Friday, August 31, 2007
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Realised smthg today.. Dun ever fantasize.. =( Went to sch early today. Saw ms Li ( the new chem teacher ) ...ha.. Passed her a card. Yupz, to thankz her for always telling me to jia yoU! ha. She gave me smthg too.. I was very touched. Thankz Ms Li. I will always rmb our deal! had consultation with mrs chang. She is v nice to me.. I mean thankz you ! Thankz for ur patience. You are a very nice teacher! After that i joined the teachers to play badminton. Hmm, i played with the PE teachers for like an hour . I was very touched. They were v nice bunch of teachers. Let me share with people.. At first i was supposed to be there to support Ms Li since i promised her. After a while, a teacher approached me. ( i dun noe his name .. non teaching staff ba? ) he told me to play for him. HA.. I was like "huhhh".. i dun noe how to play badminton!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... After that Mr Fann told me to join him , mrs lam n ms ang! These 3 teachers are v nice teachers. I mean they encouraged along the way. They noe i dun even noe how to serve the ball. They kept telling me to try and nt to give up. I mean to other it might be very boring to play with a noob..? But they din.. They were v patient ! they taught me the right way to serve the ball. I failed a lot of times. Mrs lam, held my hand and taught me how to serve. She started to say ' let the mummy teach u how to play " .. and finally i gt it!!!!!!!!!! Thankz.. Ms ang and Mr fann were there to encourage me. I really appreciate a lot. A BIG THANKZ YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I watched the whole badminton comp.. Hmm.. oh ya... Mr Ng talked to me after his first game. he said he wanna to pass me a chinese book!!! The first ques from him was " do u noe how to read chi words? " I am like... " yes i do, but my chi nt v gd.. " haha.. Mr TAN, i probably need ur help.. haha... Yupz.. he is giving me smthg after my prelim. he shared with me a lot. He told me he love to talk to students and everything. He asked me abt my dream and everything. He told me to let nature take its course. " if it is urs , it will be urs"... Mr ng, thankz yoU! A very nice teacher. =)After that i went home to bathe n everything... Din manage to study.. sob sob... I reached sch at ard 7 for the homecoming dinner. Mdm Koh din turn up cos of some reasons. Mdm Koh, you must be v upset. Hmm.. i hope u are fine. I was quite scared over there cos i dun really noe the students. I din eat much too. Just walked ard... And teachers start to ask me why i am there. I told them mdm koh invited me and they started to ask what is btw me n mdm koh... i sianz diao.. I left the sch ard 10 ba.. after saying bye to all my chers. I saw ms fong. She is a forever busy teacher. haiz...Tired... v tired... do u understand how i feel? is really v tiring ... i dun noe why? I really think that kind of feeling suckz.. Is my fault.... cos i am born to be like that......... will that be a gd reason???????????????Liwan, jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Must study hard tmr... sianz.. I wanna go to the comex 2007 to buy a mp3? can i ask my sis to do so>?? i doubt so... haix.. SUPER-EST
Thursday, August 30, 2007
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Haix.. came back early cos i was too tired..Started doing kinetics after assembly.After that , i revised my work b4 going for consultation.. At that point of time i was damn tired......Supposed to have consultation at 11.30 but ms fong only appeared at 1.30. haix.. at first i was alrite with it... but after jane approached me and told me that this shldnt be the way. She feels that ms fong had the responsibilty to be punctual for the consultation. But as usual, i am biased towards all my teachers. I know she is v busy. I managed to clear my electrochem. She was v fast n i couldnt take it. I told her to end the consultation. I was too tired. I dun wanna break down infront of her. It is not very gd to break down b4 prelim. HAix.. She arranged another session for me which is on the 7th... i dun feel like gg... dun noe.. cos i am scared. I dun mind doing it with other teachers. I am alrite to have consultations with all other teachers but nt her cos she either break or make my day... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHI am tired.. Not feeling well.. HAve beem skipping lunch n dinner cos of all the consultations....Nt gg sch early tmr. Will reach abt 9 plus since i have already seen the performance. It is nt v nice.. =( .. having consultation with mrs chang at 11... Might stay back awhile to watch the teachers play badminton??? See first... Then will go home.... After that will go sch again for the HOME COming dinner... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tired...WANNA A LONG BREAK!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
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TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mayb happier..........Went to sch early !! =)... I find that my walking pace really v slow =( somehow ms fong always catch up with me de!!!!!!!!!!!! SAw her on my way, then i asked her abt the pregnancy kit advertisement at the bus stop... I asked her abt the indicators. ha... Lolx.. but she teased me.. =( ..its okay... bleh! I told her nt to scold me during consultation cos it would be v demoralising. ha, and she started to realise how mean she was!!!!!!!!!! Let me recall what i have done in the morning... Hmmm... I tried to do maths. =(((((((((((((((((( My stats was horrible. SO sad.... I tried doing the specimen papers which our teachers haev came up with. It was v bad. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! DIED... After that i have consultation. MAnage to clear some only cos she was late for an HOUR!!!!!! but its okay.. used to it le.. =) After that i decided to stay till nite to finish clearing my doubts. So my next consultation starts at 7.30 After that i went for lunch... I started doing corrections for MR LOOH HW. =( Then i went on to do maths papers. I tried doing IJC paper. Hehe.. Quite alrite la.. Not as scary as i thought it was. Then after that i tried HCI paper... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! was quite sianz.. Then decided to take a break.. I saw MRs Lam on my way to the toilet. I approached her and we started talking. She shared with abt how she feels abt her family, work ! I was quite impressed. She is a wonderful daughter, mummy and teacher. After that, mdm koh approached me. ha.. she was amazed that i know Mrs Lam. Haix... mdm koh talked to me and told me her problem which includes family & work. ........... i was v upset. I felt that everything in this world has started to erode... is so yucky.................. After that we saw MR SIM.. That TEACHER 4ever wont let me off.. he kept influnencing me=( he told me nt to become a teacher. he started to share with me his experience... he said i need to face the reality!!!!!!!!! Haix.. I guess what he said was quite true. Hmmm.. I may be seeing one side of the pic.. Still gt the other side.. Haiz.. Tired........................................ nvm then.............. But the 3 of them came to one conclusion that i am a dinosaurs . HEHEH.. EXTINCTION!!!!!!!!!!! ha.. Okay.. will have more of "me' next time.. haha...After that i went back to do some work and after that i sent jane to the sch gate b4 i leave. she is v sweet. She smsed me that to thankz me!! ha.. for motivating her.. Thankz gal... =)After that i went to library for consultation. Waited for one hr.. =( Phew... clear some of it.. Left one part.. electrochem. Bth of us were super tired.. I told her abt her ugly side.. ha. =P.. she shows all the ugly sides of her infront of me... BIASED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( Started to crap n laugh n everything.................. sianz.. Seeing her tmr again to clear a big junk of my work!!!!!! sorry ya.. i noe somehow i am a burden... =( Okay.. is time to bathe and start to pack my stuff for tmr consultation... I wanna see her on FRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yupz...I WANNA BE YOUR SUPER-EST STUDENT !
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
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HAix.. Feel v low now. Not sure why? but i think i am just too tired... dun feel like talking to anyone. I just wanna be an introvert? Give me a break from work? But i cant.. Haix.. God, why? what am i doing? Why A level? why prelim? why??????????I thought i was alrite... Still able to crap with a few teachers today. First was ms fong, next was mdm koh then Mr Tan... But why am i feeling soooooooooooooo upset nw? Having chem consultation tmr. Haix.. I hope she will be nice to me. I am emotionally quite weak. So pls, i hope she can be nice tmr. ARGh.....................sleeping early today... After finishing packing my bag, i will go sleep.. Tired.......................GOD, i pray that u will continue to guide me. Bless me with abundence of energy and happiness.Hopefully tmr will be a beta day! =( TRYING HARD TO BE THE SUPER-EST...
Monday, August 27, 2007
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SUPER TIRED.. did 3 chaps of econs today. Hmm.. the memory part is tough.. Haev to restudy soon.. Will try to finish at least another chap tmr... Then i will go on to CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant stand sia.. I think i love chemistry a lot. A day w/o chemistry , liwan will go crazy.. haha.. See la.. sianz.. But i noe i have a lot of chemistrry work to do... I guess i will bring 5 sets of chem prelim papers and do tmr.. try try... But i guess i wont be able to touch the mcq.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! see la.. ha.. 8 to 6.30 can do quite a lot of work de lor... So tmr i must chiong my econ asap so that i can do chem.. That is the motivation? ha.. What a joke.. Oh ya, i need to do Mr Looh's work too... Yupz.. Liwan, gonna jia yoU! Happy happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Be the super-est!tmr maths consultation was nt too bad. i wrote smthg on mr ang's white board. " The greatest happiness in life is to love n be loved".. I hope he din erase... yupz...had a lot of fun studying under TRC.. I tried organic chemistry.. ha.. deductive ques.. I think 5 of them.. cool.. Not v tough!!!!!!!!! liwan, all the way....
Sunday, August 26, 2007
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Tired.. cant concentrate.. I dun noe what i am thinking...The video is still in my head.. i guess i really put in a lot of effort in the video. i moved myself. my eyes were wet that day.. trying hard to control.. finished APGP, chem mcq and do a bit of econ.. Somehow it wasnt productive at all.. This is sad.. HAix..God, please grant me the wisdom ! Liwan, u need to concentrate.. 2 more wks to prelim!!!!!! No time to waste. Do well for prelim. have faith in urself... =) Be the superest!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
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Slept super early yesterday... So nw i am feeling much better.. but emotionally i am nt very sure.. Still thinking of what has happened yesterday... 8 mnth in 28 mins... I thanked ms fong yesterday nite for giving me the time.. and i went on saying a lot of things.. And her replied was : " omg, you never fail to touch me".. haha.. I wanted to tell her to look foward to farewell gift then... haha.. BLEH... But nt sure la.. haven think of one? maybe a continuation of the video.. haha.... i guess this is inborn.. I guess i love the teachers ard me.. Love them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is time to really stay focus and study hard... I wanna to do well for my prelim!!!!!!!!!! Gonna study chem , maths, econ today!!!!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WANNA BE UR SUPER-EST!!!!!!!!!
Friday, August 24, 2007
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Tired....... Just reached home.Yupz, show ms fong the video le. I controlled my tears while viewing. She was v touched. I know she is controlling hers too. i told her how i feel throughout these 2 years. I told her everything. I din cry but i was moved too. Ms fong, what i said was from the bottom of my heart. We talked a lot.. till ard 2... After i left her i went under tRC to study. Yupz, controlled my tears!!!!!!!!! i studied till 7 pm ... Oh ya, b4 i 4got , Mdm Koh approached me and told me tt she has a free ticket for teh teacher's day dinner. She asked me to go.. hehe.. Yupz.. Tired... gonna bathe.... tata.................
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hmmm.. hehe.. blogging in school.. i guess this would be my first and last time. Super tired.. haix... slept at 2 yesterday cos of the video. STILL HAVE MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!.. but i din change cos its too late... 8 months of work in 28 mins. Haix.. Hope that everything turns out well... lessons were alrite... Hmm.. Still feeling a bit insecure cos ...... haix.. dun noe.. MR oNG WAS A funny man.. ha.. he tried to give us tips ... I am scared actually. I am nt sure if organic chem is really my forte.. HAix.. i must do well. I need to practise a lot during the break. I am scared.. =( .. I hope i will do well... I wanna to give my best and be the best.. God, pls bless me with more wisdom.. pls.... pls... OKAY... need to go for chem consultation soon.. i hope it would be a special consultation. Tired... Liwan, jia you ya.. ni ke yi de...I wanna be ur stuper-est student!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES I WANNA TO EXCEl!!!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
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V tired.. super tired.... super-est tired.. Not in v gd mood..Hmm, ms fong asked me a ques in the morning. I mean a chem ques. When we reduce amide, what do we get? i got it correct. I love organic chem a lot. =) Then she started "nagging " .. i told her i am quite worried for my prelim... She said that i am btw A - B The worst i can go is 'C"... Thankz ya. I din expect myself to be so great...Skipped my lunch today. Having a bad gastric... Haix.. but nvm.. So i finished doing my revision ex from graphs to functions. =) ard 4 exercises. Not too bad... =) ... So what am i doing tmr? well, will go chem lor.. Jia you liwan. Staying in sch till 6 plus .. Jia you liwan... =) ARgh.. my stupid video just dun work.. I hate it... pissed me off... tired... but have still have to stay up late to make sure the video is done .. shall do chem while waiting... =( I WANNA BE THE SUPER-est...
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
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Super tired...Hmmm.. Yupz, given out the 3 presents to mdm koh, MR tan , mdm jiang hui. .. Yupz... Hope that they like those presents.Went parkway for civics today. JAP FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!! I mean i dun take JAp food. But still, ms fong helped me to choose the food lor. I only eat 1/8 of the food n the rest in the Bin.. ha.. sianz.. The class gave her choco. I din give her anything. I mean i haven given her teacher's day present. But i saw her this morning n told her that " save the last for thE BEST" .. ha.. i change the phrase. And b4 she left, i told to rmb what i have said... Hmm.. manage to finish One maths paper today. din do much today. I spent a lot of time on the video. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Always need to redo and reburn.. Super troublesome but still its okay....Hmm.. staying in sch to study tmr.. helping ben tmr too. Yupz.. i doing maths ( all the revision lecture exercises ) hopefully can touch chemistry .. Hand itchy!!!!!Have to mug real hard over the weekend. Ji ayou ba liwan.. create miracles... Jia you.. Be the super-est!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
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Was busying doing all the work which i usually wont do... was talking to Mr Tan just nw. hmm.. i guess i moved myself. what i said was from my bottom of my heart. feel a bit "sour"... haix.. Shall not be so emotional !!!!!!Finished MR Looh's HW today. Chem test was alrite cos a lot of organic chem. Gt 25/30 again. Phew.. YEAH.... Must continue to mug hard.. After sch i went for physics consultation. 2 HRs Sia.. DAmn tiring... trying v hard liao... HAix... Mr Is is a nice teacher but i just dont like the H1 system. ArgH! Need to do maths .. if nt CMI.. ha... Tired.. Gg out tmr will ms fong n the class and have to rush to TTSH. Taking cab... ha.. Not "taxi"... tired...Liwan, jia you ba... Sob sob....BE THE SUPER-est!
Monday, August 20, 2007
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Tired.. Super Tired...Very full.. super full.... ( u will noe why later.. haha )getting fatter liao la... =( =( Walked to sch, saw ms fong.. ha.. tried to scare her.. Bleh... 7th mnth.. =) lessons were alrite... When to the hub n told them that i will borrow the laptop on wed which can last me till fri.. Yupz.. See la.. =)SAW my ex teachers today. Mr Yeo, Mr Moh. They never taught me b4 but they rmb me.. haha.. Okay la.. i can tell how "popular" i was. Then saw my pri sch teachers. I was so excited and approached Mrs Choo. ha.. I asked if she still can rmb me but apparently her ans was i can rmb u but 4gt ur name HAHA.. i gave her some time to recall but nt too bad la.. She gt half of it correct. ha.... Bleh.... We talked for like 15 mins. I shared with her my dreams and she told me abt her experience.. Thankz cher.. Blessed to have u ard....Hmmm... Oh ya , b4 i 4get. Mr Lim taught me chemistry today. I consult him. Actually i was testing only but he agreed to help me. BUT of course b4 that he teased me again la. " why dont you ask ms fong??" . I was right. I knew that will be his first reaction. I am smart.. haha.. I consult him but he didnt noe hw to ans one ques. Hmmm, and most of it, i answered myself . It seems like i am the one teaching him and not the other rd.. haha...After that i started to study physics. finished all the mechanic parts.. ha... YEA.. Hmm.. will move on to waves soon.. When i finished up till DC circuits, i will restudy again b4 i start on new chaps. After that, i tried SRJC grp 7 n TE MCQ. Cool... Nt very bad.. still doable.. But i heard tmr test will be a tough one.. sianz.. Just try my best lor... when i was about to leave school, i saw ms fong. We walked to inter together. We talked a lot... kept laughing n laughing... Hmmm, after that we decided to eat KFC . She wanna treat me but i rejected her offer. Tehn i told her that i will treat her, she also turned me down. Ha.. she said cos i am nt working.. Then i told her, i will come back next year and buy her lunch. SO ON DUTCH.. ? ha... I helped her to buy student meal. ha... helped her to save $1.75 . I ate cheese fries. I was the one ordering the food but in the end i became the fool. They gave me 3 cheese fries. I was SHOCKed. I gt "scolded" for not listening to what they said properly. Ha.. ms fong just stood that n kept laughing ... feel so ............... Bleh... a clown? we saw our class. She asked me a ques and we started to laugh again. haha.. I told her i am immuned to it le.. just enjoy lor... YAWN... We talked a lot... She wasted her food lor.. ha.. OINK oINk.. I forced myself to eat the cheese fries. I AM SUPER FULL NW..................Mr looh's lesson was alrite. I enjoyed. =) ... having chem test tmr... HAIz.. haven memorise a lot of things yet................ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... help me.... yawn...I wanna be the super-est
Sunday, August 19, 2007
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Wake up at 8 am to do my work... Finish maths paper ( AJC JC1 mid yr paper ) .. I guess is quite good to start from JC1 mid year paper. trying hard to refresh my memory. I guess that is the way i gonna study. =) shld be alrite.. Nthg to fear. To be honest, I am very scared. I am trying hard to control my tears, " yao jin ya guan" ... Trying to act super strong? trying to be happy, trying to stay calm and have a peaceful mind. God please help me? I haev to persevere... =( okay, stop scaring myself. i talked to ms fong the other day. I asked her who will not want to get a "A" ? or maybe 4"A"s. she said only those who are daring enough to say that they wanna a "A" will ultimately get a "A". Yes, i really wanna not just an "A" ! I told her i wanna give her the present next year but i often doubt my abilities. I told her that i tried my best already. her reply was : " as long as you tried ur best, u are already the winner!" ... haix.. wont dwell with it? continue to stay focus. Gonna study physics tonite... wait , it shld be " I MUST STUDT PHYSICS TONITE" ... I have to finish up to at least waves. Wanna restudy kinematics , dynamics if possible. to be honest i 4get a lot of the definition. Actually , for chemistry, i usually dun look at my notes at all to do all the prelim papers. For maths, i also dun need a lot of reference as compared to last time. I need a lot for physics. I really need to sit down and reflect . HAix.. " HAO SHANG XIN" Okay, enough of such morbid thoughts. I will go bathe nw and continue with physics till lunch time. Gonna ask ms yang, complex and rate of change today. =)B4 i 4get, i realise smthg yesterday> i went to shop for teachers' presents. I fall in love with one of the gift that i have boughT!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i can feel the hike of that 2percent sia... I was shocked. I bought for myself from SHELL. i mean choco. It costs me $4 .. Wa biang... i only manage to buy for 4 teachers. I guess i was very picky. i was very upset when choosing the presents because they reminded me of one person....................... haix... nvm....I WANNA BE THE SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 18, 2007
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hehe.. New blogskin.. haha.. I like it... but too bad, not all black.. This is one of my fav songs which can make me cry.. ha.. did chem, econ today. Tried maths HW which is vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv bad .. haix.. will ask ms yang tmr.. Need to do maths tmr.. ms yang HW... haix.. so many things undone.. can die liao.. Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Not gg for physics tuition.. v sianz.. =( =( .. will ask mr lim for help.. haix.. i suckz... maybe i shld start maths nw.. Slp later ..I WANNA BE THE SUPER-est
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Slept very early yesterday.. After receiving ms fong msg , i fell asleep. very tired.. Wake up at 8 plus to do my work. Just finished Mr Looh paper 2.. Spent quite a lot of time to do.. ARGH! stupid me!!!!! nvm la.. this shows that i really need to work v hard for phyiscal chem and continue to do well for organic chem. Tues gt chem mcq test.. so gonna die.. haix.. jia you ba...... No time to study....Need to do econ HW later. I have maths HW too =( .. Was listening to the song "would you be there" and "i 'll remember you" . I really love this 2 songs a lot. felt like crying when i try relate this 2 songs to the video that i have made. HAIZ.... Upset... Imagine , one of them is my wedding song.. haha... I really look forward to............................................................................................ hopefully ... i am scared though. I mean i often receive disappointment from you.. Will go take a look at my video again B4 i go bathe.. smelly cat!!!!!!!!I wanna be the super-est!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, August 17, 2007
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Tired... Finished 2 sets of physics papers given by mr Lim. ( quite bad ) sianz... Tired tired... Gonna continue 2 more sets.... liwan, persevere ya!!!!!!!!!!!! Gonna go chem after physics..........Stupid achievement thingy!!!! i thought i no need to do anything much.... in the end i have to edit my last achievement. Ms fong disapproved cos she wanna more reflection. Met a lot of problems . kept calling her and sms her. I guess i disturbed her quite a lot. But she kept laughing when i told her the system gt problem... even though i sent her the second copy, there is still smthg missing!! ha.. She smsed me " its 7 mnth".. ha.... guess what i said? i told her to off her phone tonite if nt i will call to chat with her if i cant slp... trying to frighten me.. I told her if they really catch me to join them, my greatest regret would be : not being able to tell her what i wanna to say on that wed... haha.. hopefully they wont catch me la.. so that i still can tell her... So if i am still here tmr morning , i will drop her a msg.. lolx...GONNA STUDY SUPER HARD TMR.. WANNA DO MATHS AND ECON N CHEM. I Wanna go shopping since teachers' day is coming.. see la.. I just dun have time.. =( .. tired...BE THE SUPER-esT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
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Still memorising some of the facts. HAiX... GENDER N YOUTH!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHA.. so many things to memorise. suckz sia...SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many things to do....LIWAN JIA YOU LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER SUPER SUPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I am tired....had two tests today n they killed me . Haiz. I tried my best le. I am so sick n tired of tests. chem remedial was rather slow but alrite. Din manage to clear my doubts today cos ms fong was busy. I guess can buy her " TIME OUT" le.. ha.. seeing her tmr at 10am. I felt so bad about it. Always have to disturb her. I tried to clear all by tmr. YAWN!!!!!!!!!!!! just too busyhmm.. had a random phototaking. sianz. Wasted my time since attendence wasnt full.. gg to be sick soon. Sore throat , ucler and everything. GONNA STUDY FOR TMR GP ESSAY TEST. Will study physics tmr. Doing chem tmr too. Then gg for dinner... yupz....Gg to bathe le.. Be the super-estI WANNA BE UR SUPER-EST STUDENT!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
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Just finished the main part of Role of Govt. hmm... still have a bit more to go. dun feel like studying that small part on national debt cos i dun understand at all. HAIX. THIS IS BAD.Jia you ya liwan. But i always rmb what i haev said to Ms Ho. I wont wanna to disappoint her. Liwan, jia you ba.... Tmr will be a difficult paper not becos of the ques. It is more likely due to the time constraint.Hmmm.. haven prepare for tmr chem lecture. I guess i dun have time to do. Will do it when i am free =( =( . Will pay attention during the lecture then. going back to read thru the small little part on national debt. I will restudy for a few times later. i wanna to do chem lEH!!!!!!!! HAix.. my hands are itchy . ha. I guess i really love chemistry a lot. I think it is fun. It might be difficult but i am willing to crack my brain. Yupz. I still have one paper from Mr Looh. Will finish it by FRI. Ha.. Cant wait to do. Okay wont blog much le. Need to go prepare for tmr consultation. DUN WANNA GET SCOLDED. Yupz..LIWAN, Jia yoU!!!!!!! I WANNA BE UR SUPER-EST STUDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Eating famous amous.. Hmm.. v nice.. haha...Went to Hub to try the laptop. HAIX! the quality is super BAD. i booked the laptop so i will be collecting it on MON. =) I asked for ying qi 's help just in case. She agreed to lend me . So now my problem is WHEN.. haa.. WHEN IS A GOOD TIME??? dun noe...saw ms fong on my way to sch! i asked her if she is looking foward to teachers' day ! ha.. She gave me that face!!! ha.. I told her that she shld be excited since she is winning the most prestigious award. Ha... on top of that she will be receiving a lot of presents. But still, she gave me that face... Then i told her to guess what i will be giving her this year. Ha.. Then i said it will be a LONGER essay . haha.. Actually what i really wanna give her is the As... haix... ( nvm)gt 25/30 for chem test. It isnt difficult. i made a lot of stupid errors. haix.. shld have gotten 27/30. But nvm since i never really study for it! God grant me the wisdom please. HAIX... Liwan, jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Finally learn smthg during physics lesson. Find the equation v helpful.. haha...Liwan.. jia you for physics... smilez........Having econ test tmr. God pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I neeed to do well leH!!!!!!!!!! sob sob........ Having chem consultation too. I wanna chiong all by tmr. I hope that phototaking will not take up our time.SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, August 13, 2007
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HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ms Cai bought me smthg .. hehe... honeydew.. YEA!!!!!!!!! I was v touched. I din expect sia.. She just approached me and pass me the fruit. =) Thankz ms cai.. I have smthg i wanna to tell u but i dun have the courage...I ate the honeydew.. IS SUPERSWEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ha having chem MCQ test tmr. I haven study yet.. haix.. HOW TO PASS???? I am nt sure.. haix..DEAD... v sad... Just reached home... just finished my dinner.. HAix.. Gonna go bathe...Anyway, lessons were alrite today. Hmm.. i was a fool during GP lesson. HAix.. Then chemistry lesson was horror. Xue ting did a few parts wrongly. So i managed to pick up some of her mistakes. Hmmm... it is another experience .. haha.. having to teach in LT3. It is interesting ....Hmmm.. stayed in sch till 7pm to do some MCQ. Not very gd.. haix... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many things to do. Too tired.. sianz... sob sob.... So just gonna study gas law, thermodynamic, ionic equilibrium, and DON NOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!Tmr is quite a bad day ya.. NEED TO STUDY ECON SINCE I AM having econ test on WED. Life is quite sucky during this point of time.. TEST TEST TEST!!!!!!!! sob sob.. God pls grant me the wisdom. Oh ya, i gt back my maths test. I passed w/o knowing a lot of things.. HAHA.. HENG SIA!!!!!!!!! v happy that Mr ang din look for me.. I guess he noes i tried my best... haha..SUPER-est GAL!!!!!!!!! is a rare gem?? ha.. Well polished?? haha..
Sunday, August 12, 2007
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Talking to ms betsy now.. HAix...Trying v hard to focus... HAix.. dun feel like blogging.. hopefully tmr will be a beta day... TIREd.... I WANNA BE THE HAPPIEST WOMAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SUPER-esT!
Saturday, August 11, 2007
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Back to blog again.. Nthg beta to do.. HAha....Not gg to study physics today. WIll wait till next week... =) =).. Can de.. After my chem n econ test, i will start doing physics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmm... was doing econ just nw... gg crazy liao.. certain parts dun understand so have to wait till mon to clear... HAHAHA.... MRs chang!!!!!!! I need help....Hmm.. studied till supply policies.. Will restudy again then slp!!!!!!!!!!! haha... Sianz.. too many things to do... Argh... kill my interest sia... =( =(SUPER-EST!!!!!!!
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Hmmm.. Just came back from facial.. Ha.. SUPER PAINFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanna try SPA next time.. haha.... haiz... gt slight infection again... Must really take gd care of my face.. thou i am already.. haix...Did newspaper cutting and wrote down some of the examples on my little note book. tried doing the AQ ( not completed yet, left one point but dun noe what to do ) Wanna do physics le.. Lost touch of physics for a long time. feel so sorry! haix.. i mean my physics suckz.. haix... After that will go on to econ probably at night... Jia you ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!
Friday, August 10, 2007
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finished TE... looked thru SRJC n MJC inorganic chem tutorial. Hmmm.. my problems lie in grp 7 n TE.. I guess it is gd that i ca identify the problems. Hmmm.. Will ask tina for ans =) . If still cannot then will look for ms fong to help me clear some of my doubts. Hmmm.. So what am i doing tmr???1) GP AQ, remedial HW, newspaper cutting2) PHYSICS ( FORCE, WEP ) Might go back to Kinematics agaiN and Dynamics if there gt time3) ECON HW and ECON TEST4) Hope to do HCI paper.Liwan, jia yoU k???? SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( just rmb that i have chem mcq test on tues) Sob sob... stress...
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haix.. Heart broken! Feel like i have just fallen out of love.. ARGH!!!!!!.. Ate fried banana,fried sweet potato, fried yam just nw. Was v upset when eating ... ARGH!.. God, am i doing the correct thing? Am i v mean? i always thought i am a v nice person.. But i guess i simply suckz...helped Mdm Koh to buy the stuff that she wanted... 5.50 per pack.. =) Gonna chiong inorganic chem le.... finished VJC paper 1,2,3 and AJC maths paper.. Din do HCI cos it looks scary...LIWAN, stay focus.. LEt go ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you have enough of that...SUPEr-est!
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Hmmm.. It is only 8.20 ... Tired... have to mug the whole day. sob sob.. studied econ yesterday. It is yucky ... hah.. Cant rmb leh!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! the set of notes on role of govt is just too difficult =)So what am i suppose to finish today??? Well, VJC chem paper 2,3 . HCI maths paper . Apparently that's all! Ha.. But i will push myself to do more.. hopefully i can finish VJC paper chem paper 1 and go on to inorganic chemistry. It is v tempting.. haha.. Okay... Will do econ today too... Must chiong finish... CAN DE!!!!!!!!! I must be discipline if nt SORRY YA... Liwan, stay focus n concentrate ! BE THE SUPER-EST!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 09, 2007
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HMMMM... hehe... back to blog again...finished MJC paper 3. It is quite an easy paper. Managable one? I think it is alrite.. Yupz... I guess the only difficult part is PAper 1? ha.. dun noe.. cos of mole concept? i dun noe.. Sianz.. cant find my chem notes from Mr Looh.. so irritating! My table is in a mess...WAtched the NDP .. Hmm.. Make me realise that guys are quite noble.. haa... =) I wanna watch the firework..But dun noe when is the next one. I rmb gg there with wan lin last time... ha.. V V V long ago liao.. hopefully i can go this yr??? see first........ sianz....Hmm... Look thru my prelim time table.. Nt very bad.. Still alrite... Jia you lor.. WHat can i say.. But life is quite tough during that period of time... =( Sob sob.... i am scared though.. i wonder how i can pull thru this time rd? Liwan.. jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SUPER-esT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Happy Birthday Singapore... =) Happy birthday MR DEAREST AH MA... I LOVE U DEEP DEEP. I will celebrate with you every year. ESp next yr, we will hold ur BD at Hotel k??? When i start working?? Yupz.. I love u .. I wanna give u the best which others cant give u ... I love u ....Hmmm.. quite slow with my revision today. celebrated my ah ma bd.. Bought her cakes and treat her lunch. Yuppz... FInished RJC paper... So what's next?? shall move on to chem... yupz...viewed my video using my sis laptop just nw. Feel kina of sad? dun noe why? weird... The feeling is diff... Yupz. But it is okay... Jia you liwan !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Must mug le... =)YES! I wanna be the super-est!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
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YAWN....Hmmm... time of the mth.. =( this makes me feel worst...Well, walk to as usual. haix.. I guess i need to walk faster. need to train my walking speed. BLEH...Sch end ard 10am. Quite fun.. =) I like the concert. I dun noe why? probably it is the last year? haix.. had a string of thoughts when i was there. I guess i wont bear to leave TJC? dun noe.. will come back one day... =( I finished editing the video. Burnt into a CD le.. YEAH.. But sad to say that there are still a few mistakes. I am not going to change it le. i guess as long as it is understandable... I will redo after prelim.. V tiring de lor.. I spend half a day doing this video. =( .. sadded...Tried chem just nw. The questions are quite tough.. Will get the ans from amelia. =) ... Studying econ later. Must stay focus le... have a lot of things to do. Must finish them during the break.. Yupz.. Liwan, can de... Doing maths, chem, econ n Gp during the break.. Hopefully i can clear my physics too.. HAix.. Tired... eyes are closing .. But i must chiong econ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO GOi Wanna be ur super-est student...
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
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It was a long day.. TIRED...feeling v low after chem lesson. I guess i am nt up to it...Ernest said that the lesson was alrite. Said my teaching method is roughy the same as ms fong. Yupz, trying to copy her method of teaching cos i scared the class cant adapt. haix... I tried my best le...TIME OF THE MONTh... ARGH!!!!!! and i have NAFA... I tried my best liao... managed to talk to ms Ho... Okay la.. din buy anything for her.. cos after chem lesson , i am just nt in the mood..tired.. Gonna go bathe.. need to study physics le.. If nt cannot make it...B4 i go.. i went to look for Mr Andy. Hmm.. he cannot confirm with me =( ha... But i understand his plight. its okay! i wil stick to my initial proposal. =)
Monday, August 06, 2007
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HMMM.. tired....Tried my best for my maths paper le. SORRY YA... i noe it was an easy paper. I am just lousy.. haix... =( =( Saw ms fong on my way to sch. Lolx.. told her abt the love letter which i gave to my dad. I told her the content... ha.. she was amazed. Trying to act like she was crying.. Lolx.. Okay la.. it is true that it is a touching letter. Yupz.. Then i apologised to her for staying back on one of the wed last few wks ago. I mean i just didnt have the courage to say to u . i told her to give me some time.. Soon ya.. Quite ready le.. i told her to bring along towels in case we cried together.. We laughed ... ha... she told me a lot of other things .. HA.. Now i noe what is in ur mind le.. GOOD LUCK to U ya?? pray for u ...Hmm... Maths test was easy but i wasnt ready. =( =( I am dead. I think i just wanna a pass? ha.. God pls help me pls.... I always tell MR ANG that i am scared. HAix.. he laughed when i said that to him this afternoon. Just no confidence... MS yang??? i need plenty of help....Taught the class group VII. Is beta le.. No longer that nervous. A student by the name Fong May Ee used HP in class leh!!!!!!! ha.. of course i embarrassed her in front of the whole class.. My classmates told me to confiscate... haha............... BAd student....After sch... i stayed back for consultation. Hmm.. till 5 pm.. 2 hrs.. cleared a lot of things.. I frightened ms fong cos i placed a pile of wksheet on the table. AND SHE thought......haha... We just kept laughing ya.. the weather was v bad.. wanted to take off my uni.. super hot la... Need ard 3 more sessions with her... And shld be able to clear my things le.. Tired... I am still waiting for the day when i can make u cry.. haha.. U wait k .... Hmm.. ms Ho sms me just nw.. she is coming back.. So i gonna go buy smthg for her? ha.. for teachers' day present. YUPZ.. I hope i can rmb.. Hope to c u .. miss u ... just realised smthg today. TEACHERS DO TALK TO ONE ANOTHER ABT STUDENTS.. =( MS LI TOLD MS FONG ABT ME... When i study under TRC, Other CHEM TEACHERS will also tell ms fong ... Oh dear, i think i need to be a gd gal.. Wa biang.. beta zip my mouth? be a gd gal sia... I wonder what ms li told ms fong?Only chat with her once leh.... haha... Will go ask her... BLEH!!!!!!!!....Need to go prepare my work le... Need to continue to teach grp VIITIRED.. TIRED.. be the super-est!!!!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
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Spent some time crying today....Finally i get to express what i wanna say le.... I kept it for like 10 yrs... Yupz.. Hopefully u will understand what i wanna say.. Yupz, i love u ....din manage to study much for tmr test. =( =( study later ba.. have more work to do le.. Gotten SRJC , MJc inorganic chem tutorial.. sob sob... Need to do a lot of things... HAIX....JIA YOU LIWAN... I LOVE MYSELF.. i wanna be a happy gal... SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!
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Just finished RJC paper 3... Actually their questions are nt too bad. It is nt super difficult n not super easy . It is suppose to be managable? It is slightly difficult . ??? ha.. I contradict myself. Gonna go bathe soon... Jia you ba....After bathing i will need to prepare properly those ques which i need to ask ms fong tmr.. No TIME TO WASTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AFter that i will study maths! Tmr maths test sia.. HAix.. complex n linear regression. trying to score all from linear regression but haix.. I mean my linear regression also nt v gd... HOW??? i have a feeling that Mr Ang will talk to me again... Haix.. He will surely say that i progress v slowly . =( haix.. But my percentile jump from 24 to 52 leh?? ha.. nvm.. will continue to jia you! hopefully ms yang can help me. =( I have to plan my time table ... ArgH! SLOW SLOW SLOW SLOW... =(SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 04, 2007
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Got a new MP4.. i din buy it. It is a gift from my cousin. I dun really like it but i will just use first lor... next time then buy....
Tired... Hmm, studied econ today. did linear regression. After that, i started to prepare my teaching material again. Still gt 2 more sections ! will complete them tonite. Need to finish RJC paper 3 today. sianz.. I am dead.
Kind of tired... edited my video. Hehe.. Still a bit lousy.. need a lot of pics to fill all the gaps. HAix.. Jia you ba... need to finish asap if nt will affect my studies.... Jia you ba
Not gg for physics tmr. Sianz.. dun feel like doing anything... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAwn....
Friday, August 03, 2007
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HAIX .... Very stressed.... Just cant focus!Decided to stay in sch to study next time.. probably next week onwards... my attitudee simply suckz...Bought 5 prelim papers for econ. Will find time to do.. HAIZ... always no time.Hmmm... had chem lecture with mr Ong. Well, he is a v nice teacher. But i cant really catch what he was saying. Xue ting n novita said that his teaching is V gd compare to ms fong. But too bad la.. I still feel that ms fong is te SUPER-est.. ha.. I mean diff people gt diff views....HAix.. Need to start doing the SUMMARY LE... Gd luck sia.. I need to redo some part of it!!!!! =( =( .. suppose to study econ tonite.. Jia you ba.. =(
Thursday, August 02, 2007
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TRYING TO STAY FOCUS...........................SOMEONE HELP ME???????????????????????AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHFEEL SO TRAPPED... =( SOB SOB SOB SOB.... let me cry out loud... =(
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YEa... 15.44 for 2.4 km.. Soon can say bb to 2.4km. ........ I miss Mrs Goh? She is a v wonderful teacher. Probably will talk to her soon.. I miss talking to her.. gt teased by MR SIM.. ha.. he is so funny.. He always influences me to forget abt being a teacher cos it is tough. BUT I TOLD HIM I AM VERY DETERMINED. HE CITED A LOT OF EXAMPLES.. ha. But nthg can stop me. I told him i wanna to inspire, motivate and influence! ha..SYed told me to motivate, influence n inspire him. HA.. I think it is fun leH!.. After 2.4 Km, i was half dead... Called ms fong after maths lesson. We talked for ard 15 mins. I think is gd to let her noe. Ha.. We crapped. Now u use napkin, But I will make sure u use TOWEL in 2 to 3 wks time. haha... Maybe i can buy for u ? For teachers' day present? talking abt teachers' day, HAix.. broke.. haha.. No money.. ha....
Did MJC chem paper 2 half way. It is still easy. =) .. But i hate paper 1 haha.. Slowly la.. But i will finish paper 2 by today. Need to go thru TE tmr ... Jia you ba.. Oh ya.. Helped ben n yi lin just nw. Missed my lunch. Yupz, i have confidence that they will be alrite b4 prelim. HAHA.. c'mon, i am a gd teacher k??? I mean they had fun? let them try RJC, HCI papers to boost their confidence. =))) GOD, then who can help me with my chemistry??? sob sob... Tired.. YAWN... Need to plan my time table.. Jia you ya.. liwan, can de!!!!!!!!! Kill all the papers.SUPER-est!
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
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HMMM.. I am here to blog again.. Haix.. getting more pimples.. Too stressed liao? dun noe....Finally finished econ .. I mean only one part on taxes.. Sianz.. V slow... Going to thru another time... Gonna do MJC paper 1 later. I guess that paper was tough! haix.. Just try my best lor.. No harm trying.. Having NAfa tmr.. Oink Oink.. It is like a pig running ard the tracks... Tough tough tough! argH! .. tired..... Tired.. Why cant i stay focus lately? Why cant i concentrate lately? Why am I liek always day dreaming.. Gonna die... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I suckz.. cant wait for everything to be over... =( =( ...Super? super-er ? super-esT!
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Hmmm... everything is alrite ! Went out with mdm koh to makan. Then mdm lim joined us. haa... had a happy lunch. I wanna tried the vegetarian food fri? ha.. probably asking mdm koh again.. ha... Happy happy.. Mdm Koh, thankz.... After that i asked her if she wanna eat ice cream.. hehe.. And i rmb smthG!!!!! The ice cream deal with Mr TAN. Wanted to buy but din see him in sch... too bad...Haiz... why r u in-charge of that again? next mnth? sob sob... I will see wat i can do.. ARGH!!!!!!!!hmmm.. noe a new teacher today. Ha.. she approached me n talked to me b4 civics. Ha.. We talked abt chem! I told her that i am jealous of her. SHE CAN BE A CHEM TEACHER... She said she gonna wait for me to come back. =P .. I told her to enjoy teaching nw. Told her to motivate , inspire n influence all her students. Yupz.. That's what i said. haha... Thankz for ur encouragement. I will try harder... THANKZ....Hmm.. saw elaine just nw. HAIX... she asked me abt.. haix.. Will give u a call tmr morning! U must jia you! I heard a lot ... please, hope u r fine... SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!
