tuition teacher thinks that I AM SMART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAhAHAH.. HE SAID THAT I WILL DO WELL!! Lolx.. I FEEL so GoOD..lolx.. Mr Looh, i will jia yoU!
Was still pondering abt the ques ms fong asked me. I pondered for a few days le. I think i have come to an answer or perhaps many ans to her question. I just sms her but havent gt her reply. Thinking if she will be in sch tmr? I wanna get my bear! But if she is nt gg to reply , i will wait till after A level lor. But i am sure having that bear will make a lot of difference =)
Gonna study hard! Liwan , jia yOU ! =)
Gg to spent my whole day studying physics.
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HAd a lot of dreams yesterday nite.. HAHA.. SOme are weird..lOl.. Nvm..
Gonna do maths in the morning.. tHen gonna study physics...
HAix.. I am living one day by one day...... Cant be bother already . Let's nature take its course! Will just study btw the breaks! hopefully that helps. I am v pleased that i have one week to study econ! HEnG SIA.. =)
Will Try my best!!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
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HMMM............ suddenly see the need to socialise! haha.. Sudden see the need to have more FrenS! haha..
Doing Physics nw. HEhe.. at the end of dynamics! moving on to force.... Jia yOU!!!!! =(
Life is so boring nw but i look forward to my next chapter of life... I must make sure that it is gonna be exciting!
God i really pray that i can pass well this rd. I wanna to enjoy after this long battle. I wanna to be the happiest woman! =)
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SHld i TAKe a NAP??? =(
Just finished NJC paper 1. Its okay la.. The ques are quite okay and is whether u are up to it ma. =( sadded..
Went to look for AI AI . Hmm.. Ha.. VAl cried?? i made her cried by playing the song sang by Ella. Ella's dog died and she composed a song for her dog. It is a VVVVV sad song. HA.. I din expect her to cry. Sorry ya, pai seh!
Wanna study GP later.. Sianz! GP GP GP GP.. have to focus on physics !!!!!! Tonight?? yuPZ
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Tired..had a sweet dream haha.. I dreamt that i went back to RSS. They have some events gg on there. A LOT OF FOOD. haa.. My teacher and i ate chicken wing!! haha.. SAw a lot of my RSS teachers. They din 4get me.. HAHA.. k ...
Will study GP again! Then Maths =).. will go visit ai ai.. Din see her for 3 weekS!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss u.. ahaha
Will try physics tonite too... jia yoU!
LOVE IS IN THE AIR!! HA.. The greatest happiness in life is to love and be loved!
Friday, October 26, 2007
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Hmmm................................
Went to sch this morning.. Sianz.. Why so many people think that i am mdm koh's daughter? To be honest , i really feel uneasy .. And why does mdm koh wanna play along?? just feel weird.. But its okay..Wont be seeing her anymore? dun noe
Received a card from Mr Tan. Thankz. I guess what i need now is really constant encouragement! Jia YOU!
did A level paper 2005. It was a fast one since a lot of ques are nt in our syllabus =)
After that i spent my whole afternoon doing GP .. a lot to do.. =(
Reached home ard 2 plus.. Then fall flat. Piggy till 3.30.. wake up to do chemistry. TP paper was alrite.. Nthg much actually.. sianz... hope everything would be fine for me.. =)
dear called me to ask me ques.. talked for 45 mins. dear , jia you ba.. u can de!!!!!!!! We will go shanghai together.
Gg to do GP again! =( .. Jia yOU!
Still v happy after wed! manage to know that i have gotten my goal which is to really make one's stay here memorable. Thankz for telling me. =)
MORE FUN after A leveL!
Thursday, October 25, 2007
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Eating with mdm Koh tmr cos she always say i not fair ... Last day of sch , so i decided to eat with her lor =)
Trying to stay happY! I just realised smthg! i spent my whole day studying GP today. I mean i am quite scared actually. Later those stuff that i studied din come out how??????????????????????????? Okay, stop scaring urself. Still very happy with my mock essay mark "29.5" haha.. never thought that i can do so well. I wanna be better! Trying very hard.
I finished the topics on youth, population, family, the Aged, Gender. After blogging i will go memorise again! Must see if i still can recall. All the way ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will continue with "education, sci , povetry and environment " tmr.. To be honest , i hope the topic on GEnder will come out leh!! Sob sob.. it came out last yr! Have faith then..
Will do maths too. 2005 A level paper. Will do maths first then GP!!! =)
God, i pray that u can always guide me. wean out all my fear! I wanna do well for this A level!
feeling happier. HAHA.. Wanna study hard then enjoy after A level. I look forward to it! Shld i collect my Bear tmr?? ha.. See ba.. let fate decide! lolx..
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FEELING HAPPIER!! BAck to Blog again! i finished chemistry specimen paper. I did look thru once.. That was v long ago. I used 1 hr to finish doing the whole paper. A sense of great achievement! God i really pray that things will be fine on the very day of my chem paper!.
每段故事都有一篇剧情每段爱情都像动人旋律一颗真心却只向着你前进也许爱越单纯越着迷你是窗外另外一片风景在你眼里我是什么关系你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里何时能诚实面对自己我们从不开口那个言语那一句我爱你永远像少了勇气别人都说我和你之间的关系没有人相信只有关心我们从不正视那个问题那一些是非题总让人伤透脑筋我会期待爱情盛开那一个黎明一定会有美丽的爱情 ( i fall for this song )
HAPPY HAPPY! I guess i was smart enough to leave the treat to yesterday! has given me the positive motivation to really work hard. 4get abt the nos. of As i wanna get. Just stay focus cos the process is much more impt nw! The results will come naturally. Everything is destined! Just GIVE my BEST!!! Will work hard ! At least i gt smthg to look for after A level. HAHA.. =)
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Received sms from ms fong. she thankz me for showing care and concern for her. She said i have made her yr here memorable. Ha.. That was my objective right from last year. Since i already know that she has to leave last year. I told her i try very hard to make her luckiest and happiest teacher. Giving her what others cant give and what other teachers cant receive. I told her b4 that it was tough cos her reactions often hurt me most! But its okay! =) Ur punny bear does help! See u after A level! I will save enough to treat u makan! =) love always! will always keep u in my prayers... will talk to the higher authority to bless u and kor kor all the happiness in the world!
Okay.. STUDY HARD! DoinG CHEM then GP. cos i did the paper hlaf way yesterday! wanna know my mistake =(
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
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Just came back...
WENT MAC TO EAT with ms fonG! Waited for her till 7 plus. Meanwhile, i was studying GP. trying to memorise....
Ms Goh talked to me! She asked me to come back next yr to give a talk! I am Like "HUH"... then she said smthg abt ms fong which made me sad again! =( =( =( =(
Well.. MS fong asked me a ques just now. " why do u think that i am a good teacher?" This ques made me speechless. i cant ans her. I Am like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
We talked a lot. Talked about Kor Kor and her. ASk her why she doesnt want to...................................................................... Ha.. I learnt a lot of new things abt her. I told her abt how i feel about certain things in life. Probably amazed her. ha.. She learnt a lot of things about me too.... We kept talking and talking...
I passed her the book! Ha.. She laughed at my drawing. Say look like antS! I am like.............. =(
She kept laughing and laughing non-stoP! =( . I gave her the biscuits too. I told her how i feel. ha.. apparently i made her feel guilty! i did soooooooooooooooooo many things for her yet she din get me anything! ha.. But she told me she bought me a bEAR! a very tiny one. I was like expecting a bIG one. HA.. I told her i will hug it ... HA.. She said i definitely have a lot of difficulties hugging it! !!!
Ms fong , I will definitely miss u a lot. I will go find u ! U shall be my tour guide! i wanna go shoppinG!
Meeting her after exam! i Told i will treat her makan and everything! She agreed to it! YEAH! happy ! Happy ! Will also pass her all my notes.... =)
Will go think abt why she is a good teacher.. Tired.. gg to bathe and slp! ha...
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
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Tired....
Read thru econ ( 6 chaps of econ can kill me.....) will stop doing econ..
Hmm.. gg for Gp lesson tmr. Heard that a lot of people are skipping. HAIX. I guess i am the only gal, But i know i cant skip. I cannot let myself down ... =)
I wanna do chem tmr.. Hand super itchy! ha.. Doing mr looh mock A level paper. =( gt peep a bit..Look quite tough! SOb SOB!
So after Gp lesson, will go look for Mrs chang. Then will do chemistry then study GP! .. Yupz..
Will sms ms fong tmr. Hopefully she still can rmb our appointment! =( . Will be very sad if she said she 4get or tell me she nt free and 4get abt it. I will feel v upset. Will sms her tmr after Gp lesson... Yupz..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ICEcREAM!
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WHY DO I HATE MY PARENTS SO MUCH LATELY????? WHY ???? I really hATE! I dont know how to please them. They just pissed me off very easily. It is very difficult to control my mood. I REALLY HATE U ALL! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH .. I see a lot since young! I dont like the things you all are doinG! I simply hate. I guess my elder sis gt to see more than i had. BUt PLS , Somehow i am nt proud to have them as my PARENTs. I AM v Sad to say that! I try to be nice to them . I learn to forgive and forget but it is not as easy as you think! I wanna get out of the house NW!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What's wrong with me? Cos of A level therefore i am soOOOO irritated?? NOPE... dun noe... But i know if now someone ask me out to study, i would have follow.. I cant stand.
T_T ( cant i have peace? ) U noe smthg. I really dun wan to hate u all. i really really dun wan. BUt why WHy?> WHy?? sadded...
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wake up quite early today. HAix.. time of the mnth is always like that. Feel So FAT! aRGh.. hopefully it would be better tmr. =( since tmr is the 4th day.
Eating icecream tmr. Hopefully wont be PS by u la. Quite scared! ===> no faith in u
Doing maths today! =) Jia yOU!
WANNA do well for A level. =)
28th Nov need to go for job interview and getting back my testimonial. =) See HOW ba.. May try to go back to RSS to ask if i can relief in the sch. Will then sign up for MOE too. YUPZ.
Liwan, Dun look back le.. continue with ur next chapter of life. =(
Monday, October 22, 2007
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Just came back from Mr Looh's lesson. Today is the offically last lesson. =( But i still will have 4 more lessons with him at orchard. i guess i will miss him.
When i reached caravan, i saw li min and steph doing chem. i was there to help them. They had some problems. Steph started telling me " hey, liwan i think you shld go back to teach after ur A level" . Guess what i said ? " oh, it was my dream to go back to teach but somehow i dont feel like doing so anymore. i lost the purpose of going back to teach. I dont know. Yes, i love TJC a lot. I will want to go back to teach next time but somehow the desire to teach as a yr 3 teacher is non longer that strong! ............
Steph, do u knoe how sad was I when i gave u my reason? Same to Mr Iskandar. I felt the pain when i talked to u too. But its okay!
Study hard ba.. Do well for A level! =)
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BAck to blog again... HA.. I love blogging? nt really? just feel like "talking"..lolx...
Went to take a nap just nw. Too tired...
Just finished studying transition metal... Wanna restudy my inorganic chem again.. =)
can study maths tmr?? Ya.. ThInk so.. LAter gt chem tuition.
Today is my chem and physics day! Yupz..
Econ hw?? =( One week? is it enough? dun noe.. haIX.. Dun feel like worrying sOOOO much! Let nature take its course. Wed and the rest of the week, i will be doing GP and Physics. Probably will spend some time on Econ. See first!
K.. back to study... =)
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CRAMP! CRAMP! .. Quite pain though...
Wake up early. Went to sch this morning for physics consultation. It lasted for ard 3 hr plus. HA.. I love Mr Iskandar's consultation! His consultation is always so fun, interesting and exciting? haha.. i love quite a lot today. =PPP . He made me fall for physics! haha.. but too late la... HAH.. Will jia yOu for A level! thankz cher.We gave him the gift that we have bought for him!
Mr Iskandar said that he will sms us our results. HAix. Then he started to talk abt A level results. I told him i wont come back n take. "HUH!" he shouted. He started saying " ur civics tutor will return u the results. Why dun wan to come back? U love TJC so much, why u dun wan to come back? I always see u so close with ms fong and everyone ... " . Guess what i told him? " things will be different? The people whom i really wish to be there for me, may longer be able to do so"... He shouted again and said " how can it be.. haa..Ur civics tutor will surely wait for u to take ur results ". Guess what i said next ? " Hmmm , Next yr u see lor? ".. hahaah
I mean i will come back .. But probably in the evening. See first.. SIANZ
Having a job interview on the 28th of NOv . The pay is $2600. Nt easy to get. But tracy told me shld be quite easy! Okay.. will just try my best. But i really hope to stay in Spore.
Have to study hard !! =( Hope to finish transition metal today then go on to MATHS?? =) see la.. My cramp!! PAIN PaIN
Sunday, October 21, 2007
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I NEED UR LOVING HAND to PiCk me uP!
Sianz.. CRAMP!!! paiN PaIn... I wish u were here with me !
I WANT TO SLEEP! =(
Glad that "NPL" is easy to get. Feel slightly better. Hopefully everythIng will be alrite
I WANT A HUG?
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Pick me up pls? I am really falling and breaking soOn.. lOLX.
Tired.. Time of mNtH! Argh.. slight cramp. My table is in the mess.. My mood is in the mess. My life is also in a mess! I think i really agree with what my sis have said to me just nw.
Why do i want to be a teacher?
why do i want to be a chemistry teacher?
Why do i want to get all As?
Why? why? why?
Start to have a lot of doubts! Do I really want to be a teacher? Do i really have that kind of passion?Or is it because i am always surrounded with teachers since young and therefore i want to be a teacher. they influenced me a lot. Is that the reason?? OR is it I am really passionate abt it? I want to be a chemistry teacher because so far my chem is somehow my best subject. I love chemistry a lot too. BUT WAIT! Why do I love chemistry? Do i really have the passion for chemisty? or is it because of other stupid reasons again?
I am tired. God enlighten me pls? I need some help ! =(
Studying period 3 elements again. Gonna study inorganic chem today too. Gg for ms yang's lesson later. hope to clear most of my doubts!
Saturday, October 20, 2007
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I WILL RMB THOSE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER! I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME TONIGHT!TONIGHT I'M FALLING AND I CANT GET UP! i NEED YOUR LOVING HANDS TO COME AND PICK ME UP. ( but i guess is too late. WHen I rub my eyes to have a clearer vision, you are already not here for me )
I like the sentences above.
Studied grp II, VII and period 3. SPent a lot of time on these 3 chaps cos still nt very good. Gonna restudy these 3 chaps again! Liwan, jia You! approximately 9 more days. U can make a difference.
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certainly not in the good mood and loss my apetitite lately. I thInk this is a good way of losing weight. i felt like a zombie lately. People talk to me i just "k, haw, dun noe,nvm, dun wan" No more words in my dictionary. Even when my mum wanna give me $50 , i told her " nvm, dun wan. Not interested in that $50 ".. Liwan ya, liwan ya, What happened to u?? Can i have a HUG? A big HUG? cAn i have a Shoulder to lean on? can i have a Shoulder to cry on?
Just finished consolidating my chemistry. A few ques still dun noe how to do. Ms fong also dun noe hw to do some of them. SO i decided to ask Mr LooH! Hope he can help me and nt scold me. Dun scold me la.. I will go crazy!
Okay.. will continue to study chem. I wanna study Inorganic chem! Jia yOU!
What am i supopose to do tonite? watch Tv? ha.. see la..
When i wake up this morning, i received a msg from dear. Asking me chem. helped her. Yupz. I learnt smthg new abt myself. Gonna help selene later with chem. KSP leh! i scared. try la.. Jia you!
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have u tried crying till u fall asleep? I have been doing so lately. ( dun noe what's wrong with me )..
Will try to focus. And control my mood.
Okay.. today will consolidate chem! =) liwan.. All the way.
ICECREAM. I WANT iCRECREAM!
Friday, October 19, 2007
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I blogged a lot lately.. Too free?? Nope.. i am just very sad!
God, are u there? As i come b4 u , i pray that everything will be fine for me. I want to be a happy and healthy girl. I hope that my wish will come true. I hope t hat it is true that it is gonna happen Soon... Thankz God.
Just finished doing hypothesis. it is getting better. Very happy that i din "PON" lecture cos i really learn smthg from there. Thankz GOD. Love myself? i hope...
very moody! time of the mnth?? dun noe..
YES, i want icecream! IceCREAM .. Wed wed wed.. My icecream. It gonna be WED!
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studied physics in the morning and did a few maths ques b4 heading to tracy's hse
Finished another 2 more physics prelim paper. Hmmmm...... HCI paper was nt touGH! But RJ paper was lIke.. =( =( .. GOD help me pls??? I need Plenty of help... Meeting MR iskandar on Mon 8am. Hope thing would be beta...
After finishing the papers , we went to parkway to shop for a gift for MR iskandar. Yupz.. I would say that the present is v costly lor.. The wrapping paper is so Ex! After that we went to LJS to makan. I saw a lot of icecream. hopefully wed is a GOOD day! .. =(
gg to study maths tonite. SLowly ba?? dun noe.. Meeting selene to study tmr... Will consolidate my chem tmr... will do maths too.. mayb econ??? dun noe...
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wake up quite late today. 9 plus.... had my breakfast already! Dun intend to go schOOl. =(
Will stay at home to study physics and MAths .... Must chIong maths ya.. din prac for like half a week! Surely forget a lot of impt stuff =(
BE tHE SUPER-eSt GAL!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
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happier? i guess so...
Bought my cousin to see chinese doc. She hurt her hand. It has been sOOOOOO Long since we talked. HAppY. Yupz.. We Will go after out after my A level! happy Sia.. YEA!!!! We used to play basketball, go lib, eat mac and everythiNg. i really miss those days... =(
Study hard BA.. Wasted a lot of time.. Sob SOb...
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WeNt to develop Pictures. The cUte Guy is forever sO cute.. HAha.. No la.. jKing nia.. ( trying to make myself happy)
doing physics NW... Shldnt be a problem to complete everything tonight ba... moving on to waves, superposition, DC, current and Quantum physics. LIWAN , JIA yOU!
Trying to add more things on The sketchbook But there is just nO space for me to do SO. =(
ARGH! =( heHE.. Hope ThIngs will turn out well. That cute guy said that the sketchbook is v nice... =) I regret nt taking art sia... hmm.. when i free, i will redraw certain things...
YEAH! IcecreAm
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tIRED..
HAd consultation from 8 to 10.30. Only can sense "silence" .. But after a while i am back to a bit normal. Started to talk. i was still feeling quite down. MAnage to clear almost everythIng. NW, is time to consolidate. =(
feel like sleeping! doing physics later oN. ( jia yOu )
LIWAn JIA YOU!
IceCREaM!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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Stopped ecoN.. decided to study physics ! Gp n MAths!
Liwan.. GO GO GO.. Shant let anything affect me. But it is easier to say than to do LOR....
GO GO GO GO GO.. LIWAN.. U ARE always THE bEST................................................... God bless me with wisdom and everyThing. I really wan to focus! =(
Having chem consulation Tmr.. Hopefully everything will be fine. i hope EverYthiNg will be Normal! have to finish asking like all THE JCs ESSAY QUES... HA.. I wonder hw to finish! Ard 10 Sets of paper 3.. Ha.. crAP
ICeCREAM! ICECREAM!
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Wake up late today but still reached sch b4 8.
Was still very upset so went to buy a cup of soya bean. Someone told me b4 that after drinking soya bean , i will always feel happier. BUT still i dont feel it. I din finish it. I only manage to drink 1/4 of it cos i wasnt in the mood.
After throwing the soya bean, i decided to go to sch. Guess who i saw at the traffice light opp me? Yes, ms fong... i was trying to run away from her. She chased after me. she pulled my shirt in the middle of the road. A bit kind of malu. I dun wan to talk to her.. Dun wan to let her see me. HAix.. i cant run away. She wanna me to help her do some work. I told her i very upset and everything ... then she said " why? u miss me huh?".. she and her crap.. But certainly it is more than that. She said she will call me b4 she go MOE. I ignored her.. ( i v bad hor?) lolx
Went for GP lesson. Gt back my mock exam essay. i gt 29.5/50. I was shocked. She started praising me and everytHing. Mdm Lim , thankz you .
After that i went to eat with ms Li. She gave me a card. Thankz Ms Li. We talked a lot. SHe is really a verY good Teacher . I know she really loves teachIng... Ms Li , jIa yOU! I will miss u =)
Then i studied under TRC. ARGH! Nthg seems to be able to enter my brain. At that point of time , i knew that My A level Gonna BE like............................
AFter a while, MS fong approached me. She sat down and talked to me. I told her i am sad cos gt people die. Her star student died yesterday. I asked her why din she go to her funeral? she is waiting for her super-est teacher. " ya, she must be very lonely" she said. Then i told her that she need not join her star student! haha...
I really try mY very best To act that i am OKAY! WHEn i AM so nT the oKAY. Then i tell her that i wanna to study . trying t0 chase her away! Cos i scared later i flood TJC.
I know thing could be worst on next wed! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. HElp! ( aRGH)
LIWAN, STAY FOCUS pLS! =(
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
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I bought a new Mp3 today. 2GB.. Sianz.. dun really know how to use iT leh.. =(
Went to Pizza Hut with Amelia. We talked a lot. I din noe we have so much to say. We just keep laughiNg though i was Very sad.
i cant forget what ms fong told me after scHool. I cant erase it. I Shldnt have go to sch this morning. But what is the point of running away ???????????? I hate iT! I hate! change is the only constant variable! can u imagine a few mnths ago we were chatting over the phone and i was crying over my chinese results and U said that U will wait for me to come back and share with me the joy? and today u told me that I have to Tell u my resulT probably over email?? Or phone? Ha...
What i can do nw is to talk to the higher authority to let u have "NPL"... HAix.. i really hope so.. But how easy is it to get "NPL".. suckzz....
GOD pls help me to focus! i cant focus. SHIT MAN! It is gg to affect my A level.
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I never wanted to face it! I really dun want ! I knew it like last year bUt why am i SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sad? What u did was just telling me again? I teared but i am sure u din noe cos all along i was smiling and laughing. But i guess i am really good at actinG! Departure is part and parcel of life BUt i just couldnt take it! Now i have a pRoblem sia. I dun noe what will happen on next wed. EAting icecreaM? while telling what i have to say. I ThiNK this suckz.
Knowing the fact that I wont be able to use the tissue i made. Do u know how sad I was? Dun let other people use it. bring it along with U . Nobody has the right to use it except u !
Oh NO! I am crying nw. I knoe it is gg to affect me. This suckz! I hate iT!
Monday, October 15, 2007
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IS 3 As for A level too much???
SIGH! I thinK i really suckz. Gt back my RJc paper 3. I din do welL! just suckz.. Still wanna to fight for an A? I am v scared and sad nw!
WHat abt maths? The more i do , the more i feel that i cant get the A =( feel so lousy!
What abt econ? STUPID prelim makes me feel so losT! =(
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .. I think i need to see a counsellor liao. =( ARGH!
Will eating icecream makes me feel beta? =( =(
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TIRED!
Just came back from Tracy's house! We managed to do 2 physics prelim paper w/o the Mcqs. We started doing at ard 12.45 and ended at ard 4 plus. it is ard 3 hrs plus! haha.. Okay.. We will meet up again this thurs to finish up 2 more sets! and we are donE! Then we will look for Mr Is...
I bought french fries and apple pie on my way back home. Trying to cheer myself up. Pizza tmr??? dun noe? =P. Most importantly is that i can eat my icecreaM! =(
Will propose to ms fong my idea . hopefully she can support me. I know that there is a difference btw eating it this week and next week =P.
Tired.. wanna slp !! Gg for chem lesson later. I guess will study econ tonite. Finished up exchange rate ! Then tmr will restudy one more time for macro b4 i go into inflation, govt and economic growth!
LIWAN JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
ICRECREAM! I WANT ICECREAM. ICECREAmMAn WHere Are u ??
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now u want me to forget every little thing u said! i am nt the gal ur heart is missing.. U will never satisfised no matter how i try. Love is one big illusion. I shld try to 4get. I wont 4get the way we were kissing..
HAHHA.. CRAP! Listening to " that's why u go away".. its a nice song! HAHA..
okay.. just taken my breakfast. Gonna go bathe and Start MUGGIng like hell! Will continue with my econ then All the way physics! leaving ard 11.45 . meeting tracy! haha.. Hope i can study a lot !
ICRECREAM!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
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gt to carry MS YANG's daughter.. HAHA... I think she is super practical la. Only when i bought her something then can carry her.. XIAO YANG!!!!!!!! haha.. I guess i will bring along sweets next week.. I love xiao yang and ms yanG! haha
To be frank, I am in super BAD MOOD! DUn noe.. HAIX.. i suckz...
I Wanna scream, yell, cry!!!!
Okay.. enough of that.. Gg to stydy econ le.. *slap*
Icecream =(
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ke bu ke yi rang wo zai wo ni de shou? SADDed.. =P
wake up at ard 9 plus... gg to start studying again.. tried NYJC chem paper . left half a ques. Actually i am nt so worry abt the speed. Still alrite. But there are still certain ques which i cant do. =( DEpressed.. I WANNA get full mark? .. No la.. nvm.. I can DE!
Hmm.. Will finish NYJc paper , then hope to restudy econ! I wanna DO physics sia.. Haix.. sadded... Wanna do Gp too.. But i just dun have sufficient time to do so.. =(
ICECREAM!!!!!!!!!1
Saturday, October 13, 2007
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HAIX............ Still studying econ...
gotten some GP notes from TINA. ( thankz gal )
HMMM... Gg to do one chem paper tonite? .. after econ...
din manage to do physics again. I must really buck up sia.. gg to tracy house on MON to do physics. Hope that will help us.
"higher authority, where are u ? bless me with all the strength can? .. i am tired. I wanna to focus! I am always nt in the good mood "... HAIX... =(
LIWAN, jia yoU!
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Its 9 plus... MORning!! haha.. Sianz.. HAve to mug real hard today.. =( Liwan Jia you alrite?? haha.. I am a happy GAL!
Econ, GP, physics!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
16 more days??? haha..
4 As pls????? if not at least 3 As.... HAIx..............................
Okay.. Start to study le....
HAPPY HARI RAYA to ALL MUSLIM!
ICE CREAM .. ICRE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, October 12, 2007
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STRESS YA!!!!!!!!!Completed Rjc maths paper 1 and VJC chem paper 3. This 2 papers are nt very tough! But i still gt some ques dun noe hw to do... =( =( ... NVm.. Will clear my doubts soon.. =P=P.. Ms yang and ms fong I NEED HELP!!! Okay.. Studying Econ later.. after blogging. Feel like sleeping..NEED to do Physics le.. DUN PLAY PLAY .. SIAO.. =( Let me see what i will do tmr????--> ECON ( at least another 2 chaps?? I wanna finish income stats, employment, trade, balance of payment )---> GP ( need to do research )---> physics ( one chap? ) .. If i can finish these 3 objectives tmr.. I will be happy. I will let the "icecream treat " to be my motivation .. haha.. Next week i will focus more on physics and less of chem.. BUt my hand will be super itchy!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH K la.. discipline pls! Wait.. 4get smthg! Still gt maths? ARGH! i hate the new MOE syllabus. It just suckz... Why must take 4 sub?? I hate it! taking 3 subs is much more relaxing.. =( Okay.. stop complaining. JIA YOU LIWAN.. ICE CREAM, HERE i come!!!.. OOPs.. WRONG!! ECON HERE I COME!!!!!!!! I always wanna be ur super-est student and star student!
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YEA YEA YEA YEA YEA!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY SO HAPPY!!!!! saw ms fong this morning. We talked a lot then she mentioned abt icecream. She asked me when i wan!! This week or after A level?? I told her BTH!!! ha.. She agreed to it. Haha.. HAPPY HAPPY! But i prefer next next week. =) Haven tell her yet. YEA YEA YEA YEA YEA.. I am the happiest gal at least for nw. Must study hard and look forward to the icecream treat... ( bUt i dun wan her to treat ) lolz...
Okay .. Must focus .. gg to try RJC paper 1 ( maths) then study econ!! Then hopefully i can try CHEMISTRY too.. =(
Thursday, October 11, 2007
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ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BAD MOOD.. SUPER BAD MOOD...
i cant concentrate? departure is part and parcel of life. But i dun buy it!!!!!!!!!!! WHy?
I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I do do will miss you much Miss you much... I can see the first leaf falling It's all yellow and nice It's so very cold outside Like the way I'm feeling inside I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I do do will miss you much Miss you much... Outside it's now raining And tears are falling from my eyes Why did it have to happen Why did it all have to end I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I do do will miss you much Miss you much... I have your arms around me ooooh like fire But when I open my eyes You're gone... I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do do feel that I do do will miss you much Miss you much... I'm a big big girl In a big big world It's not a big big thing if you leave me But I do feel I will miss you much Miss you much...
I am really dead.. I cant picture what will happen to me ... Shit sia.. feel like crying whenever i thought of what u said...
Need to do chem le... wanna complete it asap... =(
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Received a card from MR Iskandar! telling me to jia you and everything. He said " hopefully u can get A for chemistry and physics"
I guess is v obvious that i wan A for chemistry. Lolx.. But the sad thing is that i wont usually get what i want =( . i sms him to thank him and told him that i will wan an A for chemistry and will strive to get an A for physics. COS getting A for physics is lIke IMPOSSIBLE.
What's more?? Gt maths consultation today. Mr ang was SUPER busy .. haix.. But okay la.. manage to clear at least all the lecture exercise. haven try probability and Pnc.. Probably will get ms yang to help me. =(
tried AC paper this afternoon. ARGH! Ques are nt normal. Gonna go back to do again. Will try to finish one chem paper 3 today too. probably SAJC? or NYJC...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
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Decided to change plan for econ.. Wont stick to my time table for econ. Studied income statistic and employment for econ today. Quite bad and slow??? dun noe... ( will re study this 2 chaps and move on to others ba?? )
finished ACJC chem paper 3. Nt very tough but still a few parts here n there dun noe hw to do.Haix.. Why???
Got to start Physics liao.. =( IF NT CMI??? haix.. ARGH! ( will be starting with tracy )
having consultation for maths tmr.. Hope to clear as much as possible....
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I am faling a sick.. I am Dead. i think i am suffering from migraine. My head pain liao siao. Never felt like that b4. dun feel like going to school. I have so many stuff to do....
Saw ms fong this morning. Finally back.. ms fong , i think is ur turn to talk to the "higher authority" le.. Ur student over here is dying soon... Haix...
Okay la.. I need to study econ le.. Bo bian.. Cant take break sia =(
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
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feeling very tired nw. SUPER tired? SUPEr-esT tired....
Finished MJC paper 3.. the paper is an easy paper. I need to start mugging physics. I need to focus on physics. I need to start to consolidate for GP if nt everything will be TOO late.. =(
I feel quite safe for chemistry. Nthg much to be afraid of. I guess will end the revision after memorising all the facts again. In case i cant rmb.
As for econ , start to lag liao... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go liwan.. Need to start on GOVT.
MAths neh?? actually.. i am nt sure..Just have to follow my timetable ba.. =)
I tHink i will start to Do GP and Physics this week. FRi is a gd time? dun noe? ha.. Anyway.. I guess that's what i would do. Any recommendation? YAWN....
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wake up at 6.10pm this morning. Received a sms from ms fong telling me that she is on MC again. She wanna the 4 of us to go thru the paper 2 with the class. Hope she is fine.
Was v tired today. my brain was nt functioning after the chem tutorial. No appetite to eat too. Bought spagetti but i din eat much.
After sch , i rushed out the worked ans for ms fong. Tired. Bought her a "get well soon" card. Place everything inside the letter slot. Tired.
Suppose to finish chem paper ( mJC ) today.. I mean paper 3.. But i cant function. Just wana slp. =( .. many things waiting for me to clear. MAths ?? ARGH!
Monday, October 08, 2007
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YAY.. My new maid is here.. She is kind of a nice person...
No maths and chem consultation today.
gt Gp mock exam so cancel maths consultation
ms fong nt in sch today so cancel chem consultation.
Sorry ya.. My prayers din work this time rd. Hope u are alrite....
"Higher authority , are u there? Bless the people ard me with good health and all the happiness in the world. "
Be the super-est !
Sunday, October 07, 2007
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Tired.. finished CJC paper... Nt v tough.. It is a managable paper.. =)
tired.. a lot of things to do.
LIWAN Jia you!
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Hmmm.. Its SUN.. Tmr is MON! lolx.. I guess we all know....
TIRED.... Oh ya.. My maid went back today le!!! YAY??? haha... HAving a new maid on MON.. Hmm.. hopefully she is a nice maid.
Hmm.. doing maths agaIn.. Haven gt a chance to consolidate everything... =( see how ba..
Yesterday kelvin called me to ask abt TE. HAix.. I guess my chem is nt v gd afterall. there is smthg bothering... Still Thinking of his ques. nvm.. will clear them during my chem consultation. =)
next week MUSt chiong Physics and GP. More things to dO... =()
MISSING U ...
Saturday, October 06, 2007
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Hmmm.. finished watching TV.
Hmmm.. Studied till 5 with selene. Hehe.. I finished one essay on keysian theory. I finished HCI paper 3 , RJc paper 2, Tried IJC paper 2. That's all. Hmm.. Oh ya, i helped selene with her Ionic equilibrium. hopefully she is fine with this chap. Gal, good luck for ur Mock exam.
More tHIngs to do. Sianz... Wanna do Econ HW .. But a bit tired le. HAix.. CAnnoT like that YA!!!!!! Probably complete it tmr? And will finished up NYJC paper 2 ....
Feel like slacking.. A lot of thoughts in my head... Who is willing to lend me her listening ears? So tired... Meeting yl on MOn..
BE THE SUPER-EST! ? missing u ?
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HAIX... I am still quite bothered abt what u have said lor.. I talk to yl abt it. I dun wan to avoid u cos i know u will be damn sad. Am i over sensitive? Tired... Scared sia...
Hav many dreams yesterday. I dun noe why. I cant rmb them. But i am sure they are all v sweet ones.
Liwan, Jia yoU! gg to pasir ris to study.. BB.. i thInk i am late
Friday, October 05, 2007
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When u said that in front of SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many teachers, have u spare a thought for me? I felt a bit uneasy. I guess what they said will never happen. The more u said the more i will nt want to be. I am sorry.
Studied in sch. MAnaged to do NYJC paper 1. Is quite ( dun noe hw to say) Just sianz... Will haev to continue again. Hmm.. gt consultation for econ. Okay la.. Understand the impt stuff. AlSo tried to finished up my econ on Keysian theory BUT JUST CANT !! ALWays Forget.
Will sum up keysian theory tonite. Meeting selene tmr at 9. hopefully it is a productive one. Must study hard. My prelim results SUCKZ! I HATE MYSELF.
Working towards my 3 As......................................... ( jia yoU! )
Hmm.. donate some $$ to the "yun nan" ocip. Sianz sia... guess what the students said when they saw me? " Hey she is here again.. SHe always Donate a LOT de "... In the end i have to donate. So maLU infront of ms fong somemore. B4 i left sch, i return them the stuff that i bought. YUPZ... =) But of course i din ask for the refund. JIA YOU BA....
Will study after dinner again.. =(
Thursday, October 04, 2007
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I wont forget the way we're kissing...
the feeling so strong.. we are lasting for so long.....
finished RJC chem paper and Tried Paper 2 pure maths. taking a break now! need to finish stats after dinner? then go do econ again... Jia you LIWAN...
I WANNA EAT iceCREAm. I CANt WAit.. SOB...
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Tired...
I think i need to go see dentist le =( ... ( scared)
lessons were alrite today. Just v sianz also.
Got a chocolate from MR ANG! ha.. Thankz you ! i will continue to "jia you" and strive for an A ! Gt a pineapple from Mdm Jiang Hui. Hehe.. she approached me while i was doing chemistry. Thankz, i really appreciate. Must jia you and do my chers proud.
Saw Mr Foo this morning. I asked how's his leg and he asked me for my chem results. I told him 50 plus.. and he said just work harder and u will be able to get a B or even an A. Yupz.. I told him i will jia yOU! Actually i have a lot of things to tell him but dun have the courage . HAix.. See how ba? am i suppose to create the opportunity or stand there to wait for opportunity? Tired...
Well, hmmm.. Finally found a job for JAn. Hehe.. A monthly pay of $2000 is nt too bad. Hopefully everything will be fine. HAix.. =( Tracy i really need ur help pLS. I guess this would be like my partime job.. I will go apply to be relief teacher ba.. See how.. After A level then slowly go apply...
Hmm.. have to study hard.. My timetable is getting more pack. Seeing mrs chang on fri > More prelim papers are coming in. I need to factor in time for chem paper 2. .. All the way.. Sad to say that i never print ans lolx.. Dun noe?
K.. is time to continue with Loads of prelim papers. =(
TRYING HARD TO GIVE THE BEST AND OF COURSE BE THE SUPER-EST!
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
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feel much more energetic =)
Just finished one econ essay.. =) MJC!! Nt v tough.. still manage to think thru.. But the analysis is impt. Gg to NJC after a short break.. hehe... But thankz God sia, Mrs chang is willing to help me =) she wana to affirm me.. she doesnt want me to lose confidence cos she feels that i am good. AND YES I AM THE SUPER-EST. MRs chang , Thankz yoU!.. love u..
Never do chemistry today. HAIX... hand super itchy sia.. Wanna do chem. On the bright side, i will be doing RJC paper 3 tmr... hmm.. dun noe whether to see Ms angeline tmr. Haix.. I wanna see MR ANG too.. Probably fri? Nt too sure... But i know i need to see hIM.. i end at 11.40 on fri .. Probably fri ba... Jia you.. But i tHink Got open hse leh.. AHHHHHHHH...
Dun noe.. tired.. okay.. gg back to do my econ essay.. SAd to say that i have to buy more prelim papers for econ =(
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Tired...
Just wake uP!!!!!!!!!!
I find gg to school useless! sob =( Nthg can go into my head.. I have No idea what the lecturer is trying to say.... Just too tired.. SWITCHED OFF!!!!!
HAd chem consultation today.. Okay la.. MAnage to clear most of my doubts. hehe.. After that we started talking... We say a lot.. Abt chem and family and everything lor.. And of course ice-cream. HAIX.. Still counting down.. Probably end of NoV... she always reminds me of all the revision paper. SUPER Practical la... haix.. That is human?
Icecream icream icecream... Just looking forward to eating icecream...
tried to do SAJC maths paper 1.. Sob sia... =( TougH! nvm.. Ms yang!!!!!!!!! help help....
went to look for Mrs chang too.. she went thru my instead. I managed to ans all the ques my own. WHAT A joke? she asked me why I din put them down. Then she said i must learn to control my emotions and everything.... Yupz.. SHe told me that i am really good! Looking at all my exams.. I AM GOOD.. ha.. Tel me to believe myself.. =(
K la... On my way to achieve 3 As................
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
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In a VERY BAD MOOD.......... DUN NOE WHY.. Just mood SWing.. Probably cos of my Stupid Econ.. Really hate myself.. Just cos of one chem paper... Sob soB...
Mr ang approached me again. He asked abt my other subjects. I told Him "its okay only".. ha.. He asked me if i passed ?? I said YES! Yupz.. Probably not for econ.. He started to encourage me and said that my prelim results can help me build my confidence. He said i have overcome the fear of failing and etc.. He told me to press on and push myself further. Thankz MR Ang.. I know u are hoping for an A? haha.. I will!!!!!!!!!!!!
FInished AJC paper 3. Happy ah.. Quite easy =) Still hav to do Econ. Have to Jia you this tIme.. =( sadded... Slap myself If can... ( harder) ..
Seeing ms fong for consultation tmr =) Hope that everything is fine....
3 more weeks... Is it? dun noe.... I guess i only look 4ward to eat icecream? The last day of sch ?
Monday, October 01, 2007
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I PASSED MY GP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... happy!1 46.5... FIRST TIME W/O MODERATION !! Mdm Lim was super happy ! Yupz. gt to share with her my happiness.. HAppy happY!!
( the most upset thing is that i cant share with ms fong my happiness over chemistry ) .. HAiz
I Think i failed my Econ. Not sure.. HAIx.. I suckx..
Jia you ba... =(
