Saturday, June 30, 2007
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Went to Visit my grandma in the morning.
After that i told my cousin that i am gg out to TM! All of them decided to follow me... Of course i din hesitate and said YES! but somehow i regretted. The 3 of them are quite naughty n noisy. HA.. There were a lot of people ! i cant handle sia. One of them said " i wanna go toilet!"! The other one said that they wanna eat MAc.. and so on.. Apparently , i cant shop for the things i wan!.. I wanna buy perfume! sianz diao... I guess its okay, shall wait till next sat.. GG out with mY DEAR again... ha... DEAR, u gonna wear the red top? and i am gg to wear the halter? Not FAIR SIA... blah.. see la..
I haven arrange the places which i am gg to. I wanna go vivo, i wanna go lau pa sat, i wanna go clarke quay, i have to go Q donuts, chinatown? I wanna go central? HOW ya? so many places? Wait let me think.. still gT! Anymore?? dun noe.. will ask ard.. hehe...Oh ya, may be can try sentosa !!!!!!!!!!!! YEA... DEAR, u must company me hOR... haha..
HMMMM... let me think, very sianz.. dun noe why.. After the stupid JCT, i feel a bit helpless. EVERYTHING IS BACK TO SQUARE ONE! My table is in the mass, but i refused to pack. I haven go to matrix to print all the stuff that i shld.. Liwan, is so lazy!
Will start to write down the stuff i need to revise FOr MATHS n PHYSics.. WILL LEAVE CHEM ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHHA... WIll chiong maths n physics! Dun love chem .. dun wan dun wan .. Wait for ms fong to chase after my work.. Shall be a BAD STUDENT!!!!!! then what will happen to my 'super-est student'... Sian diao..
K.. gonna go down.. tata....... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mum wanna talk to me.. Scared leH!!!!!!!!!!! haha..
SUPER-est?
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Friday, June 29, 2007
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BOO!!!!!!!!! haha.. that's me!!!!!! Dear, why cant i put urs too???? sob sob...
I like it leh... But look a bit retarded!!!!! =P=p...
DEAR, urs is the nicest la.. Let me upload leh.. =p=p=p
Love u....
Went to a lot Pasir Ris to meet my DEAR!!!!! Hope u like the pooh bear!!!! =P=P... Buy u a bigger one next time? Or u prefer the one looking u nw?? Blah...
After that I went to TM!!! SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I made the badge le... YEA YEA... i ammmmm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo damn happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope everything will turn out smoothly.. hehe... But nt very perfect la but its okay! Like what my dear said, "better than nthg".. Blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmmm .. after that i went orchard. We went to MAngo and shop.. haha.. finally there are size "s" which i cant wear cos i slim down le.. haha.. somehow a bit sad la.. lost fats at the wrong area!!!!!!!! haha.. DEAr, dun worry, i will catch up with u soon.. lalalala.. i love u!!!!!!!!
I spent ard $50 dollars... I bought 3 tops. 1 halter, 2 T-shirt.. Actually i like my halter TOP!!!! haha.. Actually i like the 3 of them... Hope to buy more.. But no sponser!!!!!! My dear gt me to sponsor her... But no one sponsor me....... haha... No la, i also gt no $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to sponsor u!!!!!! But i dun mind buying little things for u to make u happy!!!!!!!!! Love always.. haa
I wore heels to shop lor.... Oh my God.. it is damn painful!!!! Dying at orchard. But seriously i had a lot of fun just nw.. Learnt smthg nw today.. Practised "hooking" on people hand" .. haha.. a bit thick skin....
Oink Oink... slping soon.. But gonna go POM POM soon... nite
SUPER-est student!!!!!! Super-est teacher!
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
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Tired.
Sorry ms fong!
Thankz you ms fong!
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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Econs and Maths!!!!!!! Actually dun noe what to say...
hmm.. let me say smthg abt this JCT. The papers are nt tougH! They are management. Its okay BUT most of them test ur basic? can i say that? Yupz... Physics, econ , maths are nt difficuly when u really take a min to think back. Somehow the ques are nt there to kill us. i think they are alrite. I guess its becos i am nt really for it? I mean the basics nt there yet! Tired... YAWN!
Okay.. So tmr is chemistry! Tmr is the day. Mr Lim KK approached me just nw. He told me nt to be so nervous and worried cos the paper is manageable. Mr LIm, i hope sO!!!!! dun worry, i will give my best!
Gonna take a short nap! If nt cant study tonite.. will start with organic chem then Physical n the rest!
super-est!
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
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haix... Just cant focus!!!!!!! but i am seriously trying v hard la... ArGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to give up initially, but I rmb MS HO! and therefore i gave up the thoughts of doing so...
SO many more chaps to go!!!!!!!!! I teaRED just nw. I dun noe why, tears just trickled down my cheek. When i realised that i need to stay up late tmr again to mug chem, i was damn sad. I DUN NOE. Perhaps i tHink too much le.
SUPER-est student is trying her best to tahan sia!!!! GO GO GO GO GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA BE UR SUPER-est STUDENT!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA BE SUPER-est Teacher's SUPER-est student????
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THE SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!
Ooo.. tried studying maths. Somehow finished le. Will do again tmr after econs? I guess only have ard 1hr plus break. Gonna Jia you lor.. Somehow i feel that i have already tried my best!
Hmmm.. cant concentrate.. and i really wonder why. Tired!
Gonna go bathe lor.... quite late le. Still can feel the pain. I drank 3 cups of coffee le. Finished two chaps of econs nia... Sadded... A lot more to go!!!!! Still not very steady yet!
I guess i have to stay up late tonight or nt gg to slp tonight! That's what i can say ba.....
Hmmmm.. feel beta le.. HAppier. I guess becos i crapped too much in the morning. Tried to do video when i was taking break. i din manage to save my project cos my com hang! but its okay lor.. I will start to do after JCT!!!!! YUPZ!!!! I am sure it will be a fantastic one.. hHHA.. Lame...
K la.. Go bathe le.. smelly cat! MUG HARD tonite... Everything will be fine!!!!!!
SUPER-est student!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE the best of the BEst!I Wanna Do u proud!!!!!!!! I really really wan!!!!!!!!!!
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Ouch.. still can feel the pain...
din slp well =( =(
went to sch this morning.. Called mdm Koh.. ha.. we chatted for a while b4 i i went for consultation...
consultation was alrite... We crap a lot. ha.. We talked a lot... haix.. is true that in ur heart i am but in my heart i feel that i deserve it la. Working very hard toward "super-est" !
She said that Super-est sounds like Stuipid-est! ahah.. so funny...... Be the best of the best ??? Jia you too....
Liwan is gonna study maths till evening and start on econ! So many things undone.. So screwed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH can u hear me shouting?
YES, I AM DETERMINED TO BE UR SUPER-EST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, June 25, 2007
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feeling slighty beta...
Went for Mr looh's lesson. KANA "suan" by him. Ans quite a lot of ans wrongly today. I really wonder what will happen WED sia.. HOW AM I GG TO MEMORISE THE WHOLE THING???????????? I sianz diao....
Gonna slp late tonight! Doing a bit of maths. I guess i am just gonna read all my lecture notes ! that's all! I prac a lot le.. if still cant make it, i also gt nthg to say.. haix.. help me !!!!!!!!!
Hope to touch on chem leh!!!! I am scared... Oh ya, still gt econ. I guess i wont be able to slp much tmr la.. Since wed have econ !!!!!!!!!! Gonna jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEA, SUPER-est student!!!!!!!!!!!! GO!! GO! GO! GO!
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wake up at 4.30... tried to study physics. Walked to sch with ms fong this morning. We are bth sick. Crap a lot.. I asked for my chem teacher since tis is 3rd term. Guess what she said!!!!!! She said term 3 gt 3 months and she might come back only the last day of third term. Wa bianG!!!!! haaa... I was like soooo speechless though i was merely playing! .... Will queue donut for u!
Haiz.. physics paper was a disappointment. Expected that my circuit is my weakness. Very disappointed. I suckx. MCQ was tough too. The way i do MCQ is like people buying 4D..... I guess it is time to sit down and reflect and start to plan smthg le.. I will learn to love physics. Tired... jia you!!!!
Gp essay was haix.. Kind of upset. Hope to get >20. Comprehension is slightly easier than normal prac... Just hope that i can pass? hope so... If nt > 40?
After that i called ms fong lor cos karen wanna talk to her.. She is meeting karen at 8.. She is meeting me at ard 9... After that i talked to her regarding my physics. I told her that my attitude suckz. I mean i prac too. But !!!! i just dun love physics. AI SHI BU NENG MIAN QIANG de......... that's what i told her.. ya la. we just went on crappping. Then i told her abt my super-est ... ha.. " ms fong, u are my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ too!!!!!!!!" ... I ended calling her Super-est teacher n she ended calling me "super-est student".. haa.. tHankz cher, U really make my day.. I love u a lot.... take care.. get well soon...
haix.. TIME of the mnth again.. feeling weak n tired... so will rest then bathe then eat.. gonna mug hard tonite!!!! Jia yoU!
YEA!!!!!! I AM THE SUPER-est Student!!!! U ARE SUPER-est TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!
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i must be honest and say that i miss u !
So tmr is the day.. Perhaps, i shld say 'today' since its already midnight?
feeling kind of tired....
One more rd of physics B4 i sleep? Yupz...
God , pls guide me. I pray that you can grant me with wisdom and knowledge. I hope u can bless me with what i need and want. Am i too Greedy? God forgives me.
Liwan, jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
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Feeling kind of down!
Liwan, jia you ba... Have a positive mindset. DUn be upset anymore...
All you need is to give ur very best throughout this week. I guess i am quite proud of myself.
K... i guess i am gonna slp quite late again! have to study hard tonite.... Coffee!!! .. gOnna bathe!
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was talking to KS just now. After talking to him , i am more determined about what i wanna to achieve. yes, i wanna do well this time. I am prepared to go for the battle !!!!!!!!! Thankz KS. Liwan,. stick to ur own goal, Ur aims.... Dun hesitate anymore.. Dare to dream with actions...Jia you K? ALL u need is to give ur best. U will do well...
YEs, Gonna mug very hard!!!!!!!!!!!! A few more hrs to GO!!!!!!!!!! CAn de.....
SUPER!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
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How i wish u were here... How i wish u could company me ...
Teared just nw. I guess too stressed up over Physics!!!!! C'mon! what is physics!!! How difficult can it be? haix.. I just cant cope with physics. I noe i dun have the passion for physics. i also dun have a teacher for physics. How to force myself to love smthg that i really dun have interest in?????????? i tried my very best already!!!!! ArGH!!!!!!!!........
tired... Gonna Mug till very late today.
1) RE STUDY PHYSICS
2) RE STUDY GP
3) RE STUDY ECONOMICS ( 2 chaps)
BE THE SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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just came back.. spent most of the time inside the bus....
din buy anything.. felt like a jelly............ wo zhen de lei le...............
manage to study a bit of chem just nw.Not v gd.. just pray that that stupid ques wont come out. Argh.... asking for help on MON... hopefully ms fong can help me... Dying liao la..... Did GP too.. nt v bad la.. but need a lot of memory spaces.
Gg to do GP one more RD... Then will go say hi to my physics. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jia you ba....
Oh ya, i guess i am moving to TAMP soon. Next yr ? i think so. I told my mum i wanaa be the designer. I told her i wan my ROOM to be super Nice. The painting must include a lot of pictures. TOO bad.. Gt scolded.. HMPH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Nt really scolded la.. She just teased me. She said it is pointless to decorate till so nice since in the end I wont be staying there for so long. I was like speechless lor.. BLAH!!!!!!!! BLAH BLAH... Actually to me, it is alrite nt to move la.. Over here there are a lot of memories. MAVIS? ha.. MY AI AI .. haha.. See ba.. =( ...
K la.. stop thinking of stupid things... Gonna study hard. Was talking to MR TAN just nw. HELP HELP HElp.. Does it help to slp 8 hrs a day??? BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER-est
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Would you be there to love , to be with me? Would you say that you would be there to kiss my pain away?
Wake up at 9 plus. SOb sOb.. din manage to slp for a while more. No Choice. So it is ard 5 hrs plus of slp. I am still coughing very badly. All the medicine that i took b4 din seem to work... HOW? My lip is dried. I guess i din drink a lot of water too. =( k , it is time then to drink more water.
So what am i gonna do today?
Hehe.. CHem? ( i cant wait to say hi to my chem leh!!!!!! i cant deny the fact that i like chem .. haha.. ) Then will do GP!!!! Then willl do Physics.... Then will Do econ lor... ( sob sob.... ) Then do phyiscs AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess that's it!!!!!
K.. It is breakfast time!!! Hungry. I will study hard today BUT i will pamper myself today. Maybe after doing GP? See how la.. Must ask my MUM too.. haha..
I wanna be Supe-eststudent, Super-estdaughter,Super-estsister,Super-estgranddaughter,Super-estfriend,Super-estgirlfriend, Super-estteacher ,Super-estwife,Super-estmother!
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FELT like a SUPERWOMAN just nw.. I mean SUPER-EST WOMAN instead. Trying to sqeeze a lot of info in my brain.. haix..
HAIx.. Not enough of sleep means pimples are growing.. sob sob.. Will go for facial again. I guess I will be nag by Angeline??? She gonna kill me... Sorry ya, No choice!!!! may be i shld go buy facial masks tmr to lighten my sentence! haha.. KK.. Probably after studying will take a break.. go bedok inter n buy!!!!!! I guess i must pamper myself too.. HAHA This is what i call as relaxing.. haha.. Okay!!!!!!! I tHink i will do that!!!!!!!!... Tmr is the day to pamper myself. =P But i know people will THINK that i am crazy. Its like 2 more days to Mid yr, i still can relax. HA.. Anway, i tried my best le. What can i do? Argh!! I know i haven complete a lot of Things but no choice la....
going 3 soon.. I guess i will look at GP again b4 i slp. Did econs and Gp just nw. Econ is like soooooooooooooo difficult. Sob sob... Dun wanna fail. NONONONNONO.. Liwan can de.... =) =)
BE the SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna be ur SUperstudent!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really really wan!!!!!!!!!
It is tough and therefore i will give my best. Liwan, continue to strive hard.
SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER!!!!!
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Friday, June 22, 2007
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doing GP... Education!!!!! Nt too much.. Focused on 4 themes. Hmm.. Nt very indepth ya, But somehow gt smthg to write at least. God i hope everythIng will be fine !!!!
HMM.. called janica just nw. Asked her physics. We gt all messed up! But its alrite ya, will be asking Mr derrick on sun. Meeting him at 10 am. I guess tonite i will chiong GP for probably 2 hrs! After that i will do ECON. That's all. I think i will late tonite la. Will study at the living room ba. No choice. =(
Liwan, gonna jia you!!!!!!!!! The Education impetus driving me crazy?? Sound a bit wrong.. nvm... hehe.. Okay la.. In quite a good mood today. ALL the way liwan!!!!!! One more WEEK!!!!!!!!
SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sooooooooooooooooooo tired....
went to sch today. SAW karen. HAix.. I was very sad to knoe that she is leaving. HAix... i guess i will get smthg for her?? dun noe.. see first ba.. HAIX....
went to sch to help XT. I was correct. I knew that she will be late.. HA.. She reached at ard 11 plus. I studied physics b4 i helped her with her chem.
She doesnt noe a lot of things. I summarised everything for her. I hope that will somehow help her. HAIX... her attitude towards studies a bit wrong leh?? XT, i am sooo worried for u!!! While teaching her, i get to noe what i am unsure of too. BUT who can i ask???????????? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! help me!!!!!!!!!! sob sob sob... have to figure it out my own. sadded...
Hmm... gonna study econ at nite.. Tmr will touch on chem then chiong physics n GP!!!!!! Hope that will help!!!!! GD luck gal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tired.. i need coffee.. =(=(
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hehe.. managed to talk to my DEAR just nw for 2hr 17 mins!!!!!!!! haha.. It is already one pls le... *yawn* i am so tired.
But still will continue to study physics for a while ba. Must jia you .. But my eyes are closing. I am hungry sia!!!!!!!!!! oink oink.. i am a real piggy....
managed to talk to my parents just nw. We were talking abt my future. I was frank with them that my dream is still to have a happy family of my own cos i feel that i dun have one. Of course, i still have other dreams to pursue like " all my SUPER-est" . Obviously gt teased by MY PARENTS!!!!!!!!! They said i dun even noe hw to cook n wash shoes therefore it is nt very possible that i can be a gd wife. =(((( That's very sad. BUT i will work towards my Super-est GALFREN & SUper-wife & SUper-est Mummy!!!!!!!!!!!!! Slowly ba.. =P
Okay.. gonna go study for a while more.. Need to wake up early tmr.. SIanz... sob sob...
BE tHE SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
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YAY!!!!! hmmmm... soooo My sis and I have BFs le! hahha... =p=p=p=pp=p
Okay.. enough of that... ( blah)
Studying physics now. Progressing at a very slow rate cos IT IS PHYSICS. No choICe lor.. tryIng to understand. HAIX... Hope to finish it soon!!!!!!!
Hmmmm..... Will be studyinng the whole day tmr... yupz.. Hope to finish Physics n GP. Then At nite will chiong Econ again.. Try lor.. No choice.. =(
I guess discipline is really the keyword.
haix! Whenever i am nt occupied, i will think of u. The sad thing is when i think of u , i just cant smile . Why ? i am nt very sure.
Tired!.. u bring me too much pain rather than happiness! Is this true? I am nt sure too..
probably is time to sit down and talk to u ! haix...
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HMMMMMM.........
Just came back from consultation . It was a short one . B4 i went for consultation, the aunties in the school said i slim down le. YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO happy!!!!!!!!!!! It means it is true that i have become slimmer?? But , i ate cheese fries just nw. HAIX. I guess sooner or later i will put on weight again. ( i love cheese fries) haha
The consultation was alrite. Mr Ang told me my weakness and wanna me to prac a bit more b4 i go for the paper. Okay i will do that. =) . After that he asked me abt my progress. He was quite happy to hear abt my progress. I told him that i am sick for 2 1/2 wks.. Haven recovered yet.. haa.. he was quite worried. he gave me some advices. Thankz cher. After that he told me abt his life in uni, he told me abt big bang, he asked me life after death. I was quite shocked. After that he told me a lot of stuff abt his religion. He asked for my point of views. Yupz..We talked a lot... i was quite surprised that we have so much to share even though i am nt a christian. k la.. I mean i am nt v close to him la.. =( =(
*yawn*.... Read GP just nw. Cant really rmb.. Will continue to read or what u call as memorising the facts. Yupz.. Jia you.. Xiang ting sms me just nw , so we will be meeting at 10.30 tmr in sch. Teaching her chemistry. Hope i can help la. =) i am nt feeling well too. have to study physics and GP too. =( Jia you liwan.
I guess i will stay up late again ba.... Jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA BE UR SUPER STUDENT!!!!!!!!
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*missing u *
HMM.. disappointment. I slept quite early yesterday. like 1 am.
* coughing like mad* super not well...
Today must study real hard la.. cant play liao. God give me strength....
Physics Physics Physics........
still v tired. haix.. gonna go bathe n head down to sch to see Mr Ang. Hope everything will be fine. Taking Vitamin B later if nt i will fall asleep in Mr Ang room. HA....
Liwan, jia you pls? Not much time left le , yet u still dare to slack yesterday.
Jia you Jia you!
SUPER-est!
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
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* missing u *...
in pain again.. My gastric is giving me problem.. sob sob sob......
Gonna go mug again. Need to finish maths by today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
starting Tmr i will be studying physics n GP all the way till SUN!!!! Good luck ba. But in between i will do some chem and econ... ( Hope so)
was chatting with ying qi... Another gal who never study chem. I wonder why most people choose to sacrifice chem when cant finish! Guess what i will sacrifice if i cant finish??? hehe.. I wont sacrifice any sub de !!!!!!!! I will give my best . =) ( isnt it a gd ans? ) Qi Qi , u must jia you ya.. We just pray for the best.
LIWAN, Mug hard and be the best.. OUCH! It is painful.. My gastric.. *sob sob *...
SUPER-est....
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ARGH!!!!!!!! Just came back from TM.. sob sob.. everyone over there was Laughing away , everyone over there was shopping like crazy!!! I guess i was the only one with a SAD face. =(
Sang "would u be there" just now. I thought of a lot of things when i was singing.. HAIZ... I put this song in the video which i have made. The effect is not to bad. I hope it will be a nice one. hmm.. i will start to do the video again after mid yr ba. i haven add all teh transitions and effects.
Will chiong all i can ba.. =)
Sing sing sing sing sing sing... I wan to sing out loud...............
SUPER-est!!!!!!
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HaiX..... Depression! I know left one week but i just cant tahan...
was doing DE just nw. DepressioN! I din manage to complete one full ques for all the ques. I need help!!!!!!!!!!! Will ask Mr Ang TMR. He is soooooooooo Gonna kill me .. No la. i knoe he wont...
Gg out after blogging.. need some fresh air.. V tired le. Will study after i come back ard 3 plus or 4.. Gonna go popular ba... Just wanna get away from work! I simply cant tahan this kind of lifestyle. felt like a NUN lor.. !!!! Sob sob!!!!!!!!!!
When i come back i will study in this sequence
1) Vector
2) Stats
3) Sequence & series
4) Probability and PNC
5) DE!!!!!!!!! sob sob...
Liwan jia yoU!!!!!!!
SUPER-est
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Oink oink.. had supper!!! PASTA... Jialat sia.. Sure put on weight!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ms yang , dear U guyz sure i slim down le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been eating a lot even though i am sick... Argh..
*cougH*
I blogged in the evening but smthg wrong with the stupid blogspot!!!!!!!!! Its okay!!!!!
Just finished 1 rd of revision and i cant tahan le. Feel like sleeping. Tired.
I dun think i can finish re study for 2 rds.. I thInk i will study those chaps which i am nt v sure with!!!!!!!!!!!! Good luck sia...
i am very tired... Tmr will be a beta day!!! I will be doing maths . StATS, DE n everything ba. dun noe .... wo hao lei... dan wo bu hui fang qi............
one more wk to go..................... jia you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAnna be ur superstudent!
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
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sianz.. wasted a lot of my time slping . very tired. I drank one can of red bull but it din help much. I suckz sia...
2 more chaps to GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sob sob............... And 2 more rds leh.. how to complete??? i guess i will try to slp late tonite.. =( =( =(
just nw XT called me. She asked me for help. Haix... Another gal who hasnt start to study chem. Gal, if Ms fong knoes she will be damn upset sia... HAix... she called and asked me some ques which she ought to knoe long time ago. I started to be a bit worried for her.. I was coughing like mad when teaching her. I decided to offer help. I told her to finish revision B4 fri or maybe read thru everything B4 fri, then i will help her on fri. Will give her an overview of all the chaps. She was touched.. hhaa.. gal, u owe me smthg!!!!! But u have to pray that i will be fine on Fri.. if nt i will pass all the virus to u!!!!!! Actually i din expect myself to offer help la..But i din regret la.. I can revise when giving her an overview. =)
GG to watch Tv. Will mug from ard 8 onwards. HAix.. Sianz.. cant finish hw??? Dun noe..Just 2 more rds and it will be oVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tmr will chiong my maths!!!!!!!! Jia you Liwan.. dun give up!!!!!!!! Just one more week.. everything will b fine... =)
SUPER-est
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Ahahahahahacoooooooooooooooooooo ... gt flu and still coughing... My phlegm is super GREEn.. iT is dark green.. felt like i was dying soon earlier in the morning.. That feeling was terrible. I wake up at 7 plus cos really dun feel well but I was still v sleepy... So I decided to take cough syrup and flu medicine... Guess why? cos i know after eating i would be able to slp soundly... Oink oink....... So i went to my parent bed and slp.... slpt for 2 hours ... feeling slightly better.... Oink Oink....
going back to school on THurs. Meeting Mr Ang. I feel so bad to call him back towards the end of holiday. I am sorry and a BIg THANKZ YOU!.. I hope i wont pass the virus to u!!!!!!!!!!! Might be meeting Mdm Koh for Lunch b4 sch starts ba... Not sure yet but she will tell me soon... =) =)
Very happy that i manage to finish 2 rds of "restudy" yesterday. So i did 3rds all together. Liwan, i am proud of u k? continue to jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ultimately if u dun do well, just need to rmb that u tried ur best and continue to give ur best!!!!!!!!!! Just dun give up!!!!!!!!!!!!
So today, i am still gonna continue with another Booklet of notes. Will do 3 rds today too.. But i hope i can do more ba... Not sure... And I hope to revisit yesterday ones too.. If i manage to do that today, I will be more confident. if cant then perhaps i wil try to squeeze in time lor...
Ermm... Saw This quote on Ms Betsy msn , : Losing is not failure but wanting to lose is! I strongly feel that it is nice quote. Somehow for my case, i might change it to Losing is not failure but afraid to lose is. To be frank, i would be super sad if i lost the battle... =( haix... ( *slap* , stop thinking of negative things ) Yupz, will Continue to jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wont give up!!!!!!!!!! *yawn*
K.. gonna go bathe le.. *pom pom*
Trying to be the SUPER-est!!!!!!! Learn to pick up myself when i fall. It might be painful, but it wont stop me from picking up. It is tough to persuade myself that its okay to fall but it often makes me grow stronger after each hurdle. It is tough therefore worth trying it!!!
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Coffee doesnt work le!!!!!!....
I was damn hungry just nw. Ate bread, biscuits and dumpling... Now feel like slping.. ArGH!!
I am still coughing like mad.. Sob sob.. i guess i will take medicine b4 i slp...
Just finished one rd of REstudy.. Will be doing a second rd... Liwan gonna jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!
I scared my immune system break down sia.. Cos i am TB highly positive... Then nw keep coughing.. Argh!!!!!! sob sob... Then i dun really listen to instruction. they said take medicine 1/2 hr b4 food.. But i ignored leh.. After taking the medicine , i continued with my food... But i dun Think i am so lucky la....
Oh ya.. Ms yang and the admin jie jie said i slim down le!!!!!!!! Happy happy! ... i am nt on diet.. I ate a lot.. But still they said i slim down.. but i noe it is unhealthy ... =(
K.. enough of craps.. gonna study again.......... My eyes are closing le.. But still must jia yoU!
WANNA BE UR SUPERSTUDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, June 18, 2007
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I LOVE TOW LI WAN
i got back my Mock Paper le. I got 52/80. It is 65 % . I am truly quite upset. I find that it could be better. I mean the paper is nt tough! It is alrite. I did beta compare to promo exam.. This paper is meant to be hard cos they are all intergrated ques.... haix.. But Why cant i get at least a 70% . I gt a few careless mistakes . They are calculation errors. HAIx. But after hearing a lot of my classmates only manage to do 2 out of 4 ques, some have to spend 2hrs on one ques, others have to flip the notes a lot of times, i start to console myself that i am doing fine. I gave myself exam conditions and of course NO notes to refer ....hehe.. I guess if i could myself a kiss, i would have do so. I am a bit proud of myself =) well, a pat on my shoulder ba... I will take it as a positive motivation. Must do well for JCTS alrite? .. I guess i start to love myself. WAN WAN.. I love WAN WAN..
Well, I shall go and study ECON. It is terrible. I guess i would wan to try REstudy for micro for 2 rds.. I did 1/2 rd.. So gonna jia yoU!!!!!!!!!! Then tmr will push myself even further.. Will definitley sleep later .. I hope so... i guess will drink one more cup of coffee.. =)
LIWAN.. Guess try ur best k??? U can de.... try harder k????
SUPER-est
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*cougH* cOuGH*.. It din get better...
Just drank a cup of coffee. Still very tired. My eyes are closing ! Sob.. I slept at ard 12 plus yesterday leh, it is relatively quite early.. Kind of sad... HAix... I guess i will slp late TODAY.. My target is 2 plus.. hehe...
Well, i read my fren blog just nw. He gt all his targets for JCT. I have mine too. But i am very scared of writing down or telling people my targets. I dun even dare to tell my chers. I am afraid. I wanted to even aim higher buT smthg held me back. I am nt sure what is that smthg.. LAck of confidence???? i guess so.
studied a bit of chem in the morning for ard 1 hr... and stopped. Cos today is meant for my Econ. Wanna Re study MY ECON!!!!! So i left today and Tmr to do so!!!! gd luck k??? It is also nt easy to restudy ya.. cos when u learn that u 4get a lot.. then gd luck sia.. haha...
i called KAren just now. She said that she havnt really started chem. Then i asked her abt econ, she said that she is still at first chap.. I was shocked. So cant help her much. karen , Yao jia you!! will be there for u .. =)
I guess i slowed down quite a lot le.. since i am sick. ARGH!!!!!! Hope to get well soon.. Gg for Mr Looh's lesson later. It is chem again... Must jia yoU!!!!!! I always pay attention in tuition n sch.. so that i do not need to study a lot.. HEhe.... hope to learn new things today... Hope to get back my paper too.. I hope i wont fail! HAIX... sianz... GOD pls help me....
*YAWN*... What do i really aim for ? Is it too ambitious?
i rmb last yr when ms fong told us to do target setting, i returned it to her with JCTS results. That's all. I left the projected marks for Promo blank. But deep inside my heart, i really do know what are my goals. what abt this time rd? HAIX
LAST YR PROMO
CHEMISTRY : B
ECONOMICS : C
PHYSICS : D
MATHEMATICS : E
Haix..What abt my coming JCTS?? The grades are in my hEARTS already...... I will work towards it. I promise. I wont complain anymore... I will jia yoU! I just dun wan to regret after the exam. I would want to finish studying for all my subs. Jia You liwan. U can one k? Just continue to do what u are doing , u will be fine...................
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
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*cough*cough*cough*cough*cough*cough*
haix.. I cough till my chest very pain.. sianz diao. it is a bad time to fall sick.. =(
kind of feverish again...
went for ms yang's lesson just now. She said i improved a lot.. haha.. Thankz Ms Yang, No choice , i hav a fantastic teacher =P!!!! I told her my plan after Mid Year. She knew i am very determined. heh.. She will give me her support! Ms yang, i will work towards the As.. I may not be able to do well this time ard, give me more time K? At least u din lose hope in me or give up me! thankz...... I love u a lot... hehe.. i always say that to her..lolx..
After that i met up with my deAR!! heheh.. thankz for ur jelly pudding. Eating now. It is sooooo sweet.. hehe .. U give me some time hor? i still not really!!!! =p haha.....i will make jelly for u again k?? haha... U know what? went i knoe that u were at inter just now, i was soooo happy.. cos i wanna to see u again. I prayed that u will pick up my call. And finally u did!!!!!!!!! Thankz GOd u did.. But i can sense ur excitement too?? =P...
Gg to bathe.. gonna study chem after that... i guess i will sleep early today. Nt well.. cough n cougH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOd GIVE ME Ample Strength pls?
SOmeHOW, I have achieved TWO Super-est out of All the SUPER-est .... "SUPER-est Fren & Super-estgranddaughter"... YEA!!!!!
Let me share with u ppl smthg, i find that the most difficult SUPER-est to attain is " SUPER-est student".. haix... I might nt even get it in the end. I will leave TJC with regrets sia.... HAix...
K.. stop talking abt unhappy stuff... STUDY HARD.... Dear, u are rite, we cant control things out the " circle".. haix...
SUPER-EsT!!!!!!!
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*cough* cough* cough*...
Kind of burn out le.. Headache...
i need ample rest............... *cough*
today is the last day of 3rd week! It would mean that there is one more week to go! That will be my precious week. In that one week, i need to sum up my chem, econ,maths, physics,GP. How easy is that? Haix....
So let me see.. Will be finishing chem by today? Will be finishing Econ by Tues? Will be finishing Maths on Wed? Then the rest of my week i will sum up my GP n Physics??? is it a good way of spreading my work? hope so! Hope to have more time! But somehow time is a fixed factor.. and therefore i need to sacrifice my sleeping time? K.. i noe what to do....
Shall go and bathe now.. Then MUG again ................
Would you be there to kiss my pain away? Would you be there to love, to be with me?
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talked to my dear during evening time. We brought up certain issues which are not related to GP. Some just upset the both of us. But dear, thankz. I will Think abt what u have said. *yawn*.... Oh ya.. hehe.. Dear, u owe a lot of secretsssssssssssssssssssss................. ANd most importantly ...................... hehe... =P.....
spent the whole day trying to finish what i suppose to but i just cant!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!! left 2 more... I tried to control my tears! somehow i lost the will to study chem le.. why why why why..... God pls help me?
Just let me cry .................. cry.................... haix............................................................ ARGH!!!!!!
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Saturday, June 16, 2007
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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH COOOOOOOOOOOO" *sneeze* sneeze*
took a 1/2h nap just nw.. cant tahan. =( drank a cup of coffee just nw. feeling beta....
still have 5 more to go! haix.. And let me count how many hrs i have... HMM... if i am sleeping at 2, it shld be 8 more hrs!!!!!! Hope it is enough!!!!!! Haix..
Not to bad thougH! I start to love physical chemistry cos it does nt require a lot of my memory cell... hehe... NOT LIKE STUPID ECON!!!!!!!!! SOB SOB.........
feeling quite happy today. I mean i am nt feeling blue. =) =) =) Listening to a lot of sad n sweet musics . I thInk they are wonderful. So in love with all my songs!! HA.. send me more =P.... I guess i am like retro =( *yawn*.. continue to mug again.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! HAIX!!!!!!!!!!!!
4 1/2 more mnths?? shld i be happy or sad? i mean there are many sweet n bitter memories for me to reminisce? HAix.. i suppose departure is part n parcel of life.. But i never learn to cope with it... Look forward to the next chap of life!!!!!!!! tired... Okay, stop thInking abt such morbid stuff...
Hmm.. Contiue to mug le... feel like taking a look at my video... hee...
LIWAN IS THE SUPER-est!!!!!!!!!!! ( wait, how do i know if i have achieve my goal? do a survey?? ) hah/..lame
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I love blogging.. I guess blogging have become one of my hobbies..
ARGH!!!!!! I lost my voice.. It became more sexy!!!!!! But i dun wan.. having slight flu.. *cough* cough*
Wake up at 9 plus... Slept at 2 plus yesterday nite =( ... OINK OINK.... I went to look for ai ai after breakfast. Hehe.. din get to see her for like 1 month! i do miss her... talked to her for 1/2 hr only =(.. haix.. I guess people r getting busier each day and often 4get their frens and love ones... BUt i diN!!!!! hehe. Let her listen to my fav song but she said is nt sad.. Okay lor.. nvm...
Okay.. gonna study chemistry le... Jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sneeze*.. gonna mug hard...May blog again later... ehhehe.......
SUPER-est!!!!!!!!
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sianz.. fallen sick... cough, sore throat n flu.. *sneeze* sneeze*.... kind of feverish...
Econ is giving me a real big headache. Mrs Chang HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just finished what i have intended to do for econ. Still not very gd at some chaps. After blogging will go back to re study again. Trying to slp late today. =( Today will be doing chemistry! but i guess just physical chemistry. =O *yawn*
Feel beta after saying what i have to. I guess communication is very impt!
Dear, u finally say smthg which can make me tear.. haha.. =p.. ya.. I am still waiting for u to verbalise it out!!!!!!!!! Dun be shy la.. I will keep our secret K? i wont let anyone noe... hopefully soon ba...... Still waiting !!!!!! hehe
*sneeze* sneeze*
get to learn smthg abt myself again. I need a lot of assurance everywhere n sense of security too! why is that so??? i am nt too sure.
OInk OINK.. i wannna slp.. or maybe i shld say, i NEEED ample of rest ... But i cant. Argh.. start to pity myself.. I LOVE LIWAN.. =( hahah.. *cough* cough*... it is a bad time to fall sick.. sob sob.... But i am still nt gg to give uP!!!!!
I WANNA BE Ur Super-eststudent, Super-estdaughter,Super-estsister,Super-estgranddaughter,Super-estfriend,Super-estgirlfriend,Super-estwife,Super-estmother! ( i cant wait to be the best of the best) trying hard to achieve all i can. LIWAN, Jia yoU! dun give uP!!!!!!!!!!! LEnd me ur support!!!
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Friday, June 15, 2007
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haix.. it seems like my sore throat is getting from bad to worse. ( sob sob )
I am kind of upset nw! Feel so left out! Haix.. Can u understand how i feel? i may say i dun mind but deep in my heart i am v sad. I guess that is what most gals always feel... leave it to GOD
Really hard to focus. Spent the whole day studying econ. hope all the facts can remain in my small brain. HAix. After Mid yr, i must really plan again. I am scared. =( Hope to do well.
Not meeting karen tmr cos she is sick. GAL, get well soon K? Drink more water. Will call u next week and help u with ur chem. I hope i can help ya... Din get to touch chem for the past few days. Dont have the WILL to do so.. ARGH! But chem is my FAV subject yet i have such a lousy attitude. I guess i am a horrible gal.
JIA YOU BA.. TRying hard to be the SUPER-esT.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ErM... *COUgh* CougH*... my sore throat is kind of beta le =p.. Yupz.. hehe...
tired.... I have to study hard today.. Gonna start econ again.. Haix... then Physics... I really scared i cant finish.. Haix. I wan to do well!!!!!!!!!!!! I dun wan to see any of the admin or any of the HOD!!!!!!!!!! Pls!!!!!!!!!!!! Haix.. Liwan, Jia yoU ba.. since u cant control the situation, just study hard... Hope to do maths too.. But i doubt i will have the time.. Gd luck ....
Will blog again.. hehe... Mugger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DEAR, i hope u are fine le. Give u my support k? I will kiss ur pain away ?? jia yoU!
SUPER-est
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
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Phew.. just came back from airport....
din manage to clear the stuff i need to do...
Dear,
i am proud of u k? U have the courage K? U will be a strong gal k? i know that it is hard on u .. But its okay la .. cos u know that i will always be there for u? to hold u ? to say i love u K? I will wan to share with u ur happiness n sorrow... Just give me a call if anything happens... k?
Tired... super tired... wont blog so much le.. Gg to bathe.. smelly cat...
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
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feeling kind of down.. perhaps mood swings? Hmm.. cant study much.
Perhaps what ms yang said was right. I said such things to her because i was disappointed? Dun know. BUT i have to come to terms that i shldnt expect anything from you because in ur heart , there is a place for me. You often said things which hurt me a lot. Your door is often not open for me. No matter how hard i tried, you never give me a chance. I do realise that when we touched on this issue, u will try your best not to make me feel that way. I appreciate that. BUT can you dont give me false hope? haix. Dear, perhaps u are right , i often fall into traps. I dun love to be inside the traps. I guess i talk to you soon again. Perhaps this time, i may cry in front of you. Do you know i am very tired? You often say that it is for my own good, but have you spare a thought for me? have you ever discussed with me? have you ask for my opinions? Yes, i may look superb , but AM I really one? You do things based on ur own assumptions? But i can be frank to you that , it is detrimental to me! You said i can count on you! can i still?
I learnt smthg recently about myself. I dun like sharing things. I hate to share the things i love. Dear, somehow i can understand how u feel le. I hate SHARING!!! =( =( does that mean i am possessive? i hope not. =( I am tired... God forgives me. i know i am very selfish.
Study econ at a very slow pace. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! LIWAN, jia you ba. Does one's past really matters a lot to you? dun noe. Tired... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
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Errrrrrrrrrrr.......... haix! i am never full!!! Oink Oink.. I thiNk my gastric is giving me problem. Sob soB.. But ms betsy said that its okay cos i am growing UP!!!!!!!!! haha.. But often the fats grew at the wrong place for my case!!!!!!!! ha... sob sob... I suppose it is due to stress therefore tend to eat a lot? Get hungry very easily? i guess i use to much stomach juice to think instead of brain juice..But what do we use when we are thinking? i am nt sure.. YAWN!
Started to study at ard 10. GP GP GP GP.. cant rmb all the facts. HAix! AGED? GENDER? ENVIROMENT? YOUTH? EDUCATION ( nt very gd yet) .. HAix.. All the facts are already available in my note book. BUT i haven start memorising yet. I have simply no time. Cutting out the papers and copying all the facts are already time-consuming. MOrever, DISCIPLINE IS STILL THE KEYWORD. PATIENCE Too play a part. It is tough to persuade myself to sit on the chair for more than 3 hrs to Do GP... HAIX..... JIA you liwan.. U are on ur way..............
HMMM.. so tmr is the day!!!!!! Meeting my dear. We gonna mug till 10 plus? Cool. imagine from probably 2-3 pm to 10 pm. 7 hrs! more than my sleeping time! haha.. slept at 2 plus last nite. Ms betsy was rite, i am just testing my endurance. Learning to be a strong gal. NO choice ya, cos i wanna to be SUPER-est!!!!!!
So let me think what i wanna complete tmr...
1) Finish Organic chemistry --- deductive Ques ( Mr Looh) left 3 long QUes...
2) Tampines Junior College 2007 JC H2 Mathematics revsion ( june) ( Ms yang)
3) More Practice Questions ( Ms yang)
4) Questions on Sequence & Series ( Extra)
5) Sequence & series Ex ( Ms yang)
6) Probability and PNC ( MR ang)
I suppose that's all. I hope to finish all this by tmr. =( am i too ambitious? Sob .. I am going to school tmr. HEHE.. I guess i will finish up Organic chemistry b4 i go airport and study!!!!! I hope to do more than that. I still have Econ and a lot of exercises to do. i am so screwed. God gives me strength! Must be very discipline Tmr. It is sad to realise that it is time to settle down le. No more shopping with my DEAR. Sob sob.... I cant wait for it to be over. I look foward to it thougH!!! I really wanna see how tough the paper can be.. ESP chem. I felt like being challenged. I hope that this is the correct mindset. HAAH.. I will wan to propel forward and do well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
K.. gonna study Physics and re study econ!!!!!!!!!!!! Good luck to me... Gonna pack my bag for tmr.. my table is in a mess.... sob sob....... will probably blog tonite again!!!!!!
LIWAN, U CAN DE.......... BE THE SUPER-EST!!!!!!!!!!
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This song is hard to learn.. trying learn.. aint easy.. I shall sing on my wedding day .. Haha.. jkjk.. lame..
Anyway, get to talk to my DEAr Just nw. I told my dear that how i wish that love can be measured. Cos i often have difficulties telling people how much i love them/ or express it .. haix.. Even though they may said they Noe.. But Dear, how much is enough? i am nt sure so i keep on giving n giving. i also feel that if love can be measured, people will start to reciprocate, people will start to appreciate. Isnt that so???? One may say that love can be measured
by how much the person is willing to do... to sacrifice for you... however some people just cant feel it.. just cant see... therefore if Love can be measured, the world will be a better place.. may be i am wrong.. may be cos love is " intangible" it is created to make people happy,sad, and everything...
Dear, all the secrets i have told u definitely make ur DAY. I AM very sure no one can tell u such things.. hahaha.. I am super confident. HA.. But i dun say it for fun de hor.. It took me a lot of courage to say it? hehe.. I know u love me a lot too.. But if there is a measurement for lOve.. U are DEAD.. cos We will feel super guilty..haha.. U will feel Inferior.. =p=p? i am sure u agree with me? hehe.. K la.. dun bully u!!!!!!!!!! muackz.. haha.. U still owe me many secrets.. sob sob..... tell me soon hao ma???
Tried studying physics. Cant feel the "push"... haix.. so sianz.. Tired.. have to continue lor.. Then move on to econ.. *yawn* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
TRYING TO BE Super-eststudent, Super-estdaughter,Super-estsister,Super-estgranddaughter,Super-estfriend,Super-estgirlfriend,Super-estwife,Super-estmother!( afterall, it is just my dream.. yupz.. dare to dream)
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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just came back from tuition.... zzzz tired...... from 10 to 3.. chem n maths!
let me say smthg! I guess i was wrong in defining what is a gd teacher! Yupz, i told ms yang just nw abt hw i feel abt her. I told her she is really wonderful. I told her that i know she loves maths a lot. It is written in her face. She has the anxiety to impart all her knowledge to me. SHe makes me love maths and wanna to learn more. i never have this kind of feeling b4. I learn a lot from her. She really makes lesson fun. every time i go for her lessons i will feel v motivated sia.. I mean i am nt stress, i am always amazed by her teachiNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She is a young teacher, yet she can be so gd.. Not bad wor... i guess if i wan to be a cher next time, i would wan to be like her. She is really the BEST OF THE BEST... Cheers!!!!!! ms yang, i will try to do well for my maths. She was v happy just nw. haha.. She felt that i improved a lot. She felt that my brain has finally matured.. haha.. MS yang, thankz yoU!!!!! thankz for always helping me.. Thankz for nt stressing me out... thankz thankz...
Gonna mug again... Econ econ econ.. and maybe physics or GP... probably blog again later... dun noe... haa.. Still v in love with MY SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER-EST....
WOULD YOU SAY THAT YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE TO KISS MY PAIN AWAY... HAHA... NICE NICE....
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EHEH.. SO IN LOVE WITH THE SONG!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAve been singing this song since yesterday! I am always smiling n laughing away when i am singing this sweet song!!!!! All my worries are Gone... I guess this is like a lullaby .... I guess when i cant slp, i need someone to sing this song for me... HA... =p=p=p...
tired... Stupid econ.. i cant get anytHing inside my head... Sob sob!!!!!!!! Hmm... Gonna mug hard today. later have Chem n maths tuition again! in between only have 1 hr break. I doubt i will be able to have lunch! =( =( God, please grant me strength!
If I will wait, would you still think of me,And wished that you could hold me now.Would you die for me, would you run with me,All the way ... ( so sweet!) hehe..
LIWAN JIA YOU! BE SUPER-est
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Monday, June 11, 2007
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I am so in love with this song! "would you be there"?? I controlled my tears. This shall be one of my wedding song...
If I were blue, would you be there for me,And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,And touch my lips with tender loving care
,Would you die for me, would you run with me,And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there..
If I will wait, would you still think of me,And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,All the way ...
Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,Would you swear that your love is always true,Would you say that you always be there,To kiss my pain away,Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,Would you swear that your love is always true,Would you say that you always be there,To kiss my pain away,Would you be there ..... for me ...
MY FAV PARTS :
If I were blue, would you be there for me,And whisper in my ears that's ok.Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,And say you love me one more time....
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,And touch my lips with tender loving care,Would you die for me, would you run with me,And never look back...
Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?......
If I will wait, would you still think of me,And wished that you could hold me now.Would you die for me, would you run with me,All the way ...
it isnt easy to find some whose ans is YES. It is a great sacrifice? I think so.. I guess i will put this song in the video. shall try later. I guess i will put it towards the end of video.
Did Gp in the morning.. Still warm up only.. Haven hard core,... will try harder probably tmr...
Tried Mr Looh prelim paper. Its easy. i corrected some mistakes that i have made earlier on. of course there are some tough ques. However, i guess shld be alrite.
GG to econ again.... Oh wait.. b4 econ, i need to do ms yang HW!.. haha.. get to see her tmr.. =) Tmr will be physics n GP?? i forget a bit of chem already!!! Oh DEAR!!! haha....
DEAR, jia you k??? I love u a lot. I will support u no matter what ur decisions are!!!!!!!!
BE THE SUPER-EST.. JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!
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Hungry... Smthg wrong with my stomach n gastric.. ARGH!!!!!!!! sob sob...
Today is the start of 3rd wk of holiday. Hmmm.. Still gonna mug like hell... This week meeting my dear n karen to study. Hope we will have fun studying. Well, like i say, I will be major in GP, Physics, econ This week ba... BUT.. i wil still squeeze in time for my MATHS and CHEM. I suppose THurs and SAT is a gd time doing a bit maths n chem too....
Well, Having tuition today. *yawn* ... But happy ya, just hope that i can learn a lot. HEHe.. I love learning. Gonna jia yoU!
Gonna Go.. starting GP le... HEHE... I tHInk it will take up my whole afternoon. =)
BEST OF THE BEST!!!!!... SUPER-EST!!!!!!!!!
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went for ms yang's lesson. As usual, she stayed till 6 for me. She is very nice. I can tell that she loves maths a lot. She is very keen to teach us what she noes.. haha.. I suppose she is the FIRST teacher i come across who is so enthu. haha.. I mean it is reflected on her FACE ya... Its the excitement? I love to learn from her. Ms yang, u are a wonderful teacher.
somehow finished reading thru one chap of econ le.. Will start to memorise after blogging.. *yawn* ... somehow my eyes are closing le. But i cannot.. Must tahan.. ard 2 more hrs .. Hope to finish this chap sia.. If nt.. i will be damn sad... Argh.... Jia you jia yoU!!!!!!!!
Hmmm... i suppose that's all.. haha... dun noe.. i suppose my brain is a bit dead... Tired.. oink oink..
I KNOW THAT IT IS NOT EASY TO BE THE SUPER-EST, THEREFORE IT IS WORTH TRYING IT!!!!!!!!!!!! ( sorry ya, borrow ur fav phrase..)
Oink OInk... Mugger!!!!!!
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
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Blogging time.. hehe...
kind of tired.. slept at 2 yesterday. the ulcers on my tongue?? sob sob... tried looking thru what i hav studied last night.. nt too bad ya.. Will mug v hard after i reached hme from maths tuition. Will start on another chap. Hopefully to finish it by today. Hmmm.. so Liwan, u gonna jia yoU! ...
So what will i be doing tmR? I think i will do GP in the morning follow by chem. Will try to squeeze in time here there... No time Le.. Tmr is the start of second 3rd wk.. ArgG!!!!!!!!! guess whaT I dreamt abt MR ANg!!! Asking me abt my progress for maths. Kind of bad leh!! Mr ang, dun worry, i will try my best.. =p
Meeting ms yang later.. clearing my vectors... hopefully to learn a lot of from her together. I am damn scared of Sequence n series.. sob sob... But with her ard , nthg is impossible?? show me that wonders can be true... haha..
YEA!!!!!!!!! will go mug again... will blog b4 i slp ba.. haha.. TATa
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Invented a new word with my dear just nw. Ha.. Its SUPER-EST
well shall announce that i dun wan to be Superstudent, Superdaughter,Supersister,Supergranddaughter,Superfriend,Supergirlfriend,Superwife,Supermother!
Cos i am very determined to be SUPER-EST in everything... Super-eststudent, Super-estdaughter, Super-estsister,
Super-estgranddaughter,
Super-estfriend,Super-estgirlfriend,Super-estteacher
Super-estwife, Super-estmother!
Dear, let jia you together? dun be so troubled k? rmb smthg ? i will always love u? and also that secret.. hee.. i am still waiting... its a blessing to know u ... That ques that u posed to me was tough.. i didnt expect it sia... But its gd.. u let me think deep... hehe... i guess i am nt very mature la.. Probably we can find the answer together??? YEa?
Went to loyang just nw to pray. Karen sms me ... Ask me abt ms fong...lolx.. ask me when she come back.. HOw am i suppose to noe?? Maybe next i will tell ms fong if she ever gonna leave again to tell me when she leaving n coming back.. hahaBut i told her roughly la... anyway, i asked her for the reasons... She said she forsee that she need help for chem.. Then i offer help lor.. But i told her that i may nt noe de.. then i tell her it is beta to ask her classmates cos THEY SUPER SMART.. GT STRAIGHT As... But karen is a very sweet gal.. She replied me with a heart-warming sms.. so i decided to call n ask her which day she wanna me help her.. So we shld be meeting next sat... KAREN i really hope i can help u.. haix...
Gonna try to finish one of econ after blogging... probably sleeping late tonite... 2? 3? .. Dun noe.. starting to yawn le.. Li wan gonna jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
because she wanna to be : Super-eststudent,
Super-estdaughter, Super-estsister, Super-estgranddaughter , Super-estfriend, Super-estgirlfriend, Super-estteacherSuper-estwife,Super-estmother!.. yea.. jia yoU!
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
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OUch Ouch OUch.. Pain Pain.. Gt ulcers at my tongue and Gum.. Painful.. Sob sob.. Unlucky me.. Is it cos of stress? Pain pain. No appetite to eat le. Need to pay off so much just because of a MID yR. I wonder what will happen if it is A level. I am sure this is unhealthy. HAix.... My stomach is not very well again. It is better than last time But kind of weird though... ouchy! My tongue... My gum...
Wake up late today cos i slept at one plus yesterday. I suppose i will sleep even later Next week onward. I guess i am training myself to slp later each day in order to sustain .... Did a bit of MI , APGP, PARTIAL FRACTION, SIGMA NOTATIOn here n There... Kind of not bad.. Ai ya, i think cos i do those i noe de ma.. Sianz.. But certain ques that i tried already , make me feel v proud of myself. I wanna share with Ms yang my happinesss.. I am sure she will be damn happy when she knoes that i can do.. hehe.. Ms yang!!!... seeing u tmr... cant wait....
Hmmm... Meeting Jing Xuan later for 2 hrs to teach me Econ. I hope she can help me if not i will be in deep trouble. HAIX.... Treating her MAC.. its fattening...
After meeting jing xuan, i will probably do econ for the whole day ba. I wanna finish MACRO le. Will major in GP , Physics, micro Econ next week. But i wont neglect my CHem n MaThs. ( will do a bit here n there) .. Yupz... Dont feel like gg for physics tuition tmr... Probably next week can??.. sianz... Quite scary ! 2 more weeks.. Liwan, pls jia you!!!!!!!!!!
I Really really wanna be the BEST OF THE BEST.. WHY IS it so Difficult?? I wanna be the BEST ! I wanna be SUPER!!!!!!!! Superstudent , Superdaughter, Supersister, Supergranddaughter, Superfriend, Superteacher, Supergirlfriend, Superwife, Supermother! God grants me strength each day to achieve what i wanna to achieve? God am i over-ambitious?
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Friday, June 08, 2007
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CRYING IN MY HEART....PAIN IN MY HEART....
SomeHow Tried Mr Looh Paper le... With timing.. Erm.. I will redo the paper w/o timing again. The Questions are Tough sia. I mean there are questions which we can score... But there are some ques which are very tough . At once glance, i really dun noe hw to produce the ans ! haix.. How? I will go photocopy the paper. I hope he is able to go thru the paper b4 i go for the exam. If nt i will have to ask ms fong after my physics/GP paper. Argh! Heng sia.. chem is last paper...
Nt easy , nt easy.... Life is very tough at this point of time. God can u please help me. I am very upset. I am nt sure hw i feel though. i start to lose faith........ lose trust................
gonna rest for a while...
its so hard to be the BEST OF THE BEST. feel like giving up.. WO HAO LEI le... NI MING BAI MA?
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happy Happy happy.. haha... Something wrong with m... perhaps Mood swing? having a slight headache.
Slept at 1 plus last night. Super tired lor.... Just finishing bathing so decided to blog first.
Suppose to do Mr Looh's Mock paper but I haven finished studying! sob sob.. Good luck. May try to do it tonite if nt tmr. I wanna to time myself ma.. =[ I dun wan to rely on the notes so i must memorise n study everything first. I hope everything will be fine. I hope i wont be too shock when i look at the paper.
K .. Gonna go study Le... hehe.. may blog again... Oh ya, b4 i go i just wanna say " we often selfishly think that what we done its for others own good. But this actually hurt the other party most. We should always ask what the other party want." Sound profound?? haha.. But i feel that its very true... Yupz...
SUPER SUPER... I WANNA BE SUPERDAUGHTER, SUPERGRANDDAUGHTER, SUPERSISTER, SUPERFREN, SUPERSTUDENT, SUPERTEACHER, SUPERGIRLFRIEND, SUPERWIFE, SUPERMUMMY.. haha... YEA, BE THE SUPER SUPER SUPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, June 07, 2007
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Love me
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again, I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Take me to your heart
Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl(Chorus)
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts foreverWe're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
25minutes
After some time I’ve finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I’m searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love herAnd I’m sorry ’bout the things I’ve done
I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s crying while she’s saying this
Chorus:
Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I’m sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late
Against the wind I’m going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than
Friends
Still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn’t search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she’s cried while she’s saying this
Chorus
Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said
I can still hear what she said
I love these songs a lot. I fall in love with these 3 songs.. heeh... 2 of them are quite sad =[ Haix.. Just learn to treasure our love ones... Yupz...
i told my dear another secret after listening to the song! HA.. U cant run away from me.. HEeh.. yOu better tell me that secret hor.. i will wait.. But its very nice of u to sms another secret.. haa.. but i wan u to verbalise it out! i wanna to see u blush.. haha.. Dear i love u....
tried to glue myself on the chair.. My revision is still v bad.. haix.. decided to stay up to study today.. Just finished organic chem. Its still a brief one.. Not very satistised! Gg to econ later.. Will go back to chem later .. Physical chem ba.. =[=[=[...
Liwan, u so gonna JIA yoU!!!!!!!!! haix.. i am so screwed.. sob sob...
GOd pls help me?? haix...
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
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Super Tired....
went for CIp today. I was damn happy to know that my CAN is the heavist!!!!!!!So happY!!!!. I think my dear rank second.. haha.. We were very sincere n serious about it! I am very happy! haha.. I learnt smthg today. Have to smile more.. Guess what, i bowed n smiled to everyone who passed by. I think that's teh reason why they donate!!!!! haha...
After that we went to pray. Yupz....
We went to teenage cafe to makan. We talked a lot. Everything under the SUN. HAH.. I love u so much... After that we went shopping then decided to QUEUE FOR DONUTS!!!!! Queue for more than 3 hrs. HAha.. My dear n I were v proud of ourselves.. haha.. cos this was our first time n yet we made it!!!! this need a lot of endurance. I mean 3 hrs leh, plus the 5 hrs of CIP... we shld be damn tired... But we din give up.. We had a lot of fun while queue'g up.. haha...
After that i companied my dear to buy bd cake for my god mother.. ghaha... Happy Birthday to her... Dear, u must take care? dun be so bothered by ur Fren... Be like me? haha.... happy!?? Dear, u haven tell me smthg leh??? sob sob.... Disappointed.. when then u will wan to tell me??????? HmpH...
Oh ya, I helped a blind man to cross the road. i was SUPER SCARED!!!! =[=[ He asked for help but no one wanna help. I decided to help him. He held my hand. I was super scared. I scared he was acting only. he told me to help him to the opp... Opp doesnt have a lot of people. In fact no one there.. and it was very dark. BUT... I chose to help him... Phew, lucky nthg happened... Thankz GOD...
Super tired nw.. Play too much le.. must study hard tmr ... *yawn*... Oh ya, I saw the perfume that i like.. Sob sob.. din buy.......... Haix... fall in love with the perfume!!!!!!!!
Saw UR sis today! But nt v sure... the gal who call me go n die... haix... nvm...
TIRED......... STUDY HARD BA.....
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FEELING BETTER...
much better le.. Thankz for those for really care for me a lot...
Wont get to study today. Haix.. doing CIP with my dear!!! Haa.. We never do such thing together b4... i think she will have a hard time looking after me ! Gonna buy her smthg later... After CIp , we will be gg to vivo to have fun since we cant have steamboat cos of my stupid stomach. We must have a lot of fun today lor cos NO MORE FUN AFTER WED LE.. HAVE TO MUG TOGETHER... GONNA miss u!!!!!! But i thInk u will miss me badly =p .....
have a lot of things to do. But i guess what is more impt is Family support. I talked to my mum yesterday, i told her i may nt be able to finish studying for JCT. Guess what did she say? " Mummy will support you! Mummy will pray for u !" I guess that is enough! I will jia you de.. Wont wan to disappoint anyone.....
GOd pls help me! I just hope i can finish my revision thoroughly! Oh ya, my maid said slim down already! haha.. can trust her a not? Where gt soooo fast de? But i chose to believe her!!!!! =p=p
SUPER STUDENT!!!!!!!! HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
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I thought i am a strong gal. I thought i have changed. After all i am still a cry baby..
wake up at 2 plus and hardly catch anymore slp. My gastric is killing me. So painful. No more chilli for me. =[=[=[ ... i need to pay attention my diet. haven see doc yet.. running fever now ! 38 degree celsius. I am super scared whenever i am sick. I need people to company me. I wake up at 2 plus n asked my mum for medicine. she gave me the wrong one. After that she went to slp. I was very scared. I wanted to call my dad who was slping to company me. But, i dun wish to wake him up. I am sure he will company me cos he loves me a lot. My eyes were watery, trying not to cry. Din manage to slp.. Until abt 11 plus, i started to cry. I was having a bad headache. Cant tahan. Haix.. I am a cry baby. sob sob..
I am someone who needs people to pamper me. I need people to company me throughout the night when i am sick. But no one was there. =[=[=[=[=[ I am nt strong afterall. HmpH.. I want HUG HUG... I want a bear hug.. Sob sob.... How i wish that i am still 5 yrs old.. HA.. daddy , i wan hug hug.. sob sob............
wasted my morning , din get to study, Haix! i Think its because of ORGANIC CHEM!!! Manage to finish organic chem yesterday therefore, having a bad headache now???? i think i will go study later. Not gg to rest le.. I think i am feeling better le....
LIWan, study hard.. SUPER student has fallen sick!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sob sob....
I WANT HUG HUG... =[=[
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Monday, June 04, 2007
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i am back again...
nice lyrics.. haha...
爱上了一个人
能够为她牺牲
就算付出了生命
我甘心为了你
两个人在一起
分享爱的命运
永远都不会忘记
我们生活点滴
你是我最深爱的女人
你有最美丽的嘴唇
你拥有最动人的眼神
你带给我幸福和快乐
我是你最深爱的男人
我的爱绝对是永恒
做什么都值得爱上了一个人
not feeling well.. starting have gastric ... feeling queasy.. sob sob.. help help...
Very proud of myself. somehow learnt to draw helix and plated sheets.. Nt easy lor.. i used up a lot of papers.. haha... v proud v proud.. Now need to start memorise again... denaturation of proteins...
i guess i will stay up late today to complete organic chem if nt surely CMI.. wanted to start GP also cannot. I think i will start GP on Thurs Mon. =]=] See ba.. haix... nt enough time. Still gt physics leh!!!!!!!!! haix... haix... so many things to study. I wont GIVE UP DE..........
Hungry hungry.. what happened sia?? ARgh.. something wrong which my stomach.. =[=[
i hope i wont get a chance to vomit.. ahah.. If nt its morning sickness? haha.. JK JK.. Impossibe!
k.. gonna go study again.. I guess will only cut my hair after i get back my JCT results. tired.. STUDY TIME.....
SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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back to blog again.. tired...
feel like cutting my hair short... See first ba... my dear, u din wait for me again. =[=[=[...
nt feeling v well, having diarrhoea =[ wad's wrong .. but nt a very bad one...
tried to glue myself to study from 10 to 4.30 . Nt too bad... HmmmI still prefer to practise ques =[ . Manage to somehow studied the whole of organic chem w/o protein. Will go thru one more time tonight plus protein ! Tmr will try the prelim papers .. hhaa.. 3 sets of prelim papers.. wish me gd luck... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..........
really pray hard that i can restudy the whole of organic which also include protein today. God gives me strength. I am drained! Tired.. All the mechansims make me wanna faint.. haha. But i still love organic chem a lot. oh ya, will look thru ques which i have done b4 too =] Hmm.. nt easy sia.. need a lot of time. Was looking at the lecture notes the whole day. Just realised how stupid i used to be. i guess Ms fong really had a hard time teaching me. I am sorry. Hmm.. i am glad that i haev finished the ten yr series for the whole of organic chem. I guess i should be able to finish one revision for chem by Fri? So that i am able to do the mock paper which is Timed by myself. =p.....
will go n rest... wanna watch tv then mug again... =[=[=[
Wanna cut hair =[
SUPER SUPER SUPER......
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fall in love with the song " ni shi wo zui shen ai de nu ren" ... haha
wake up at ard 9am but my slp was disturbed at ard 3 plus. tried to do ms yang HW on stats. Haix. Its a disappointment =[=[...
Studying chemistry now. Quite slow. Its organic chem!!! i thought that is my best n fav part of chemistry.. Somehow a bit sianz.. But still , i have to jia you Wor.......
i have a lot of things that i wanna buy leh!!!!!!! =[=[=[ But no $$$$$$$$$$$$ GSS doesnt help much. I want to buy BAGS BAGS BAGS.. i Wanna buy MP3? I Pod? haha.. had one Mp4 last yr but.. nvm... I wanna buy a lot of stuff leh! Maybe i shldnt say no $$$$ , is just that i wanna say $$$ for rainy days ( sound familiar.. ) haix....
karen called me yesterday! " wei, liwan ya, you know where is ms fong? she went for holiday already?" I was a bit shocked ya... i mean how would i know what she is doing now n then. I am nt her secretary. I thought she call me to ask me chem ques... haha.. But i told her that ms fong left spore during the first wk of holiday. think so ba... Its funny.... she is not the first person.
k.. gonna mug chem again... Jiayou liwan...
Liwan jia yoU! On my way to be SUper STUDENT.. haha
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Sunday, June 03, 2007
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Ms yang, you are great! hehe.. how should i describe you??? undefine.. I can see the spark in ur eyes when i ask u questions. haha.. you can make me feel that maths is fun. Its isnt easy to find such teachers anymore. u are my superteacher sia. I know u understand me =] . You are able to find the correct method to teach me. haha.. I cant share with u guyz the feeling ya. But ms yang u are one wonderful teacher!!!!!
manage to clear my Stats doubts from the So called "HW" . So i will embark on the rest of the exercise given by ms yang soon. Very excited =p. I love to do stats n vectors but not PURE MATHS.. sob.. Ms yang said she cant guarantee me an A cos of my pure Maths! Ms yang, i am determine to STudy v hard for my pure maths =] I will jia you! i wont wan to disappoint you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
K.. so Gonna study ECON LAter. a HArdcore one.. hehe.. Tmr will be the day for me to do a lot of stuff too.. will spend some time on econ then will go to CHEM!!!!!! long time din manage to do chemistry, hand kind of itchy!!!!!!!! hehe... Yupz yupz...
Getting happier n happier.. I know the reason but dun wan to say.. haha... YEa.. Jia yoU!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA BE The BEST OF THE BEST!!!!!!!!
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